Inpatient
 

Hi all,

I won't be back at my computer for some time as I am currently an in-patient. Hope that you are all doing well.

Kahlia

I found where my dad hides my mirtazapine. Want to take them all, then I'll just sleeeeeeeeeeep. Don't think they'll kill me, but there is more there than I've ever taken before.

*Waves at Ileana* Are you alright?

*squishes Khalia* Hope you are doing alright and that it's helping.

Caiden- Keep fighting, why are you close to giving up? Has anything happened to trigger this? *hugs*

How are you doing now 'Lost and alone'? *leaves cuddly toy kittens and hugs just in case*

Please don't take them Zowie, show everyone you can fight the voices and that Beth is not as strong as she thinks. Tell your dad where they are sweetie *hugs*, please take care.

Yes you can Hannah *hugs* xxxx

Hope your day is going better than you thought it might Hells. I just woke up lol and read your text, hopefully things are a bit better *hugs*

Has anyone seen Amanda (boundbythoughts) around recently??

She posted a few days back, otherwise no.

comes in waves to everyone then hides in the corner crying.

hugs and squishes to all...
i just cant deal with the voices anymore...they are getting to be too much for me lately... and i am just so tired of fighting. tired of trying. i am just so close to giving in, i just want to go to sleep and never wake up again... maybe if i did that the voices would finally shut up....

*cries quietly in the corner, alone as usual...*

goes over to caiden and gives you a hug. try to keep fighting, you can do this.

*pulls up a chair next to Caiden so your not alone* *passes you a tissue*

Whats up Louise? *hugs*

I am sat in a 24 hour library at uni. I came for two reasons, to try and do an essay and because I needed to get away from the blades and from my room. Somewhere new for a bit but I can't focus. Joking with friends on MSN and all I can think of is slicing my body up...:crying: :crying:

I was doing better and now it's like I'm looking into a downward spiral and I can't stop myself be drawn in. I don't even know if I want to, at least then I won't be living in fear of it returning...

it's my step mum she hit me really badly *hugs back*

Are you physically ok? She doesn't have the right to do that to you.

i am bleeding she caught my arm and twisted it, it hurts so much.

Is there anyone you can report her too? What does your Dad say? She seriously has NO right to do this to you. Do you need to get it checked out?

*pulls her sleepin bag ova her head n cries prayin some will jst kill her*

whats wrong just-another-girl? *hugs*

i have tried to report her but no one believes me, they keep sending me home to her. my dad left me with her did not say where he went to, or he maybe did but my step mum is not telling me. it might need looked at though i am to scared to move.

what is wrong, are you able to tell us?

If you went to the hospital and got checked out then there would be a record of what she has done. How long ago did your Dad go?

3years now

im able 2 tell ya but the thing is im the most pointless person eva so i dnt see y i shud bother anyone can someone just kill me already plzzzzzzzzzz