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misskitty112 29-05-2011 09:28 AM

*hugs ward*

I wish I could sleep. And I wish I wasn't so useless. I feel like all I do is cause my family unnecessary problems.

Doikers 29-05-2011 11:40 AM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Felicia* You are NOT useless . No :)

~Kaytee~ 29-05-2011 12:07 PM

Evening everyone *sending hugs to everyone who wants one*

Doikers 29-05-2011 12:25 PM

*Hugs Kaytee*

Laura2.0 29-05-2011 07:16 PM

*hugs Oliver* wish I could make it better for you.
*hugs Felicia* you are not useless
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Kaytee*

how are you all?

Doikers 29-05-2011 09:04 PM

*Hugs Laura*

frenchhorn 29-05-2011 09:10 PM

*hugs Mark, Laura, Felicia and Kaytee*

Felicia you are not useless not at all, infact no one in here is useless.

I broke down in the uni toilets, feel like an idiot :(

Laura2.0 29-05-2011 09:26 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Oliver* You aren't an idiot. I broke down in front of 150 people once, does that make me an idiot?

frenchhorn 29-05-2011 09:30 PM

*hugs Laura* no your not an idiot. how are you?

I'm procrstinating big time, should be packing but instead I'm on my laptop and listening to music

Laura2.0 29-05-2011 09:34 PM

*hugs Oliver* I'm doing that all the time, being on the laptop istead of doing useful things. meh.

I'm trying to translate some of the lists I wrote for my therapist.

frenchhorn 29-05-2011 09:58 PM

*hugs Laura* I'm now listening to my favourite piece of music ever :)

Laura2.0 29-05-2011 10:07 PM

I want to listen to it, too. what is it?

One of my favourites is August Rush's Rhapsody (dunno what it's called.. it's from a movie.). I love it, because it's changeing all the time.

frenchhorn 29-05-2011 10:09 PM

its called Eine alpine symphonie by Richard Strauss, I'm in love with it

Laura2.0 29-05-2011 10:12 PM

*gues to youtube that*

ohh.. I found Augusts rhapsody

frenchhorn 29-05-2011 10:16 PM

I warn you its long, about 50 minutes, but my god is it amazing words cant describe it.

and I just saw you live in Germany. I love Germany, did german for a level, but have forgotten a lot of it now, but its a beautiful country

Laura2.0 29-05-2011 10:20 PM

I'm listening to part 1/4 on youtube now.

I was in London for 5 days with my class when I was 15 and I loved it there. I really want to go there again, but I don't have the money. meh

frenchhorn 29-05-2011 10:25 PM

what do you think of it?

yeah London is pretty nice, but I've been there so many times that to me its just another city!

Doikers 29-05-2011 10:32 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Oliver* what music is it?

Laura2.0 29-05-2011 10:36 PM

*hugs Mark*

For me cities feel different. And I like what London feels like.

frenchhorn 29-05-2011 10:47 PM

*hugs Laura and Mark*

Mark its called Alpine symphony by the German composer Richard Strauss, its an orchestral piece for about 125 players, and it depicts a day climbing an Alpine mountain from dawn until midnight, its beautiful and amazing.

Laura thats fair enough, I really like the german towns and cities I've been to, I've been to Frankfurt, Koln and Dusseldorf, plus a few smaller towns and I like the feel of it, except all the smoking.

Laura2.0 29-05-2011 10:59 PM

There is less smoking now. People have to go to certain areas in restaurants and at train stations where they are allowed to smoke. Otherwise they aren't allowed to smoke anymore. Maybe you were here before we had that law.

Doikers 29-05-2011 11:37 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Oliver*

So many have left , so many new guys and girls ,I feel bad for saying this but I feel like the lone soldier holding down the fort. sorry

Laura2.0 29-05-2011 11:42 PM

*hugs mark*
where are you?

frenchhorn 29-05-2011 11:45 PM

*hugs Mark and Laura*

Laura2.0 30-05-2011 12:18 AM

*hugs Oliver*

good night all *hugs*

frenchhorn 30-05-2011 01:07 AM

*hugs Laura* night

*curls up in the garden*

just to let everyone know I'm away for an orchestral week from tomorrow, well technically today now and I will have no internet at all. I'm bloody terrified as I'm doing a concerto with them next saturday. see you all in a week

*leaves cuddles, fruit and calorie free cookies, feeds puppy sinclair*

Cazki 30-05-2011 02:18 AM

*Hugs Mark* hope you sleep well

*Hugs Laura* hope you have a good sleep

*Hugs Oliver* Thanks for letting us know, we will miss you. Take care

frenchhorn 30-05-2011 02:23 AM

*hugs Ian* how are you?

Cazki 30-05-2011 02:25 AM

Hey Oliver :) im ok thanks, how are you?

frenchhorn 30-05-2011 02:27 AM

better than I was, been talking to a friend online and watching funny britains got talent auditions, but I should be sleeping got to be up in just over 5 hours.

