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Doikers 21-01-2012 11:10 PM

*Hugs ward*

Laura2.0 21-01-2012 11:11 PM

*good night hugs to all*

Batmansx_xTeddy 22-01-2012 01:04 AM

I haven't been here in a while sorry about that but here is an update.

The last two weeks have been horrid my eating issues got really bad and I fell into my depression again and was having suicidal thoughts [I was having to deal with a lot of drama at home and things were just bad all around]. I did end up self harming quite a bit but thankfully the last three days I have been feeling much better. My eating issues are still a problem but that is fine for now and I am just feeling much happier lately. I have a wonderful friend who helped me through and listened to me be all depressing but her just listening really helped me out. She was very supportive and I really appreciate that she was there for me. So anywho things are better and I am much more in control now also things at home have calmed down quite a bit so that defiantly helps.

End of Update

Laura2.0 22-01-2012 11:45 AM

*hugs ward*

@ Atomicx xRocket: good friends are so important. I'm glad that you are better now.

one_step_closer 22-01-2012 11:57 AM

Hey everyone.

Doikers 22-01-2012 12:20 PM

*Hugs Atomic Rocket if Okay?*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Lindsay*

Laura2.0 22-01-2012 12:57 PM

*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Mark*

one_step_closer 22-01-2012 07:00 PM

How is everyone today?

Doikers 23-01-2012 01:11 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

YodaBearInterrupted 23-01-2012 05:38 PM

Make it stop :(

*cries* I am so tired of the family drama, the work stuff. My family always leaves me alone damn it. I am like thisclose to going off. Its annoying to be caught between a rock and q hard place... made to suffer and not be able to do anything about it

Doikers 23-01-2012 10:22 PM

*Hugs Matt*

one_step_closer 24-01-2012 12:20 PM

*huge hugs for everyone*

Cazki 24-01-2012 12:50 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you hun?

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mark* How you doing Mark?

Doikers 24-01-2012 12:59 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Ian*

How is everyone?
I'm pretty low :(

Cazki 24-01-2012 01:12 PM

I'm sorry your feeling low Mark. Do you know whats causing you to feel that way? I could be better. I'm fed up. I'm having a lot of hassle with this back to work programme thing i have to attend through the jobcentre. The staff treat you crap and are horrible. They dont care. It all started because i turned up before i was meant to. I'm meant to go at 1.00pm until 3.30pm but i was there from 11.00 am until 2.00pm.

She had a go at me and asked why i was early i said i was bored and needed someone to talk to which was why i came early to see my friend who also goes there. She said i needed to go at the correct time so i do now but they still have a go at me and treat me like crap. I'v made complaints but they just make excuses and talk round it. I ended up hurting my hand last night because it gets me down being at the horrible place. I just think its far to much to be job searching for two and a half hours!

Doikers 25-01-2012 12:25 PM

Oh Ian I'm So sorry they are treating you so awfully *Huggles*

Laura2.0 25-01-2012 01:58 PM

*hugs all* how are you?

one_step_closer 25-01-2012 04:17 PM

I feel like I have to kill myself. There is no other way that I can cope with all of the pain i'm feeling. My psychologist told me that if I start planning my suicide I need to call someone but there's no one who cares or takes me seriously since I have been diagnosed with BPD.

How is everyone else?

Laura2.0 25-01-2012 07:13 PM

Could you call your psychologist? It seems like he is taking you seriously. Do you still see him/her?

I feel like cutting again. But I have been free for almost 3 months. I never thought I'd make it that long without SH.

one_step_closer 25-01-2012 07:45 PM

Do you know what's making you feel like cutting, you're really well. I believe that you can get through this.

I'm not very good at making phone calls, i'm allowed to email my psychologist but not to say that i'm suicidal.

Laura2.0 25-01-2012 08:19 PM

why aren't you allowed to say that you are suicidal?

I'm not sure what exactly is making me want to cut again. It's been on my mind a lot. I put my tools somewhere hard to reach so I don't get tempted too easily, but at the same time I started to have one with me almost all the time.

one_step_closer 25-01-2012 08:47 PM

I find that when you're trying to give something up it can be on your mind quite a bit. What have you used so far to help you through the past nearly three months? Try and build on those things.

