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nicole94 09-11-2010 10:26 PM

*hugs lia* that is actually a good idea, thats how i feel a lot of the time too :/ eugh, i've gotta go now though, hope you're ok though *big night-night hugs.*

PoisonedApple 09-11-2010 10:27 PM

lol never played backgammon mark? i always feel its odd when people haven't played it... i was taught by my father to play it when I was a toddler and could play on my own against adults before i hit school age :) i play on msn now so i can play people from all over :) *hugs mark* sleep well. and... YOU MADE IT!!!

*hugs everyone*
Sorry for the brevity... very very busy today.

FlyingNy 09-11-2010 10:40 PM

*Hugs Nicole tight* Nu-night lovely. Don't let the bed bugs bite. xx

Kahlia1981 10-11-2010 12:27 AM

*huggles all*

Just dropping in quickly to say hi and let you all know that I'm still hanging on. It's not elegant, but I'm holding on.

Cazki 10-11-2010 12:35 AM

I'm not bad thanks, Laura, got a bad cold though :( *Hugs Laura back* Hows everyone?

SoMuchMore 10-11-2010 03:09 AM

*hugs kahlia* it does not have to be elegant as long as you make it through. You can do this hun. My PM box is always open.

*hugs ian* i'm sorry about the cold, sounds like not a lot of fun.

*hugs mark* Hope you sleep well. I'm very glad you made it through today.

*hugs lia* I also like the idea of the shrugs mood.. i feel like that most of the time... just kinda "meh" i guess, which is a mood offered lol.

*hugs nicole* i'm sorry that she seemed angry at you for not telling her earlier. Do you think that could be because she really cares though? I mean, she could just be extremely worried. Hang in there hun. Here if you need to talk.

*hugs crimson* I've never played that game either. Sounds like you have a good time with it though.. holding your own before school age is pretty impressive lol. How else are you doing this evening?

I am not doing great right now. I feel like i could cry... random memories keep flooding back.. not flashbacks, just memories.. but still not a lot of fun. I'm not getting any uni work done either, which is pathetic and stupid of me. I know i'll pay for it later this week.

risenfromperdition 10-11-2010 04:35 AM

*squishes laura* you know where i am <3
isnt pathetic tho.
loveyou

*leaves cuddles for lia* sorry people take the piss about you not liking touch =[ thats lame of them =\

would write more but cant focus so eh.
thinking of all of you.

*throws extra special party for mark for making it through the past few days, yesterday esp* =]

Kahlia1981 10-11-2010 04:46 AM

*huggles all* - especially those who have responded to me over the last few days. It has been extremely appreciated.

I emailed my psychiatrist - only about 10 minutes ago at most - to keep him up to date with what has been going on and he has been most understanding. He thanked me for being honest and for being able to discuss what was going on with him. He said that at our next appointment we would put together a crisis plan that is actually relevant and specific to me. I guess that's a step forward. I see him again on Friday afternoon so hopefully things will start heading forwards from there with him on my side. *fingers crossed*

Mark: I'm so proud of you. You have shown such strength, especially with everything that's been going on. I want to throw you some confetti if I can, so please let me know if that's okay. *big hugs* :-)

xxjuliexx 10-11-2010 07:22 AM

-sits in my sleeping bag and looks around-

Doikers 10-11-2010 10:01 AM

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Kahlia* Go nuts with the Confetti :)

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson* My Grandfather taught me to play chess instead :) Also *Dumb moment* What does brevity mean ?

*Hugs Monsoon* Sorry with all thats been going on I haven't absorbed your name :S I'm Mark.

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Heather*

Gosh (thats right I said gosh:P) the ward was quiet overnight . I have a headache so I drank a frijj milkshake that I got yesterday reduced as it was the last day of it's shelf life in the hope that the sugar will make it go away,I also drank water and made coffee and took paracetemol.

On a random note early this morning I got a phone book through my door for Aberystwyth which is NOWHERE near me , heh.

EDIT:- Oops not such a quiet night I just missed a page :S heh

Doikers 10-11-2010 11:48 AM

To whoever sent me a PM ( all 4 of you ) , I haven't yet worked up the courage to read them but I will read them and reply to you guys , Just so you know I'm NOT ignoreing you I just don't want to read them and be put into a crying fit just yet :S Thankyou for them :)

nicole94 10-11-2010 04:02 PM

*hugs ward.*

Doikers 10-11-2010 04:25 PM

*Hugs Nicole* How are you today ?

nicole94 10-11-2010 04:30 PM

*hugs mark* i'm...not sure :/ i'm depressed, but silently determined to beat this. Having to work with all the children at college today made me realise how much i want a baby, and how I am never gonna get that if i carry on like this, so i think i'm gonna fight :/
how are you feeling?

risenfromperdition 10-11-2010 04:49 PM

*waves to everyone*

Doikers 10-11-2010 05:54 PM

*Hugs Nicole* I'm................coping is the best word , got tearful in front of my nurse again . fragile but coping , I've a feeling the feelings are in me and the smallest thing is going to set off a huge bout of crying , I NEED the release , I'm very tempted to injure tonight for the first time since last Thursday :S

SoMuchMore 10-11-2010 06:02 PM

*hugs mark* crying is okay. its good actually. much better than injuring. try not to injure, its not worth it. i am very proud of how well you are doing with all of this. I know its been super rough.

*hugs nicole* I am so so so happy to hear that you want to fight. One reason to hold on is enough hun. Sorry that you are still feeling low, but hang in there.

*hugs heather* how r u this morning? (although I guess its noon... so how r u this early afternoon? lol)

I might become a hermit over the few days. I'm trying not to but its easier to withdraw. *curls up in the corner* Just not doing the best. Don't worry though.

Doikers 10-11-2010 06:11 PM

*Hugs Laura* PM box open always .

frenchhorn 10-11-2010 06:34 PM

*hugs all*

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I'm sorry i disappeared for a while.
and I'm sorry I can't be more supportive now I'm a mess. I don't know who alse I can tell, you lot are the only ones. I'm scared, I'm so severly depressed, I'm obsessed with death, with my own death, I just want to die, I want to take my medication take it all, but then I don't I want to wait until I can go the way I really want to go. I'm sorry guys

SoMuchMore 10-11-2010 06:44 PM

*hugs mark* thanks for the pm offer. i dont want to bother you while you're struggling so much though.

*hugs oliver* you don't need to be sorry, you can always talk to us. we are here for you. can you tell anyone in real life? your doctor? psych? it sounds like you are really struggling right now and I would hate to see anything happen to you. can you maybe give your medication to someone so you cannot take them all at once? try to hang in there. please try to talk to someone, keep talking to us.


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