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Doikers 25-02-2011 06:58 PM

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Crimson*

How are you both?

PoisonedApple 25-02-2011 07:00 PM

*curls up in a corner*

one_step_closer 25-02-2011 07:19 PM

What's up, Crimson?

PoisonedApple 25-02-2011 07:24 PM

I'm trying not to burst into tears at work while I feel like I'm dying inside... I got another email from my father. My gran isn't expected to make it through the night.

Doikers 25-02-2011 07:36 PM

I lost my Grandma in November Crimson hun , Here if you want a ear to type to that sort of understands *HUGE Hugs*

PoisonedApple 25-02-2011 07:50 PM

*hugs Mark* thanks i dont think i can right now but i might later on

Doikers 25-02-2011 07:53 PM

Anytime Crimson Hun , PM me if you need to *Hugs*

Kahlia1981 26-02-2011 12:18 AM

*huggles all*

*holds Crimson* - Not good sweet. Here for you with a box of tissues if required.

Sitting here waiting for a phone call from the Clinical Nurse Consultant (CNC) from the private psych hospital in Cairns to tell me when to pack my bags for my hospital trip to Cairns. Nervous, excited and really scared I'm going to forget something!!

FlyingNy 26-02-2011 12:22 AM

*Hugs everyone*

I remember when I was losing my nanna. My mum thought she wouldn't survive the night one time (she's s nurse) but she hung on for another month. I know how you feel. It's the worst when they're so ill and you're just waiting for the inevitable. But as awful as it sounds, I felt better after she passed. I knew it was going to happen and the waiting was the worst. I'm here if you need me. *Hugs*

Kahlia1981 26-02-2011 10:13 AM

I'm going up to the ward in Cairns on monday morning by coach (bus).
Sitting here now with my brain running the "what ifs" as if it had nothing better to do.
I really wish it would stop.
I did all my laundry today so I have clothes to pack tomorrow, and am organising everything else that I need to pack.
Getting really nervous because I am trying to arrange transport to the bus terminal early in the morning on monday and no-one seems to want to get back to me. :-(

Doikers 26-02-2011 11:36 AM

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Kahlia*I wish you the best of luck with your hospital stay hun , I am going to message you on FB right about now :)

*Hugs Lia*

FlyingNy 26-02-2011 11:17 PM

Wow quiet ward. I guess there will be no one around to hear me then but I'm going to speak anyway. I'm used to it.

What's wrong with me? I am suddenly so near tears and my head is hurting. I'm scared all of a sudden and have an urge to hurt myself but I don't even know why. I had a good day, nothing bad happend. I don't understand it and I am so so tired of it being this way. Why do I just want to cry half the time? When I don't want to cry I'm either really down or tired or actually crying. I don't understand. I just know that my whole world is falling apart and everyone who ever said they'd be there is leaving me. But I'm safe here right? Not every one of you can leave me.

shadowedsoul 26-02-2011 11:20 PM

huggles you tightly and gently, im sorry you are having a crap night, please stay hon, i care about u, and dont want anything to happen to you.

FlyingNy 26-02-2011 11:42 PM

*Hugs Jill* Thanks :) I didn't think anyone was going to respond. It's not a night. It's been this way since the beginning of the year. Things went downhill on new year's eve. That bodes well.

You alright?

shadowedsoul 27-02-2011 12:17 AM

hugs you back, im sorry this year so far has sucked. keep yourself safe, it going to get better girly, not sure how or when but it has too for both of us. hmm im not great but doent matter, you matter right now my pm box is always open if you need to talk, im mean that okay. huggles

FlyingNy 27-02-2011 02:55 AM

Thanks Jill :) And you always matter.

shadowedsoul 27-02-2011 03:06 AM

cheers lia, hmm this sucks im in a bit of pain, cant take tablets and cant sleep.

FlyingNy 27-02-2011 03:51 AM

Why can't you take tablets or sleep? If it's women's trouble pains, hot water bottles help.

Doikers 27-02-2011 11:30 AM

*HUGE Hugs Lia*

*Massive Hugs Jill*

shadowedsoul 27-02-2011 01:43 PM

thanks mark, hugs back. hmm no i keep getting really weird pain in my chest on the right side, been to dr, he said there was noithing they could do. i cant take tablets as im a bit of a wimp and i end up being sick when i try.

Louise 27-02-2011 03:18 PM

hugs everyone.