I'm not allowed to say that i'm suicidal because she might interpret it as meaning i'm going to kill myself right now.

Louise 25-01-2012 09:32 PM

hugs everyone

Laura2.0 25-01-2012 09:34 PM

*hugs Louise* how are you?

*hugs Lindsay*
Could you tell her that you are suicidal, but not going to kill yourself right now? Or instead of telling her that you are suicidal you could tell her that you are thinking about death.

I don't know what I did. I wasn't triggered and I dunno. I 'just' didn't do it, I didn't do anything instead though. I stopped when I went inpatient August 30th, but slipped 3 times during my time at hospital. Maybe I'm thinking about it so much lately, because I'm not allowed to feel bad here at home.

Cazki 26-01-2012 01:24 AM

I'm fed up with this place i have to go to. Its awful. So stressful. Oh well i guess il just have to hurt myself again if i get stressed. They havent caused any hassle yet but its just being there so long it drags and it makes me feel worse.

Doikers 26-01-2012 12:39 PM

*Hugs Louise*

*hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Ian*

one_step_closer 26-01-2012 12:51 PM

*hugs everyone*

I very carefully worded an email to my psychologist about how I am feeling and asked how to get help but she still misinterpreted it and said that I was threatening suicide. I feel like i'm in big trouble now.

Laura2.0 26-01-2012 10:05 PM

*hugs Ian*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Louise* could you write a reply telling her that you aren't threatening suicide, but that you need help and don't know how to get it? When is your next appointment with her?

one_step_closer 26-01-2012 10:43 PM

I told her that I wasn't threatening suicide. She said i'll just have to contact the people who would have the least worst outcome. I see her again in just under 2 weeks but it doesn't even help to see her, or anyone else.

How are you today, Laura?

Laura2.0 26-01-2012 10:48 PM

what does she mean with 'people who would have the least worst outcome'?

I'm impulsive today. I like it when I'm like that. I felt like baking cookis at 7pm, so I did that.

Doikers 27-01-2012 11:45 AM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

Laura2.0 27-01-2012 09:12 PM

*hugs Mark*

one_step_closer 27-01-2012 09:25 PM

Least worst outcome I think just means the people who would lead to the best of the not so good outcomes.

How is everyone today?

Laura2.0 27-01-2012 09:47 PM

ok, I get it now.
who could that be? For me it would be my best friend.

I dunno how I am right now, except that I'm tired.

Doikers 28-01-2012 11:27 AM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

one_step_closer 28-01-2012 12:38 PM

*hugs everyone*

I don't feel like I can contact anyone. I have no friends who would listen so it would have to be a helpline or the crisis team but i'm very anxious about making phone calls.

PurpleSmurf 29-01-2012 12:17 AM

*checks in *

* leaves Hugs Carebears and Hersey Kisses for everyone*

Doikers 29-01-2012 12:46 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Purple Smurf if Okay?*

one_step_closer 29-01-2012 02:08 PM

How is everyone doing?

Laura2.0 29-01-2012 08:39 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Purple Smurf*

I passed a lunging exam today! I'm suuper proud of myself, cause I won a bet, too :-)
Only bad thing about today is that I have a headache and painkillers aren't working :mad: so I'm just drinking lots of tea and water.

Doikers 29-01-2012 10:19 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*hugs Laura*

Doikers 30-01-2012 11:47 AM

Morning Wardies! *Leaves Hugs and Coffee and Fruit*

Louise 30-01-2012 08:00 PM

hugs everyone

How are we all?

Doikers 30-01-2012 10:22 PM

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun .

Mark-Bed-Now :P

Doikers 31-01-2012 11:20 AM

Good Morning Wardies * Leaves Hot Drinks and Fruit*

one_step_closer 31-01-2012 11:49 AM

Morning, Mark. How are you?

Doikers 31-01-2012 10:01 PM

so-so Lindsay , How has your day been?

one_step_closer 01-02-2012 12:50 PM

Yesterday was just another day, today will be just another day. I wish there was something worthwhile in my life.

It's quiet in here.

Doikers 01-02-2012 04:14 PM

*Huggles Lindsay*

It is quiet yes. *Tumble weed blows by*

one_step_closer 01-02-2012 07:35 PM

*eats tumble weed* Tasty.

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