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Doikers 19-08-2010 11:42 AM

Hi Unicorn tears *waves*

Scarletdreamer 19-08-2010 12:09 PM

*big yawn* 6:07am and I'm up... of course. Am always up this early or earlier, but I'm always exhausted. Way to go, Mark, for being up early. ;) Although you probably will be tired later too. Ugh. I wish I could take away the nervousness but I'm sure that everything will go fine. And therapy is supposed to push you out of your comfort zone, it's supposed to make your mind stretch, and make you think about things you never would've thought about before. If that makes sense?

*cuddles Lex* Wish I could help, hon... :( Sorry I'm not much use right now.

*cuddles Taz* Hope you got in a good night's sleep!!! :)

*cuddles Kahlia* How're you doing, love??

*cuddles everyone else, and welcomes Unicorn Tears - I'm sorry if you've been here before and I've forgotten you, brain like a sieve, I swear!!* :)

Doikers 19-08-2010 02:01 PM

Yes that makes sense April , It's not called therapy she told me it's called motivational interviewing but I guess it's all to the same end . I don't know how you get up so early daily , I've already napped but I'm not sure I actually slept in my , just laid there feeling tired listening to music in the next room , I feel a little less tired though but still . Heh . *Hugs April*

Scarletdreamer 19-08-2010 02:15 PM

*cuddles Mark* Heh, "motivational interviewing" ... sounds like therapy to me. Lol. Anyway, I hope that it goes well. :) Seems like DBT is used a lot more in the UK than it is over here... here it's CBT CBT CBT... not sure if that's good or not. Meh.

I'm exhausted. (One of the prices I pay for getting up so early. >_<) It's going to be a busy day, with a spinning class (as in, spinning wool!!) with my mum this morning, and then getting my car inspected and having her oil changed this afternoon... guhh... am so damn tired and anxious and I really don't want to eat breakfast even though it's past 8am and I really ought to. :(

Played WoW for awhile, chatted with some friends... it was nice. :) Also, got some texts from another friend (one of the girls I'm "mentoring" at church) and she's not doing so well, so prayers/good thoughts for her would really be appreciated.

*hides in the warren with a plushie & a book*

Doikers 19-08-2010 02:19 PM

Sounds like you have a busy day April.
*Sends positive thoughts your friends way :) ZOOM! , across the Atlantic*

Scarletdreamer 19-08-2010 02:21 PM

Aw thanks Mark. :) *huggles*

Yeah, it's gonna be really tiring. I think my friend, with whom I was planning on getting together, is just going to have to wait til next week, because I want tomorrow as a relax-day, where I can just sit and do nothing (or rather, something - WoW or reading or practicing cello ^_^ - just not driving a total of about 70 miles to see her... lol). So I will tell her that. Heh. :-/ She'll be fine with it... but I feel like I'm letting her down. :(

*cuddles all of the wardies*

Doikers 19-08-2010 02:31 PM

You deserve a relax-day April , try not to feel guilty , you'll see your friend next week probably :)or maybe before then at church ?

MammaMia 19-08-2010 03:06 PM

*cuddles everybody*

Doikers 19-08-2010 05:31 PM

Met with Sharron (My Nurse)
We started a CBT based lifestyle model.
It wasn't as bad asI thought it would be but there is plenty of work to do to improve my life :S Hmmm That sounds stupid :(
I want to S.I. now, my mind is thinking a LOT and I just want to block it out :S I just took a Diaz , hopefully that will help.

ON a Happy note Sharron told me that she is 15 weeks pregnant :) I'm happy for her , but, I am worried about who will deal with me when she is on maternity leave , I trust Sharron a LOT and it's taken years to build up that trust . Man! that sounds selfish of me .
Also we are about the same age and it just brings to the forefront of my mind that I'm no-where near having a family and I feel at almost 30 I should be . Damn it that sound selfish to. I am genuinly happy for her though :)

Detour. Derail 19-08-2010 06:06 PM

Im...not quite sure whats real...I keep looking at my phone thinking its been like a minute....but ive been sat in the same position...just staring for half an hour...
or is this just a dream? I dont know.
I need help.
Im not ill.

Doikers 19-08-2010 06:14 PM

*Hugs Lex* :) I like your new avatar , did you draw it yourself ? Also do you prefer to be called Lex or Alex ? Sorry

misskitty112 19-08-2010 07:09 PM

*hugs everyone*
Went to Creative Writing this morning. My professor compares some of her assignments to therapy. I'm not sure wether to be excited or freaked out.
On the bright side, I have two short stories in the works! Oh oh oh, and for this class, we have to send stuff out to try to get published! Oh, I want to get published so so badly!
And... I still have my entire Brit Lit assignment to read. Gahhh... I can't get into it.

