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Doikers 04-08-2011 07:11 PM

*Hugs Crimson* You okay hun?

*Hugs Jill*

SoMuchMore 04-08-2011 07:24 PM

*hugs mark, lindsay, crimson, felicia, oliver, jill, heather, louise, mara, ian and everyone else*

I'm okay.. been super busy trying to get ready to go on vacation next week (I'll be in England! So close to many of you, yet still far away since I'll be with my family) and also getting organized for moving in less then a month. So at least when I feel like I am ready to explode at my sister, I can look forward to that.

one_step_closer 04-08-2011 07:38 PM

Sounds like you're going to be really busy, Laura. Make sure you take some time out for yourself.

PoisonedApple 04-08-2011 07:39 PM


*Hugs Crimson* You okay hun?
*shakes head and hugs back*

*hugs Lindsay and Laura and Jill*
*goes back and hides in the denial tent some more*

one_step_closer 04-08-2011 07:49 PM

Please try and talk to us, Crimson. Maybe we can be of some help.

SoMuchMore 04-08-2011 07:54 PM

*hugs lindsay* i'll try. I'm not always the best at doing things for me.. meh. How r u?

*cuddles crimson tight* I'm around if you need to talk hun, or you could always PM me.

Doikers 04-08-2011 08:16 PM

*Hugs Laura* Where will you be hun?

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Lindsay*

one_step_closer 04-08-2011 08:43 PM

I'm just fed up of this 'life.' I phoned the crisis team earlier but as usual they wanted to talk about my kitchen.

Doikers 04-08-2011 09:06 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* Your kitchen? for why?

one_step_closer 04-08-2011 09:10 PM

Because i'm in the middle of getting a new kitchen fitted and they want to know how it's progressing. They are more interested in it than they are in how i'm feeling.

Doikers 04-08-2011 09:34 PM

Oh FFS Lindsay , can you not say "I need some support , please help" Sounds like a **** support network you have there.

PoisonedApple 04-08-2011 09:57 PM

*hugs Mark, Laura, Lindsay*
thanks for the offer(s)... i don't know what to say and even if i did i don't want to trigger or worry anybody.

Doikers 04-08-2011 10:21 PM

*Hugs Crimson*

SoMuchMore 04-08-2011 11:44 PM

*hugs mark* i will be all over the UK actually. London, Salisbury, Bath, Chester, Edinburgh, and York. I'm excited :-) How r u doing?

*hugs lindsay* i agree with mark, it's ridiculous that they aren't asking you about you. i'm sorry they aren't helpful.

*hugs crimson* wish i knew what to say hun. if you change your mind and want to talk though, i am around.

misskitty112 05-08-2011 02:07 AM

Laura, I absolutely loved Edinburgh. It may have been my favorite place I visited, although London is fun... after you learn how not to get lost lol. Have fun!
*hugs Lindsay* I wish your crisis team was more helpful.
*hugs Crimson* My PM box is always open. And I practically live on Facebook, so if you want to talk you know where I am.
*hugs Mark* I know you know this, but I love you.

*sits in the corner* I need to be functional. You know, like maybe actually get dressed, and shower, and give a **** about appearing like I care about myself. Hah.

PoisonedApple 05-08-2011 02:21 AM

*hugs Laura and Felicia and Mark and Oliver*

frenchhorn 05-08-2011 02:29 AM

*hugs all*
sorry I havn't been around much over the last week, I've been busy with my mum and sister. I've had a good time with them, but I'm feeling really depressed and suicidal still, also been really paranoid everytime we have left the flat and that makes me really anxious.

Cazki 05-08-2011 02:58 AM

*Hugs Oliver* Sorry your feeling low and suicidal.

*Hugs Mark* I'm sorry your not feeling great and that you feel low. I hope you feel better soon

*Hugs Lindsay* Sorry your struggling

*Hugs Laura* How are you?

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Felicia* How are you?

*Hugs Crimson*

Doikers 05-08-2011 10:01 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Felicia* I love you too :)

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

Kahlia1981 05-08-2011 10:26 AM

Hello again all.

*hugs the oldies* and *waves at anyone new since I last was here*
It's utter madness here right now.... second week of uni and at least two study days a week are written off which doesn't really help with the stress. Not to mention the wedding planning and so forth. Things have just been going on going on.

My psych doc wants me to go through ECT again because he thinks they will get a second shot at my meds that way.... I hesitate to tell him that it would be a third shot, but I'm quite willing to inform him that there will be no ECT. It could be quite an interesting fight...

Sorry for boring you all and being away so long. I do try to come in when I remember, but my brain is a bit uni-orientated at the moment.

Either way I am sending you all *hugs* and *safe love and care packages*.

Take care of each other.

