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Doikers 19-06-2011 11:03 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*waves to shattered1*

Auragrace 19-06-2011 11:19 AM

I am cutting again and I told myself I would'nt do it but right now its helping me cope and I actually am enjoying the rush I get from it

Doikers 19-06-2011 01:27 PM

*Hugs AuraGrace*

Emo 19-06-2011 08:07 PM

Feel like cutting ...really not feeling good at all
I though that someone cared about me so much that they would do something for me but it turns out they don't am heart broken

just feel saying sod it and cutting

Doikers 19-06-2011 09:24 PM

*Waves to Angel* I'm sorry hun :/

SoMuchMore 19-06-2011 09:57 PM

*hugs everyone*

*spies mark and hugs*

Doikers 19-06-2011 10:11 PM

*Hugs Laura* How are you hun?

SoMuchMore 19-06-2011 10:20 PM

I'm hanging in there, Mark. Not great, but *shrug* surviving.
How about you?

Doikers 19-06-2011 10:36 PM

Hanging in there at my Parents place for Fathers Day . Pretty tired but I don't sleep well here.........*Hugs Laura*

Cazki 19-06-2011 10:53 PM

*Grabs a blanket and hides in corner* *wraps blanket round himself*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Waves to angel*

*Waves to Shattered1*

*Hugs Matt*

Doikers 19-06-2011 10:57 PM

*Hugs Ian* , How are you mate?

Cazki 19-06-2011 11:00 PM

Heya Mark :) im not bad i guess, got a horrible cold and feel awful.

Doikers 19-06-2011 11:06 PM

Sorry Ian *Germ killing Hug*

*Night Time Hugs My Ward mates*

shattered1 20-06-2011 02:17 AM

Atlantica - here have some orange juice and chicken soup (probably not at the same time), get feeling better soon

Angel - Sorry to hear the person disappointed you, I can empathize with how much that hurts

AuraGrace - Yes, the SIing helps cope. But it is not a healthy way. I am telling myself that as I am telling you. For me it had been a while, I know we are not supposed to go into how long, but not that long...but Friday I gave into urges that had been bad all week long. Why? I don't know Friday it wasn't even that bad. I understand the rush...but there are a lot of risks too. If you can not make it without doing it (which i am not promoting just so the mods know) please be careful.

*waves* to everyone
Have counselling tomorrow am scared. Don't know what to expect. But have been disassociating at each of the sessions and don't want to tell counselor that I did have my slip and SIed and other things. Just want to disappear.

BWchick 20-06-2011 05:20 AM

*comes into ward*
hey everyone sorry I haven't been here for a while.... I need a hug.... How is everyone? I feel soooo confused right now that I don't even know where to start.

Emo 20-06-2011 10:15 AM

I feel like i have achieved nothing in my life
No kids no job no friends .

my mother is right am a waste of life

Only Good thing i have done is marry my husband and became Muslim


Doikers 20-06-2011 11:23 AM

*Hugs Shattered1* Good Luck at counselling :)

*Hugs Megz* Why so confused Hun?

*waves to Angel* I'm sorry you feel so low hun, I have the same issues :/

one_step_closer 20-06-2011 12:41 PM

Morning everyone.

Doikers 20-06-2011 12:49 PM

Morning Lindsay *Hugs * How are you?

I AM Quitting the drink , I had a bit of a SlipBut I'm DETERMINED again, on my 2nd day.........

tifflehan 20-06-2011 12:52 PM

Hi everyone. Want to snuggle under my Hello Kitty fleecey blanket?

Cazki 20-06-2011 02:37 PM

*Cuddles up with blanket on sofa*

*Hugs Shattered1* Thank you your very kind :)

*Hugs Megz*

*Waves to angel* I'm sorry your feeling low, if you need to talk we are here for you.

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you?

Doikers 20-06-2011 02:41 PM

*Hugs Tiff*

*Hugs Ian*

Cazki 20-06-2011 02:53 PM

Thanks Mark :) *Hugs mark back* How are you mate?