Doikers 19-08-2010 07:20 PM

*Hugs Felicia* Way to go on your two short stories !! Good luck getting published :)

nicole94 19-08-2010 08:32 PM

*hugs everyone then goes to sit in the corner*

Doikers 19-08-2010 08:52 PM

Nicole !! Hey how have you been? :) *Hugs*

I just blew 9 days S.I. free *sigh* it was bound to happen sometime . Sharron my nurse suggested I look up my BMI (Body Mass Index) online so I did , 1st one said I was obese , 2nd one said I was obese ,3rd one said I was obese , I didn't do a 4th one I got the message already . I knew I was fat and worthless , sorry

nicole94 19-08-2010 08:58 PM

*hugs mark* hey, ive been awful :( i went to go ape near aylesbury today which was fun but i was feeling majorly ill because i OD'd last night and then was feeling even more ill cause i was nervous and then they put the harness on me and it was a guy and he was like tightening it between my legs and it gave me flashbacks and that was it i just puked :( howre you?

misskitty112 19-08-2010 09:00 PM

*hugs Nicole* I'm sorry you're having a bad time
*hugs Mark* I'm sorry you SIed. If it helps, I don't think you're fat or worthless *extra hugs*

Anyone wanna go to my News Reporting class in about 40 minutes? I want a nap and a chance to unbury myself from the mass amounts of homework I have. Damn myself for deciding to take 17 hours when I knew I struggled enough taking 14.

MammaMia 19-08-2010 09:12 PM

*hugs Nicole* Sorry you've had a bad day :(

nicole94 19-08-2010 09:15 PM

*hugs helen* thanks, im just so exhausted :( and really want to cut.

MammaMia 19-08-2010 09:15 PM

Please try not to cut sweetheart, maybe have an early night??

Doikers 19-08-2010 09:22 PM

Oh Nicole I'm sorry you had flashbacks and were ill *Gentle hugs* and your OD , please be careful Nicole with them :(

*Hugs Felicia* Thankyou for being so kind :)

I'm tired and I want to sleep to get away from my mind which is not being kind to me tonight . I'm dissapointed in myself. I want to sleep so I took 2 Diaz and an extra olanzapine , which isn't an OD just in case you were worried . So good night Felicia and Nicole and all my other Wardies *Squishes*

Doikers 19-08-2010 09:22 PM

Oh Hey Helen! :) I hope you are doing okay *Hugs*

Scarletdreamer 19-08-2010 09:28 PM

Mark, you are NOT obese, love, okay? BMI is simply a measurement of weight to height. You could be a muscular guy and still get an "obese" BMI measurement. I'm muscular for a girl and I get similar BMI readings and you tell me that I'm not fat, sooo... :-/ Logic? Anyway, I hope that you sleep well... take care of yourself... and 9 days SI-free is WONDERFUL!!! :) *cuddles* Even though you "blew it" ... it's still a start. :)

Nicole, so sorry that you had flashbacks & got ill. *hugs* Flashbacks really really suck... :( (and so does getting ill)

Hels, how are you, sweetie? *cuddles*

Felicia, good luck on the publishing!! My Advanced Poetry Writing class final was to submit some of our best poems for publication... so yeah. :D It's quite exciting to think about. :) Or dream about. Whatever... even if it doesn't happen. *cuddles* I'm sorry you're having a rough time of it - oh, and I wanted to say that I liked your video too. :) (I know it's long past due, me saying that, but oops... lol.)

nicole94 19-08-2010 09:35 PM

*hugs helen, mark and april* thanks guys, and helen-i think i am gonna get an early night-im exhausted

SoMuchMore 19-08-2010 09:44 PM

*cuddles everyone* I am reading and thinking of everyone just to let you guys know.

Sorry i've been crap last night and today.

I've got one phrase repeating over and over in my head and people are starting to notice my arms... and things are just crap. i'm sorry to whine.

MammaMia 19-08-2010 10:29 PM

Nicole, hope you sleep well :)

Laura, you're not whining.

Mark, oh you finally make an individual post to me now?

April, how you doing sweetie???

Scarletdreamer 20-08-2010 12:39 AM

Right now... I am really quite ****ing anxious. I hate it. :( I don't know how to get it out, but... I don't know what to do, I don't know how to make it go away, I just don't know. I HATE IT.

I'm sorry. I really shouldn't post this here. I really should learn how not to rant. I'm sorry............... :crying:

Scarletdreamer 20-08-2010 12:59 AM

Updated r/v...

