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bye byes <3
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I'm off to bed. The alarm clock goes off an hour early so i can be ready for the construction crew that is coming to fix our bathroom ceiling.
Oh, and we only have one bathroom. |
O.o 's only 9 there eh?
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night =)
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Just wanted to drop some huge *hugs* off for everyone!
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Don;t know what to do with myself, feeling suicidal. Would OD if I was in charge of my meds.
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Im glad you arent in charge of the Zowie hun...
I know how awful it feels....but we'd hate for you to do anything that will hurt you :( |
alexxxxxx <3
hows you? |
well i'm officially back from weekend working.. blah. glad i dont have to do anything for a while but annoyed at myself again - ended up scratching my arm on 2 occasions, no lasting marks (as long as the most recent goes soon which i think it will) but this now brings it up to 3 times in the last couple of weeks :( i think i know i'd feel better if i did cut properly but i dont want to start it off again and i dont need it enough, i just want it. *sigh* oddly enough, the rest of me seems ok and calm enough. *hugs to all*
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*just checkin in*
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Bad so bad right now its really bad...but why cant I do it? I want to and need to but i cant. Hate myself, all alone they all hate me. Sorry guys i am no use.
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Awww Marc
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I wish it was real...I need someone i can open up to someone i can say help to, my mind keeps screaming to ask for help (from certain friends) but i wont...i dont want to bother one, one doesnt care and they all hate me behind my back.
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well I know you don't know me...
but I'll listen if ya need to talk. |
Too messed up, dont knwo the words to type need to talk...prompt. So sorry hoping i will be happy soon. But dont want to ride in car with friend who talks about me badly when i am not there...she thinks about me badly too.
Thank you for thiking kindly, I just hope your not laghing at me really. |
*not laughing... is just concerned about you*
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Sorry struggling with what is true and what isnt, am scared and want the thinking to stop. Am sorry i should stop posting and come back when i am in a better frame
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*cuddles everyone*
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*pounces on jess*
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*hides in the corner*
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You ok Ku?
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you ok over there Ku? *hugs*
*hugs everyone* |
*hugs Hana*
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hi all *leaves hugs and snuggle blankets*
*rocks n cradles arm* |
*glomps heather*
*cuddles all* what's up lovies? di... what happened! |
erm...*shakes head*
sorry |
*jumps up and down*
Yay!!! Sugar is back from getting spayed!!!! :-) |
aww bless :)
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yay! *hugs manda back*
I keep passing out. It's really getting to me at the moment, but got doctors soon, so hopefully I can sort it... *sigh* stupid body. *hugz ku and diamond* Sup Ku, sweetie? |
why sorry ku?
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yay! now you get to watch her stagger about from the anasthetic :P it's so cute!
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i got no blades now...need one.
sorry cos i keep dumping my crap on people, you dont need it |
i screwed up again :( my ex husband is really messing with my head
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awww bless!
Ku, you post as much as you need to. Don't talk y0ourself our of posting! Di, what's ur ex doing? |
saying he wants to come back, i am so confused he has been gone for nearly a year. i really messed my arm up
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*hugs di*
already have...i'll be ok. just gonna stay here for a bit, you're all lovely |
Doyou want him to come back?
*cuddles ku* keep posting honey... please? |
my head says im not allowed.
cos i proved i dont deserve. |
thanks ku thanks jess
i really don't know i just wana make it all go away right now |
everyone deserves to be heard ku xx
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By feeling that you don't deserve to be heard, shows that you need to be heard and you need support. that's what we're ehre for. *cuddles*
*cuddles di* honey, maybe go for a walk and try to clear your head/ |
thank you...
but i ****ed up that right when i walked away from someone who needed help. sounds like a good idea di. take care though yeah? look after your arm now too xx |
it's 11.30 here to late to go out the kids are in bed, i will go now i am just talking rubbish anyway. thank you for your support jess *hugs*
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ty ku i will do xx
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argh, really? thought it was earlier than that! (so much for the early night)
you're not talking rubbish, not at all and good :) |
Ku, when you're in need of help yourself, you're not expected to be there for everyone else. *cuddles*
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*sighs* I agree with Jess but...
what about people like me who never stop needing help? I am one big needy pathetic excuse for a human being. |
maybe.
i pretty much ruined the best friendship i have though. she says it's ok, i didn't upset her or anything. but cos i walked away, i messed up. i dunno how to get back on track. she needed me more than i needed her, really. and now? now i just wish i had my damn blade. sorry, i'm moaning, i haven't even asked how you are *cuddles* edit: bound by thoughts (really sorry i forgot your name-heads mush) i think the same about myself...it doesn't make it true *hugs* |
Amanda, you know that you will eventually get past this. It's amazing and 'unblelivable' but you WILL get past this.
*cuddles Ku* your friend sounds like she understands why you walked away. You need to be okay before you can help someone else be okay. Or even in just a better frame of mind at least! |
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