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Doikers 13-10-2010 06:38 PM

*Hugs Heather*

*Waves to Marshki* Hello I'm Mark :) You okay ?

FlyingNy 13-10-2010 06:40 PM

Hi Shaz. Do you mind hugs? I'm Lia. What's up?

*Hugs everyone else.* Glad everyone seems to be doing semi-ok today :)

*hugs Jill because she seems to be struggling*

*Hugs Louise*

shadowedsoul 13-10-2010 06:56 PM

thanks lia, hahaha i love it when adults act like little kids. thought they were supost to be the grown ups. some people in my rl need to grow the fu%k up. aaaaaaaaaaargh!!!!! and act like the adults they are ment to be.

FlyingNy 13-10-2010 07:06 PM

You alright Jill? Something happened?

Today, whilst standing in my back garden, I realised that you have a perfect view into my room, even with the blinds closed. Which means the pervert who lives in the house behind us has had a perfect view of me getting changed twice a day for the past 10 years. FML.

Doikers 13-10-2010 07:11 PM

*Hugs Jill* Are ou okay Jill?

*Hugs Lia* You really should get some curtains it seems that it would be a good idea , I'd hate to know people could look into my bedroom no matter who they are . Maybe even grow a tree if you can to sheild the view ?

FlyingNy 13-10-2010 07:22 PM

Tbh Mark, I've lived here for 10 years. I really don't think there's much difference to be made anymore. I think it would be what they call too little too late.

*Hugs* You feeling any better now?

Doikers 13-10-2010 07:26 PM

Sorry Lia I hadn't thought of that :P
I'm still feeling low , I went to bed this afternoon for just over an hour I just want to sleep *Sigh* sorry I'll try not to drag the ward into my lowness

marshki 13-10-2010 07:29 PM

i'm scared still had such a horrid day, and my next meeting has been cancelled (which is good and bad)
hi Taz lol love it,
Big cuddles with everyone? this lil shazzy like cuddles LOTS :S

shadowedsoul 13-10-2010 07:30 PM

erm nope not okay. hahaha fhhdjdwshkdjh =[

Doikers 13-10-2010 07:32 PM

*Hugs Shaz* What meeting got called off ?

*Hugs Jill* Whats wrong?

shadowedsoul 13-10-2010 07:39 PM

argh why are people such arshes. and treat people like ****. im so pissed off and angery at this person, i want to smack this person in the face, but right now i dont think i would stop. sorry curls up and hides

Doikers 13-10-2010 07:43 PM

*Hugs Jill*

one_step_closer 13-10-2010 07:43 PM

*hugs everyone*

I can't take much more of my low moods. I feel generally rubbish today plus I came home to find out that my appeal for ESA has gone through but they have decided not to re-think the decision, which was to stop my benefit. I think it can go to a tribunal next but i'm not sure I want to go through that.

Louise 13-10-2010 07:51 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 13-10-2010 07:51 PM

OH Lindsay :S *Hugs* I'm really sorry to hesar you are having benefit issues , It's a constant worry that this sort of thing would happen to us on benefits , Do you have a support worker? or a social worker or the like that you can talk this through with ?

one_step_closer 13-10-2010 08:01 PM

I can speak to my OT about it, i'm seeing her on Friday.

Doikers 13-10-2010 08:05 PM

I hope you get some good advice Lindsay :)

I'm going to lay down for 30 minutes , maybe I'll sleep a little bit

one_step_closer 13-10-2010 08:12 PM

Hope you have a good nap, Mark.

misskitty112 13-10-2010 08:14 PM

*hugs everyone*
Homecoming week's almost over, so I'll be returned to ya'll shortly. wooooo!
I'm sleepy.

Doikers 13-10-2010 08:41 PM

Hey Felicia :) *Hugs*

Louise 13-10-2010 08:54 PM

Hi Felicia

RYUU 13-10-2010 09:48 PM

not feeling so good at the moment want to cut want to kill myself feeling so emotional

Doikers 13-10-2010 10:02 PM

*Hugs Ryuu* You can beat those urges , You CAN!! Music is a wonderful way to divert your attention , try putting some on and losing yourself in it for a few minutes or as long as you need .

