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Doikers 25-06-2011 05:04 PM

*Hugs Ian* Cough drop?

Cazki 25-06-2011 05:28 PM

The following content has been hidden - Reason : something i wanted to say for ages but couldnt
Please bear with me. I have had issues with my sexuality for sometime. When i was younger i had doubts but didnt think anything of it. Then i was a little older i had more issues and even though i kind of realised that i couldnt just shrug it off and not talk about it, that is what i did though. Well a few months ago i told my mum who was fine with it. It was difficult but i did it. The whole thing has been difficult. I'v been very quiet about it, i was really scared. Sorry i needed to say this.

Doikers 25-06-2011 05:30 PM

*Hugs Ian* , that's nothing to be ashamed of and you are so brave for telling your Mum :)

Serenity. 25-06-2011 06:43 PM

I feel really low. EHH. >_<

one_step_closer 25-06-2011 09:41 PM

*hugs Ian, Mark, and Alyssa*

I think i'm going to end up cutting or overdosing soon. I wish I had never been born.

Emo 25-06-2011 10:37 PM

one_step_closer i hope you don't here if you need to talk
Ian that's nothing to be ashamed of well done for telling your mother
Serenity Sorry you are feeling low i hope you feel better soon here if you need to talk

Am not so good at the moment my voices are really loud and telling me to cut , am trying not to
but they are so loud but i have to take my medication in a few minutes once my husband has stopped racing on his game.

Doikers 25-06-2011 11:10 PM

Feel so guilt ridden

Emo 25-06-2011 11:21 PM

Mark why ? whats wrong ?
here if you want to talk

Cazki 25-06-2011 11:58 PM

I kept it to myself for ages and wouldnt talk about it. I didnt have anyone in real life that i could talk to about it. I felt unable to talk about it on here though. I was so scared. Its not anyones fault except mine. I should have spoke up. When you have constantly been hurt its very difficult. I just wish id had someone i could have spoken to about it. Its ok though its done now.

frenchhorn 26-06-2011 02:06 AM

*hugs Ian* you should be really proud of yourself for telling your mum, definitly not something to be ashamed of.

*hugs Mark* why you feeling guilty, you shouldn't, always here if you want to talk, even if I'm not online PM me or message me on FB.

*waves to Angel* I'm sorry the voices are really loud, but I'm glad your trying to fight them, keep doing that, you can do it.

serenity, sorry your feeling so low, anything triggered it? *offers hugs if you want*

*hugs Lindsay* I really hope you didnt cut or OD and I know the feeling of wishing you hadn't been born, but you do deserve to live.

just want to say to everyone in here if you ever need anyone to talk to I'm always here, feel free to PM me or add me on FB if you want, anytime I'm here if you need to talk, your all such amazing people.

I've had a mixed day, went to a country house and played my french horn in the grounds along with my fellow students, but was sick on the bus on the way home (I get really bad travel sickness) then had a 4 hour train journey to my parents, am there now, but had a really positive chat with my mum about my appt at the Gender Identity Clinic on monday, hormones and surgery and general trans stuff.

taz35 26-06-2011 04:26 AM

*hugs Oliver* best of luck battling the Hayfever! That's a nasty one :(

*hugs Ian* Well done for telling your mom. It's a big step to take.

*hugs Lindsay* Please keep trying to fight the urges hun. Always here for you <3

*hugs Mark* Sorry you had such a bad day :( Anything trigger you?

*hugs Angel* I hope you managed to squash down those voices and overcome the urge to cut.

*hugs Serenity* Sorry you feel so low. Anything you want to talk about?

Had a decent day. Mostly need to clear my mind, so think I'm gonna try to dig up my ranting/venting thread and just use it as a journal. If anybody want to responds though, you can do so on here or via pm.

Hope everybody sleeps well <3

misskitty112 26-06-2011 05:29 AM

*hugs Ian* You were very brave in telling your mom.

*Hugs Serenity* I'm sorry you feel low.

*Hugs Lindsay* I hope you didn't cut or OD. I'm really glad you're around. You do deserve to live. <3

Angel, I hope you found a way to distract yourself from the voices. I'm always around if you need to talk.

*Hugs Mark* You don't need to feel guilty, darlin'. I love you.

*Hugs Oliver* I'm glad you had a positive chat with your mom. Also, I hope you can get rid of the hayfever soon.

*Hugs Taz* I'm glad you had a decent day.

Well... I had a **** day, pretty much. I got yelled at for hours, then one of my friends decided to start with me over text. I feel guilty, and stupid, and pretty much like I need to crawl in a hole and possibly get lost there.
So, then I went shopping.... and spent too much money. And it just makes me feel stupider.
I don't know what to do. I legitimately just feel like I am the worst person to ever grace (disgrace?) the world. I'm sorry... I'm just bitching and wasting space.

I love you guys.

Doikers 26-06-2011 11:18 AM

*Waves to Angel*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Taz*

*Hugs Felicia* <3

one_step_closer 26-06-2011 12:51 PM

Morning everyone, I hope you all have a good day. I'm feeling even worse today. Just want out of here.

Doikers 26-06-2011 01:53 PM

*Squishes Lindsay* I don't really feel crash hot either hun :/

Doikers 26-06-2011 02:28 PM

Last night I Burnt ........... Not done that before :/ I am really stuggling today.

Emo 26-06-2011 03:16 PM

Sorry that you burnt Mark and that you are struggling here if you need to talk

Doikers 26-06-2011 03:26 PM

Thanks Angel :) How are you?

Emo 26-06-2011 03:30 PM

Am ok got a sore throat apart from that am ok

Laura2.0 26-06-2011 08:20 PM

*hugs all* how are you?

I'm back from camp.

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