*hugs Liz*

*gives you lots of luck in finding a new place*

I'm not moving out alone thankfully, my mummy is coming too wheeeeee. I'm quite excited about it. I keep going on about it (helps me to deal with it). So I know that we're leaving all the curtains except the living room's (they're so pretty) and dishwasher and possibly our oven. Woooop! I'm sorry I'm being so random, just being a distraction I suposse XD

Oh yeah, when I go, I don't know how long I'll be away from the internet, but I'll check in when I get the net going or when I get back to college (if I have to miss anything) or whatever...

Eeeeeeeeek!

Helen,
Cool, sounds like you are coping real well with moving. Good that you have your Mum going with you.
If I find a new place this will be my second move in 12 months. Lived with a partner, now living with Mum and looking for a place which will be all mine, yeah!
Hope all goes well for you.
*Hugs*
Liz

Best of luck with that Liz :) I haven't always coped with this well, I found it quite hard at first, but I thought sod it, I can't change what's happened. So I'm just doing this to get me thru and help with my happiness :D

Oh btw a note to you Emma, I know I haven't done your task for god knows how long but I did today :)

ahhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh icnt do this any more its 2 hard pretending i'm ok!!!!

Has something happened hun?

*hugs you and leaves cookies for everyone :)*

Thanks for the cookies Helen,
Are you ok Katey?
*Hugs Katey*
Liz

Welcome Liz.

I seriously am going to sleep soon.

i've had a tough few days starting this uni course, wich ok yeah i kno is a huge big thing. but its got 2 me. i really wanted to be ok with it. i wanted to get on with it. i really want to do it. but its soo hard my moods been so low and i've just had 2 put a front on and i cnt do it.

I really understand that hun, is there anyone you can talk to about it?

hanks, erm not really so many already think i cnt do it i wanted 2 prove them wrong

*hugs everyone that needs it*

I have no idea what is wrong, just got that damn sinking feeling. I went out to friends to distract myself and it worked for a while but now it is back. My parents are back tomorrow and no doubt there will be something I haven't done that they wanted me to and on top of that I will have practically NO privacy for the next three weeks. Just work and hassle and they never go out so SI will be hard. Oh yeah and I am spending three days with my grandparents. Which should be nice but just...hard. If I as much as sigh they want to know what is wrong, so smiles all around for 3 days with no net and limited mobile signal.

Sorry, just wallowing and feeling a little destructive. I just want to be left alone to do what I want and hurt myself as I see fit you know? *sigh*

*more hugs for people with the option of muffins* x

*sits and talks to self*

I have work in an hour and a half and I just want to sleep. *finds coffee to drink* How is everyone else?

Oh Emma.

You can get through the next three days, I believe in you hun. Don't worry about calling me, seriously. Just maybe count down the days til you get back to uni??? Esp, as you're coming to see me soon XD

Gosh, the person came around to our house, took measurements blah de blah, no photos inside haha, waste of time tidying up but the house looks lovely. So looks like we're going up for sale this week, as soon as my mum has one or two things sorted :D

*Hands out homemade cookies*
How is everyone?
xxx

Cookies.

My mood is coming down again. ****'s sake :(

Nobody cares, so why should I bother talking.

BAD BAD BAD!!! ><
*sobs*
Im....Im just...g..gonna...hide and never...come...out...
*sobs again*

*Hugs Helen and Alex tight*

*Sigh* I dont deserve it...but thankyou...

Thanks.

I'm extremely annoyed about someone hitting my friend for no ****ing reason. GRRR >.<

sorry to hear that Helen :(
Is your friend ok?

*I go die now yes? good ^_^*