*cuddles all*

risenfromperdition 20-08-2010 03:07 AM

*cuddles everyone who wants*

argh gotta ****ing get up at 7 in the bloody morning :(
dontwanna *stamps feet*

Detour. Derail 20-08-2010 03:39 AM


Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2453199)
*Hugs Lex* :) I like your new avatar , did you draw it yourself ? Also do you prefer to be called Lex or Alex ? Sorry

No I didnt...wish I could draw though haha
I dont mind :) either is fine

shadowedsoul 20-08-2010 04:28 AM

Cuddles all. Hmm in a strange place tonight, can't sleep scared worried, really wants to go home, can't, curls up and crys

risenfromperdition 20-08-2010 04:41 AM

*offers cuddles back if you want*

april, read your r/v, message me if you want [and i dont mind if you rant on here :)] <3

flutterby butterfly 20-08-2010 08:23 AM

Thanks for the welcome guys. My sister's getting married today. So many people... So many people
*shakes & hides under the duvet*

I think I'll stay here for a while if that's ok :)

Kahlia1981 20-08-2010 09:09 AM

*huggles all*

To risk sounding like a clique ... Wake me up on August 30th please ...

Doikers 20-08-2010 11:22 AM

*Hugs April* I Just read you R/V thread

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Unicorn Tears*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hug Lex*

*Hugs Helen*

nicole94 20-08-2010 01:25 PM

*hugs everyone*

Scarletdreamer 20-08-2010 01:32 PM

Hmm a hugfest... :P

How's everyone doing this morning? Nicole *glomps* I spy you. ;)

I'm meh. Arguing with Jarrod via text is NOT a good way to start off the morning. Especially since I let my mouth get the better of me and I swore at him. :-/ Not an especially BAD swear word (IMHO)... just "damn"... but still, I feel kinda bad. And I haven't responded to his last text yet. It's all about whether I stay with my car at the shop today (what has to be done will take a couple of hours) or if I get a ride from my parents and come back home. Gahhh. I don't want to stay as I get bored quickly. He thinks I should stay because it's "only a couple of hours." >_< FFS, he told me to take a fricking MAGAZINE to get me through the time there. I read too quickly for that and so does he. I don't reread articles, usually. Anyway... sorry to bore y'all with our pettiness. :(

I went on WoW this morning but no one - in any of my (3) guilds - were on. Nor were any of my friends. This is rather peculiar as people are usually always on Bronzebeard-US at least... but no... :-/ It was quite lonely so after an hour and a bit (lol) I got off. *sigh* I hate being lonely. HATE IT. :(

Anyway, enough ranting & rambling on my part. I suppose I should reply to Jarrod's last text that he sent me half an hour ago?? :-X

*hides in the warren where no one can find her*

Doikers 20-08-2010 02:03 PM

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs April* I FEEL fat ugh . sorry . I'm sorry to hear about your text arguement with Jarrod :) You probably should text him back hmmm 2 hours is not fun just waiting around the garage for your car to be fixed :S

wolfos3d 20-08-2010 02:23 PM


Scarletdreamer 20-08-2010 02:24 PM

*cuddles Mark* I understand the fat feeling but you're not fat, love. Anyway, I did text Jarrod back, just now, and also 20 minutes ago, but no response yet. >_< I feel pretty awful now about that... guhh... :( it makes me sad. So... anyway... *sigh*

*hides again and cries quietly*

Scarletdreamer 20-08-2010 02:24 PM

Jess *glomps* How are you, love?

wolfos3d 20-08-2010 02:31 PM

*hugs April* I'm doing okay. Things have been going better for me which is a nice change. Sorry to hear you are arguing.

Doikers 20-08-2010 02:45 PM

*Hugs Jessica* Glad to hear you are doing a bit better :)

MammaMia 20-08-2010 03:08 PM

*hugs everybody*

I'm in so much pain, probably should get it checked out but I'm stubborn. Not been the best of days so far for many reasons >_< Want to harm :/

nicole94 20-08-2010 04:15 PM


Detour. Derail 20-08-2010 04:22 PM

Hi guys. Im going to update my r/v thread then come back and hide under a duvet...coz I dont want to work another shift feeling like this :(

Detour. Derail 20-08-2010 04:32 PM


one_step_closer 20-08-2010 05:55 PM

*hides with Lex*

Scarletdreamer 20-08-2010 06:00 PM

*is frustrated & angry*


Just want to give up, for so many reasons...

Louise 20-08-2010 06:03 PM

*hides with lindsay and Lex*

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