I'm going to bed , I don't want to jinx tomorrow but my mood is due a good day no? Out of bed at 10am seems a reasonable goal , my "Psycho-social interventions" group session 2 is at 2pm*Hugs the ward*

FlyingNy 13-10-2010 10:05 PM

*Hugs all.* A lot of activity since I was last on a couple of hours ago.

Heya Shaz, welcome to the ward and since you do like hugs, have one :) *squishy hugs*

SparkleKitten 13-10-2010 10:19 PM

I'm really having a rough evening. Poorly and mum is stressing at me over nothing. At least I got my money back, I guess :/

shadowedsoul 13-10-2010 10:32 PM

cuddles all, can someone please make tomorrow go away. curls up and hides

risenfromperdition 13-10-2010 10:42 PM

blah... 72 on exam for psych =\ its freaking intro... regardless of studying or not thats pathetic [and i know your system is weird but 72/100, soooo like a c- :/] needed an a =s

risenfromperdition 13-10-2010 10:43 PM

good luck re group tomorrow mark :)

FlyingNy 13-10-2010 10:44 PM

72/100 is a C? It'd be about a B here. Sorry about that though. Can you retake?

Hugs Jill- What's going on tomorrow horney? << I am perfectly aware that that reads 'horney' it was a typo, but I thought I'd leave it in for the lol factor.

*Hugs Sarah* Hope you're alright.

risenfromperdition 13-10-2010 10:48 PM

nope cant retake =\ annoyingly. just hoping get a on everything else... no pressure >.>

nicole94 13-10-2010 10:56 PM

*huggles everyone*

FlyingNy 13-10-2010 11:02 PM

Hey Nicole, how are you?

Well fingers crossed Heather :) I had a psych exam today, but it wasn't horribly important. The important one's in January.

shadowedsoul 13-10-2010 11:05 PM

cuddles lia back. erm more bullshit more stress, more shouting. made to look like a stuiped muppet. dont wanna do tomorrow. curls up shaking, sorry
can i do somthing stuiped and not face tomorrow please. sorry bad question just how i feel

nicole94 13-10-2010 11:06 PM

*hugs lia* i...don't know. :/ a minuit ago i was fine, and then some stupid thoughts came into my head and now i'm triggerd :(
how're you?

SparkleKitten 13-10-2010 11:12 PM

*cuddles Heather* Aww, fingers crossed :)

*cuddles Nicole* how you doing?

*cuddles Jill* Hope tomorrow goes well for you

*squishes Lia* had a few rows with mum today over petty things, she's being mean to me over nothing. At least I got my money back eh? Not really overly okay, really stressed and edgy. :(

nicole94 13-10-2010 11:24 PM

*hugs sarah* i'm thinking i should go to bed!
*hugs helen cause i spies her.*

FlyingNy 13-10-2010 11:45 PM

*Hugs everyone* I'm sorry everyone's moods seem to have crashed, but you're all strong enough to overcome these urges :)

shadowedsoul 13-10-2010 11:55 PM

curls up and hides, im so confused and worried right now. damn it why im i so stuiped

FlyingNy 14-10-2010 12:24 AM

*Hugs Jill tightly*

shadowedsoul 14-10-2010 12:35 AM

clings to lia. not kidding tho, why im i so stuiped. what the hell made me think that was going to be safe. fu$ksake im a muppet.

Kahlia1981 14-10-2010 09:02 AM

*hugs all*

Just sharing the news from my GP visit - though I know most of you would probably be asleep or busy ...

