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chocostashchick 20-02-2008 06:29 AM

omgosh kahlia that is so unfair i am so sorry this is happening to you!
i totally suggest that you get a second opinion and see another doctor
arent doctors supposed to actually HELP people? not just be like "hey that sucks - toodles!"

Pomegranate 20-02-2008 12:46 PM

what's the point? seriously. I spent hours last night planning how to get to a well known suicide spot, the logistics, train fare, what to wear, note etc etc and yet I know at the moment I can't do it because of my nan. I love her so much and yet right now I just want to push her away so she wont be hurt. Sorry for the ramble. Off to A+E for sutures again *sigh*

*hugs everyone* hope everyone is ok x

roiben 20-02-2008 02:23 PM

*wanders in and sits down quietly, hugging a pillow and watching the others*


roiben 20-02-2008 02:55 PM

Hope A&E do not keep you waiting too long for your sutures...



~*forever_broken*~ 21-02-2008 06:13 AM

*hugs everyone who needs it*
I'm sorry everyones having such a time of it...

Ugh, I feel so awful... I want to cut, I want to hurt, OD, do SOMETHING!!! I want to die because I'm just so tired of this!!! :crying: damnit I don't even have anyting to OD WITH... I suck :pinch:

*wraps arms around knees and rocks back and forth very slightly* damn it :crying:

~*forever_broken*~ 21-02-2008 07:25 AM

Well I managed an OD... Not a lot, shouldn't be a problem (though to be honest I wouldn't care if it was)... I'll check in tomorrow when I wake up...

Sorry guys.

*curls up in her corner and goes to sleep*

Snow White. 21-02-2008 12:01 PM

*comes in baring flowers*

I feel I shall finally return, if.. if that is alright.

Jetforce 21-02-2008 03:48 PM

*hugs ally* How r u feeling today? Hopefully slightly better? xxx

*leaves some mashmellow for ppl to munch on*

~*forever_broken*~ 21-02-2008 06:19 PM

*hugs Jeremy back* Thanks, I think I feeling a bit better... kind of in a zone though... SO tired... probably because what I ODed on had a sleep aid in it...

*accepts a handful of marshmallows and heads back to her corner for a snack and a nap*

chocostashchick 21-02-2008 10:44 PM

awww alyssa how are you honey? be safe i love you look after yourself

Pomegranate 21-02-2008 10:49 PM

*wonders in and bangs head against the wall* It hurts, everything hurts too much :crying::crying:

MammaMia 21-02-2008 11:28 PM

I'm hoping everyone is ok tonight. Emma I love ya hun, pm if ya want.

I'm however, off to bed early- stuipd migraine!

Pomegranate 21-02-2008 11:44 PM

Thanks Helen *offers watery smile and a hug* I hope your head feels better x

chocostashchick 22-02-2008 05:05 AM

have come to rant because i seriously think that others can benefit from my misery right now:
on top of everything else in my life that has gone wrong, i just came to bed with a cup of tea and a book only to find a HUGE BUG CRAWLING IN MY SHEETS!!
seriously, i mean SERIOUSLY?
please tell me what i did to piss fate off this much
way to kick me when i'm down, world, way to kick me when i'm down

MammaMia 22-02-2008 04:52 PM

My head is hurting on/off, for **** sake, I hate headaches, get way too many :(

I' was up until 4.15am this morning, no thanks to my migraine. I nearly burst into tears in class =[ I cried for about 2 hours last night over my dad, when will this dammed emotional pain get easier (well relating to the split) like everyone ****ing promises me?

My folder broke today grr and I SO can't be arsed to go back into town to get a new one, but might do in a bit and meet my mum from her work and yeah.

1 week til I go on holiday YAAAAAAY! But I hope they don't see my leg, they'll automatically assume.....

Seraphsigh 22-02-2008 05:18 PM

Aw, Helen, that sucks. I'm sorry you're feeling so bad.

Seraphsigh 22-02-2008 05:21 PM

And you have to go through some kind of "mourning period" before things get better. Too bad life has to be that way...but the more things are hard for us, the better life is when we can move on!
*throws you some chocolate*
Always makes me feel better.

Kahlia1981 23-02-2008 08:57 AM

Is it possible to just get out? To just make it all stop? I have barely been able to get out of bed today having only really made it out for more than 10 minutes just now and it's nearly 6pm over here.

Is it wrong to not want to tell your pdoc that you would rather die than take your meds from now on. Or to feel like threatening him that if he doesn't take me off the lithium I'll take myself off it?

Mes parents are getting frustrated with me because of my mood being so low and I just keep wanting to cry. Are there any stuffed animals in here I can hug?

*tries to find a quiet corner and sits down and cries*

Bella_forever 24-02-2008 07:53 AM

I had to dump my fiance

Kahlia1981 24-02-2008 11:54 AM

Am just gonna curl up with a couple of valium and get some sleep.

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