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katnovia 09-05-2010 09:42 AM

*crawls into the corner with kahlia and cries too* nice to meet you ally. I might just sneak into your tent later.

katnovia 09-05-2010 09:43 AM

hmm? sorry amy, I didn't quite get your question.

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 09:43 AM

kat whats the host given name

SoMuchMore 09-05-2010 09:43 AM

*hug kat* That sounds quite overwhelming. Im sorry that everyone was yelling in your head last night.. I hope you can figure out about who the blue person is and that the shadow can be kept at bay.

*hugs julie*
*hugs amy*

*hugs everyone else*

I spy Kahlia! *cuddles* How r u today?

I'm off to bed soon.. its almost 3am so i figured i better sleep at some point heh.

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 09:44 AM

like is our julie is the host like the body

Kahlia1981 09-05-2010 09:45 AM

*hugs Laura* - Still not good. But good spotting considering I was having a go at disappearing in the corner.

katnovia 09-05-2010 09:48 AM

amy: ah, now I get you hun, sorry, slow on the uptake this morning. I'm the host sweetie, but i'm not really called kat, that's just my safe name because if i use my real name, it hurts more.

Laura: *huggles* it's bad this morning. switching all over the place and i dont know WHO i'm switching to. I just flipped at hubby, screamed at him in front of my baby girl, something i'd never do. But now I can't remember what i screamed and why. I remember doing it, and i remember feeling really hurt and angry and bitter, but i can't remember what about. I hate it.

SoMuchMore 09-05-2010 09:51 AM

Kahlia - well i just used my visibility powers lol. Its the new thing, i make invisible ppl visible. Okay, enough silliness, its like 3am here so im getting tired. I'm sorry that you are not doing well. I think I read that you told your roommate about the urges.. thats probably good, at least someone knows.. Please try to stay safe. Dont let those urges get too bad *cuddles*

*hugs kat* im sorry that youve had a rough morning. I wish i had some words for you, but I don't know that much about switching and alters, other than what i've read in my psych classes.. which isnt that helpful when trying to talk about what it feels like. *offers more hugs*

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 09:52 AM

oh ok u seem like a really nice mummy
*sits* i'm sorry it's confusing
i dunno why i is even here

katnovia 09-05-2010 09:56 AM

*sits with amy* here as in now, or as in here in your system?

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 09:58 AM

whole system
like why i got made

katnovia 09-05-2010 10:01 AM

laura, it feels like..like..i don't know. I sometimes get eye ache, or headaches before a switch.. it's a bit like rapid mood swings but all consuming. Sometimes it's like i'm viewing things from a movie point of view, sometimes it's like i'm in and behind the person out front, sometimes it's like i'm just letting them use my mind, sometimes i feel i have no control over them at all like i'm behind glass, sometimes i just completely flip and do stuff and know i did it but can't remember what is was i actually did, like this morning. It's so confusing, and if i think about it, i get scared. If i try and analyze it i end up tying myself up in knots and feeling completely insane and wondering if i'm making it all up.

Amy: I'm sure there is a really good reason. what do you do? do you look after any of the others?

Kahlia1981 09-05-2010 10:02 AM

*cuddles Laura* - Thanks, try and get some sleep.

*hugs Kat - if that's okay*
*waves at Amy*

katnovia 09-05-2010 10:03 AM

*hugs* thanks kahlia. i'm alright with hugs, it's just amy who isn't

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 10:04 AM

if the blue person reads this then talk to us we can help u help kat

Kahlia1981 09-05-2010 10:05 AM

Kat - That's okay, just didn't want to give you hugs if you weren't feeling able to accept them. *big hugs*

katnovia 09-05-2010 10:06 AM

i'm listening
but she doesnt let me
thats because you always come when she needs to be doing something else stupid.

katnovia 09-05-2010 10:06 AM

ouch, major migraine. see what I mean? I can't keep up *rubs eyes*

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 10:07 AM

amy whats the other persons name

xxjuliexx 09-05-2010 10:07 AM

sorry kat i was trying to help


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