FlyingNy 27-02-2011 03:49 PM

*Hugs Jill, Louise and Mark*

Doikers 27-02-2011 03:52 PM

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Jill again*

Oops Dual post *Hugs Lia* too :)

risenfromperdition 27-02-2011 05:45 PM

hey mark and lia and everyoneeee :)

Doikers 27-02-2011 06:20 PM

Heather , Hello *HUGS* new avatar eh ?:P

risenfromperdition 27-02-2011 06:21 PM

yup :P

one_step_closer 27-02-2011 06:48 PM

I'm so fed up with life. I can't wait until I have saved up enough medication to overdose on. I think in the meantime i'm going to have to turn to alcohol but i'm scared to because my Mum had alcohol problems and i'm worried that I will go down that route.

Doikers 27-02-2011 07:18 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* I am currently struggling with Alcohol , Be careful Lindsay hun , I'm sober tonight though

Doikers 27-02-2011 10:09 PM

*Night Time Hugs my Wardies*

frenchhorn 27-02-2011 10:37 PM

night Mark.

*hugs you all* sorry I've not been around much recently, its been tough, my mood is swinging all over the place and I'm anxious as I have a psychiatrist appt tomorrow

Doikers 28-02-2011 10:38 AM

*Hugs Oliver* Best of luck with your psychiatrist appointment today !

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 05:08 PM

Good luvk Oliver, if you've already left, I hope it went well. The ward has been so quiet recently.

I know it's normal for families to fight, but is it normal to think they honestly wouldn't give a **** if I offed myself? Just now, I was a '****ing cow' and a 'stupid bitch' simply because I suggested to my brother that maybe the reason he can't sleep at night is because he goes straight to sleep when he gets home from school. Call me an idiot, but there's an obvious link between the two. I no longer tell my family anything about my grades because if it's less than an A, I'm a disappointment and if it's higher than a B, I'm an 'up myself cow' to my brother and sister. I can't win and I cba to try anymore.

Doikers 28-02-2011 05:13 PM

*Hugs Lia* I'm sorry you are getting so much greif from your family :(

shadowedsoul 28-02-2011 05:38 PM

cuddles everyone, curls up

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 05:45 PM

*Hugs Mark and Jill* How are you guys?

shadowedsoul 28-02-2011 05:48 PM

hey lia, im feeling hmm.........okay i guess. shrugs shoulders.
hmm how are you doing today?

Doikers 28-02-2011 06:20 PM

*Hugs Lia* Tomorrow is the first day of my "Plan"

*Hugs Jill*

Doikers 28-02-2011 06:20 PM

Oh and "Plan" is a good thing! sorry I saw how that sounded :S

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 06:22 PM

I'm glad you're at least sort of alright. Do you want to talk about anything?

I'm alright I suppose. Not had the best day, I barely slept last night then I forgot my lunch and just minor annoyances like that through the day, but I was in a weirdly good mood all day. Then I came home. Enough said.

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 06:23 PM

Yeah...I was gonna ask about that. What plan might that be?

And on the topic of plans, has anyone heard from Kitty?

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 06:43 PM

Kitty's been on fb. She lives on.

frenchhorn 28-02-2011 06:46 PM

*hugs mark, Lia and Jill*

the psychiatrist was ok, it was my first one as an out patient, but she was nice.
she has put onto a different anti depressant, put me on a higher dosage of the anti psychotic I'm on and she is seeing me in a month when she said she will also put me on a mood stabilizer.
I forgot to talk about some things though which I should have talked about, but I'm going to write a list for next time so I don't forget.

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 06:57 PM

I'm glad the appointment was a succes Oliver :) A list is a good idea, I always find myself doing stuff like that.

Doikers 28-02-2011 07:32 PM

Yeah Lia I noticed Kitty on FB too.

My "Plan" is to go (One day at a time) to quit drinking , Since tomorrow is the 1st of March and all , I figure it could be like a milestone for me.....

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 07:38 PM

Oh good Mark, that's a nice plan :)

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 07:39 PM

Oh, and I have faith in you :D

FlyingNy 28-02-2011 07:51 PM

Sorry for the triple post, but am with nice news which I shall now birth :) Well, for most of you, you won't care but it made me smile. My good friend Ronnie just told me she's thinking of getting a tattoo of 'ginger' (that's what she calls me, she's the only one who can get away with it) because she says I am always there for her and it will make her smile when she looks at it :) I feel loved and special. That's a grand total of 2 people who I know would miss me.

Doikers 28-02-2011 10:20 PM

SO cool Lia!

shadowedsoul 28-02-2011 10:27 PM

hugs lia, im with mark, that sounds cool, she sounds like a great freind.

Doikers 01-03-2011 10:58 AM

*Hugs Jill*

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