Blood test results came back fairly good. A few oddities ...
The following content has been hidden - Reason : Talking about GP visit
My TSH (thyroid stimulating hormone) was borderline to hypothyroidism by the T3 & T4 levels were good. The majority of my other tests were right on target but there were a couple that said that my body is not excreting fluid properly for some unknown reason. Upshot of all of that is that I have secondary Raynaud's phenomenon/syndrome. Not something I really wanted to hear because in reality there is no treatment and nothing I can do to stop it. The GP even took my BP which was quite high and now is expecting me to drop dead of hypertension though I tried to explain to him I was extremely stressed which would have raised my BP quite a bit and he was failing to realise how much that would have had to be taken into account in my place. Especially as he had basically just told me that I have this syndrome that means that for the rest of my life I'm going to have blue hands and feet everytime I get cold!! Thankfully he is just going to monitor it for a bit to work out what to do - the BP I mean.

Chest infection/cold situation didn't even get a look in even though I mentioned that I'm not sleeping because I'm spending so much damn time coughing etc. Oh well, perhaps when I see him next week we'll see if I'm able to breathe or whether I'm still barely functioning.

Shoulder situation was brought up and I'm trialling pain patches. I have my doubts as to whether they will stick as they are clear... Generally when they go for aesthetics (prettiness) they lose functionality - they just plain don't stick, and if they don't stick, you don't get the transfer of the drug into your bloodstream so there isn't a point. That's why the majority of nicotene-replacement patches don't work.
Sorry for talking about myself so much. I've chucked it behind a "hide" so you don't have to read it unless you want to. I know that the VPW screen real estate is a valuable thing and I don't want to waste your time with unimportant crap.

Hugs to all and I hope you are doing better than me. <3

shadowedsoul 14-10-2010 10:21 AM

damn it why couldnt i just have stop crying, putting way to much stress on my mum and dad. and they so dont need it right now fu%k.great im hurting people around me with my crap. damn it why couldnt i just keep it together, even if seen the doctor today is the best idea, im so scared right now. curls up and hhides

Doikers 14-10-2010 11:41 AM

*Hugs Kahlia* I'm sorry you have secondary Raynauds Phenonenom/syndrome, How will it affect you? I'm sorry if thats a stupid question , I hope your BP comes down soon and you get less stressed .

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Lia* Horney , lol Thankyou for making me smile .

*Hugs Heather* THankyou for the good luck :)

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Jill*Good luck with the Dr today.

Well look at me out of bed before 11pm , still tired but I forced myself up , I want to be awake for my group later , Really really anxious about it :S

Doikers 14-10-2010 01:23 PM

I've taken a Diazepam just to get it into my system , I'm numb BUT anxious about group later , I'll take another Diaz later if I feel no better but I have to eat something soon and am worried that the food will stop the meds working. I am all alone on the ward this morning I hope everyone is okay.

wolfos3d 14-10-2010 01:40 PM

Hey everyone. I haven't been here in a while. Hope you are all doing alright.

Doikers 14-10-2010 01:56 PM

Hey Jessica!!!!!!!!! *Hugs* How have you been?

wolfos3d 14-10-2010 02:04 PM

I've been okay. I haven't SI'd in quite some time. I'm getting bad urges to though. It's hard to resist, I have to try though. I lost a friend to suicide a week ago and I've been struggling a fair bit since.

How are you doing Mark? *huggles*

Doikers 14-10-2010 02:15 PM

Oh Jessica I'm so sorry to hear about your friend *Hugs*
It's good that you haven't S.I.'d in a while and I know how the urges get but you can fight through these urges and come out the other side stronger .

I'm anxious about my Groups to grow for psycho-social intervention group at 2 pm It's the second one of twelve the first was intense for me and it was just the getting to know each other bit they said it gets intense from this session , erp:S Sorry that sounded self involved .

wolfos3d 14-10-2010 02:20 PM

Eep. That does not sound fun. :( *hugs* Good luck. Maybe it won't be as bad as you think it will.

I will try my best to fight through. I have an appointment with my doctor next week for the first time in two months and it would be really bad for me give in at this point.

Doikers 14-10-2010 02:22 PM

Thankyou Jess :)
You can get to your Dr's apointment next week, You can make it . Good luck with your Dr's appointment , I know they can be nerve wracking *Hugs*

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