Doikers 20-06-2011 05:32 PM

Tired Ian , *Hugs*

dontwantyoutoknow 20-06-2011 07:12 PM

I'm still here. Just lurking. x

Doikers 20-06-2011 08:25 PM

*Squishes MJ*

PoisonedApple 20-06-2011 09:33 PM

*hugs all*
*swipes a blankie from Tiff and hides under it*

shattered1 20-06-2011 09:43 PM

*waves to everyone*

Feeling any better Atlantica?

Just got back from counseling, guess went alright. I went bye bye for some of it. Just because he was reading my journaling and asking about what I wrote. Yeah, got feeling all small and stuff, When started coming back I SI'ed right there only half aware of it..granted no weapons of any kind of any kind allowed on premises so you can imagine was not bad..but felt stupid none the less. so ended up sitting on hands so wouldn't happen again.

goes and curls up in corner with pillow her blanket trying not to feel like an idiot and trying not to cry.

Doikers 20-06-2011 10:00 PM

*Hugs Shattered1*Keep safe hun.

*Huggles Crimson*How are you hun?

PoisonedApple 20-06-2011 10:19 PM

I dunno. I feel ok but yet a here but no one home thing going on. Hiding away till it all makes sense. *hugs* how are you today?

Emo 20-06-2011 10:57 PM

I have decided not to fallow Islam for reasons i wont go into
unsure were my faith is at the moment

Cazki 21-06-2011 12:01 AM

Not really Shattered1 but its only a cold il be ok eventually. I trying to not let it get me down but it hasnt really worked. Wow i sound pathetic as usual!

frenchhorn 21-06-2011 12:10 AM

*hugs all who want hugs*

*waves to all others*

Ian you are not pathetic at all.

I have really bad urges to OD again

Cazki 21-06-2011 12:37 AM

*Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry your having strong urges to od. Can you try and distract yourself? Maybe do something to keep you busy?

frenchhorn 21-06-2011 12:47 AM

*hugs Ian* i'm trying to distract myself, talking to some people online and listening to the Archers, but still got strogn urges

Cazki 21-06-2011 12:59 AM

Oh im sorry oliver :( im here if you need to talk. Your welcome to pm me anytime :)

frenchhorn 21-06-2011 01:00 AM

thanks Ian *hugs*

shattered1 21-06-2011 01:08 AM

looks up from her spot in the corner

Sorry you not feeling better yet Atlantica, and no you not sound pathetic...can feel really miserable when have a cold

Oliver sorry to hear you feel like OD'ing

Now that I awake, (I have found the really bad disassociation makes me exhausted and I tend to fall asleep for awhile) I got flashes of stuff going through my head of what happened with ex-boyfriend's when i was a teenager...not good. Not helping

*wraps blanket around herself tighter and starts rocking...gonna put movie in Ironman to try distract myself, but if not work don't know what i gonna do...already have physical symptoms of the urges

BWchick 21-06-2011 04:30 AM

Sorry for the long break... hey everyone! I just am feeling like a disappointment and like I shouldn't be here like alive.......... *looks down dejectedly*

Doikers 21-06-2011 10:53 AM

*Hugs Crimson*

*Waves to Angel*

*Hugs Ian* You don't sound pathetic .

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Shattered1*

*Hugs Megz*

flutterby butterfly 21-06-2011 10:55 AM

hey guys, hugs to you all.

Do you ever find, just tags like *contains abuse/suicide or whatever make you wanna punch yourself in the face or am I a little loco?

Doikers 21-06-2011 11:46 AM

*Hugs Mara*

Louise 21-06-2011 12:00 PM

hugs everyone

tifflehan 21-06-2011 12:12 PM

Still snuggling under my hello kitty fleecey blanket. Tis nice..... anyone want a corner?

one_step_closer 21-06-2011 12:30 PM

*snuggles with Tiffany*

tifflehan 21-06-2011 12:32 PM

Nice blanket this.

Doikers 21-06-2011 12:56 PM

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Tiff*

How are you all?

tifflehan 21-06-2011 12:59 PM

I'm exhausted and really want to sleep.


Doikers 21-06-2011 01:40 PM

Pretty Tired but not sleepy *Hugs*

Louise 21-06-2011 02:24 PM

i am so so not been to great.

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