Doikers 05-08-2011 11:30 AM

*Hugs Kahlia* Wow that all sounds very stressful :S

Kahlia1981 05-08-2011 01:19 PM

*hugs Mark* - it definitely is extremely stressful at the moment. We just keep getting knocked down when we are trying to get ourselves back on our feet. It would be really great to get a break sometime.

Doikers 05-08-2011 01:30 PM

I miss Felicia Terribly.
I still have a sore throat that woke me at 3.45am this morning .
My Best Friend has been having suicidal thoughts.
MY chillis were stolen by the new neighbour kids , right off the plant out front , I've been looking after that plant for months , and it may not even fruit again as they politley snapped it , very pissed off , going to lie down.

Louise 05-08-2011 02:27 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 05-08-2011 03:10 PM

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

Louise 05-08-2011 04:04 PM

so so - how are you

one_step_closer 05-08-2011 04:27 PM

*hugs everyone*

My brother is staying at a friend's house this weekend which gives me the perfect opportunity to overdose. I can't wait. I just hope that nothing goes wrong and I don't need medical attention.

Doikers 05-08-2011 05:34 PM

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Lindsay* Be careful hun............:S

one_step_closer 05-08-2011 07:09 PM

I'm thinking about phoning Breathing Space but don't know if I have the courage to do it.

PoisonedApple 05-08-2011 07:19 PM

*gives Lindsay a special jar of courage*
*hugs everyone*

Doikers 05-08-2011 07:27 PM

What is breathing space Lindsay? *Hugs*

*Hugs Crimson* How are you today?

one_step_closer 05-08-2011 07:35 PM

Breathing space is a mental health helpline in Scotland. I phoned them twice in one night before and the man who I spoke to seemed a bit annoyed with me. I phoned them another time previously but they didn't seem to know what to say. I just want someone to fix me.

Doikers 05-08-2011 07:49 PM

Oh I'm sorry Lindsay :(

one_step_closer 05-08-2011 08:29 PM

I managed to phone them and was told to cut instead of overdosing but I can't any more. I physically can't make myself cut myself, it doesn't work any more. I've to keep in touch over the weekend. I'm 100% sure that i'll take an overdose, the problem is getting medical attention if I need it. I'm sorry.

How are you now, Mark?

Doikers 05-08-2011 08:39 PM

*Squashes Lindsay Hard*

PoisonedApple 05-08-2011 08:41 PM

*hugs Lindsay* wow. just...omg. I can't believe that was their suggestion. that's terrible.
please be careful.

*hugs Mark* I'm feeling less of whatever was going on in my head yesterday. didn't injure. did eat. calling it a win.
how are you?

Doikers 05-08-2011 08:58 PM

I'm tired tbh, My throat pain woke me at 3.45am , early night tonight I think.

*Hugs Crimson*

PoisonedApple 05-08-2011 09:17 PM

I'd say try to coat your throat with honey but most vegans i know don't consume it... maybe just tea and off to bed early is the best bet. *hugs Mark*

one_step_closer 05-08-2011 09:18 PM

I hope your throat feels better soon, Mark.

Doikers 05-08-2011 09:20 PM

I'm not vegan Crimson , Vege though , I have some throat liquid that my neighbour had perscibed but never used . I am planning on bed at 9pm UK time , meds then bed , I Drank Ginger and Lime tea with Honey in it . yesterday . *Hugs*

one_step_closer 05-08-2011 09:21 PM

I feel so damn alone. :crying:

Doikers 05-08-2011 09:44 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* *Holds your Hand*

PoisonedApple 05-08-2011 09:55 PM

*hugs Mark* hope it helps. Hmmm... was it Hayley that was vegan?

*hugs Lindsay and sits with* Not alone, hun.

Doikers 05-08-2011 10:08 PM

yes Hayley is a Vegan , She won't wear wool or any animal products.
*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs all my wardies goodnight*

frenchhorn 06-08-2011 12:29 AM

*hugs all*
I'm now at my parents for a few days, because tomorrow we are going to my grandma's for a family meal and the topic of conversation is crematorians and christmas, I really don't think I can cope with them talking about death and furnerals especially with my suicide plan being so close and me being obsessed with killing myself. its going to be a hard day.
sorry i'm not doing individual replies at the moment, lots of replies since I last posted and I'm not doing great myself, sorry all but lots of cuddles to you all.

PoisonedApple 06-08-2011 01:04 AM

*cuddles Oliver* i'm off for home soon but you can message on fb this weekend if you need.

frenchhorn 06-08-2011 01:09 AM

thanks Crimson *hugs*

Cazki 06-08-2011 01:15 AM

Heya everyone im sorry your all struggling :(

*Hugs Mark* I hope your throat gets better soon

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Khalia*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Oliver* Sorry your not doing well.

Doikers 06-08-2011 11:35 AM

*Hugs Oliver heaps*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Ian*

one_step_closer 06-08-2011 11:56 AM

*hugs everyone*

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