Laura I bet concerns about the future is very very normal indeed , I reckon your life will work out amazing :) I hope it does *Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

Thankyou both :)

I better get to bed , you okay here Laura? , I kind of feel I'm abandoning you, I'll stay if you want for a bit :)

*huggles all*

Congrats on the two days free Mark. :-)
- JK: Nice to see you drop by and I hope you managed to get some sleep. :-)

Sorry for the lack of individuals, the brain isn't fully functional yet and the ward started to pick up again.

A person IRL sent me a link to this YouTube vid and in a way I wish it for all of you so I want to share it with you all. It is a country song, so feel free not to watch, but also feel free to look at the lyrics. Or not, it's a "free world". :-p

*hugs everyone* just stopping by again, hope everyone is doing good. =]

Awesome Mark, keep up the good work! *hugs*

Sorry I went away guys, I've been concentrating on my knitting to keep my brain where it should be and it is far too easy to lose many, many hours to it!

Mark, well done on the SI, every day is a victory worth celebrating *hug*

Laura, worrying about the future is fairly normal, which is good! A bit of normal, human worrying about the future is perfectly healthy if you ask me.

*hugs mark* it was ok that you went to bed, no worries. hope you are sleeping well.

*hugs kahlia* im not a huge fan of country music but the lyrics are good :-) hope you are feeling a little better.

*hugs bunny* hope you managed to stay safe.

*hugs josh* good luck on your date tonight. hope you are doing okay.

*hugs crimson* how r u doing?

I had to step out for class... now on a half hour break before my super boring night class.. tuesdays put me to sleep heh.

*cuddles wardies*

Tuesdays are so full of stress for me. I was late up, the weather was awful, I couldn't afford food today, my bus was stopped and diverted due to a fire, my lecturer is inconsiderate and uncompassionate to my problems physically and mentally and I had an exhausting walk home in the rain. My counsellor was unhappy with me because I SI'd this week and my fiance doesn't understand why I can't stand up to my mum. Sometimes I wish I could just shut myself away and hide for a while, just me and my mind, like a turtle. Man I wish I could be a turtle. Turtles are cool.

...all in all I figure about the same as you with the future worrying. *nods*
How's class going?

well, big snuggly goodnight hugs to all of you who accept them.

I'm going to go snuggle into my nest, I mean my bed, stick some calming music on my headphones and try and encourage the cats to join me.

Night all :smurf:

night night bunny :)

Feeling lonely so I'm going to bed, night wardies *cuddles*

night night Sarah.

*pounces* I spy an Oliver!

hi lovelies <3
ergh. am ill =[

*cuddles heather* feel better!

Date was good, helped get my mind off of a lot, but at the same time it triggered a lot in me. ugh remind me not to see a movie about being in a ward when i'm stressed ever again.

awhhh.

*cuddles* I need to be held right now. =/

*hugs josh* im sorry that you were triggered on your date but glad that it went well other than that. here if you want to talk about anything.

*cuddles heather*

*hugs sarah* sounds like you have a lot going on right now. try to do something nice for yourself hun. Go for a long walk, take a relaxing bath, go to a movie. Hope that you got some sleep.

*hugs crimson* o wow, that sounds like its confusing. Do you have any idea when they are making the decisions about who they are interviewing? Which do feel you want to do more? I know awhile ago you seemed like you really wanted to get out of your current situation... if you need to vent feel free to message me.

Class was long and boring. Just feeling really thoughtful now about everything. On the upside, I won't SI tonight, I don't feel the need to do that at all.

Laura: I'm not into country music either - but the lyrics hit me so I thought I'd share

*huggles everybody*

Yeah, it definitely has some good lyrics. I have heard that song before and I've always liked what it has to say (despite my aversion to the country sound lol). How r u doing? *hugs*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs TheSuffererComplex* Forgot your name , sorry , remind me ?

*Hugs Josh*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Bunny*

*Hugs Kahlia* I used to own that song , it's nice if you're in a country mood :)