SoMuchMore 30-05-2011 08:28 AM

*hugs oliver* good luck with the concerto. hope you have a good week.

*hugs ian* glad you are doing okay :)

*hugs laura* hope that you sleep/slept well.

*hugs mark, felicia, mj, and everyone else*

Packing, packing, packing... i hate moving out. I like moving into apartments, but out is horrible.

weepingwillow101 30-05-2011 10:43 AM

so wait, im wondering, how does this work? the Virtual Psych Ward" do we update in here? or on our own thread? I really wanna do it, or more, i really need to do it becaue i am feeling so alone an out of it, and scared of life. overwhelmed...i jsut need someone to look after me for a bit...so i can sleep for a time...instead of constantly watching my back...

Doikers 30-05-2011 11:46 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Oliver* Good Luck!

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugsa Laura* I hope the move go's well.

*Hugs Weeping Willow if okay?*

Doikers 30-05-2011 03:50 PM

How is everyones Bank Holiday / Memorial Day / Whatever day it is in your country?

SoMuchMore 30-05-2011 06:43 PM

*hugs weepingwillow (if okay)* You can update in here or in your own thread :) Hope the ward makes you feel less alone.

*hugs mark* how r u doing?

My day is going fine, considering its 11:30am and i just woke up haha... oops... overslept. Oh well, my parents are coming down here today to help me load up the cars for moving home for a few months. I cannot wait to move to the city for graduate school.

Doikers 30-05-2011 06:57 PM

Cool Laura!! *Hugs*

dontwantyoutoknow 30-05-2011 06:59 PM

I hate hate hate hate HATE me

SoMuchMore 30-05-2011 07:44 PM

*hugs mark* yeah. it is. lol i'm so happy and sad about all this leaving uni stuff. I'm just a lot different i guess then a was a year ago (see latest r/v post if interested lol)

*hugs mj* whats wrong hun? You don't have to hate yourself. You seem like a lovely person.

Doikers 30-05-2011 08:00 PM

*Hugs MJ* whats up huin?

*Hugs Laura*

Antebellum 31-05-2011 02:21 AM

*hugs everyone*

Are you ok MJ? *hugs*

i've been trying to go to bed since 10pm... its now gone 1am and I can't settle. I've not self harmed in over 4 years and when I started recovering my obsessive tendencies sort of went away. i'm sorry i'm rambling.

I moved out of Uni saturday and it means living at home away from my girlfriend and its upset me as at home we live quite far apart and don't get to see each other everyday. I'm ok but apparently i'm not.

I can't breath properly. I keep looking at my bookshelf and its not right, I just can't line everything up and get it in the order I want. I do it then I still don't see its right.

i just feel like everything is out of my control and nothing is planned. i've had everything planned for so long and now I just don't.

I haven't felt this way in a long time. I don't panic anymore. I'm meant to be recovered.

misskitty112 31-05-2011 05:56 AM

*hugs Laura*

*hugs Mark*

*hugs Oliver*

*hugs Ian*

*hugs Laura*

*hugs weepingwillow*

*Hugs MJ*

*hugs Rhi*

I love all of you guys :)

Laura2.0 31-05-2011 07:30 AM

*hugs all*
Just wanted to let you know that Im visiting M. this week. Shes the one person in the world who I truly trust (I guess). Its safe to be who I am here without getting critisized by my family all the time. I can use the internet in the internet cafe here, but Ill be too busy most of the time and just say hi every now and then.
Yesterday I got to watch the birth of an Alpakka just a few minutes after I arrived. It was very moving. We are expecting our second horse foal this week, too. Im excited.

Hope you are all ok. *hugs*

Doikers 31-05-2011 10:32 AM

*Hugs Rhi*

*Hugs Felicia* I Love You , <3

*Hugs Laura* Ohh how cool .

jonikd 31-05-2011 12:22 PM

Mark - you are a rock here for everyone. Sorry i haven't been around but I've been keeping an eye on you lot.


Anarchymummy 31-05-2011 01:39 PM

Hi everyone,sorry not been about much again....just not really been in a good place and my net was cut off again(online via my mobile)....just going to hide in here for a little while again....hope everyone's ok and sorry I can't offer much support xx

Doikers 31-05-2011 02:06 PM

*Hugs Joni* Thankyou hun , How are you doing?

*Hugs Claire* You are always welcome here hun :)

Anarchymummy 31-05-2011 04:44 PM

Thanks Mark =) xx

Laura2.0 31-05-2011 08:12 PM

*hugs Mark, Joni and Clair* how are you?

I've really been struggling today. Injured, but it didn't really help much. Didn't injure again, cause Moni noticed and distracted me. She's really great. I don't have to talk with her, she just looks at me for a second and knows what I need. I wish I could live here forever.

*hugs all* in case I forgot anyone...

Doikers 31-05-2011 08:49 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Claire*

Louise 31-05-2011 08:50 PM

hugs everyone

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