*hugs mark* sorry i had no time to get back on yesterday. Nothing is up really.. i just am too busy and exhausted and a little burnt out with my current schedule.. i dunno.. i'm off to class now... probably won't be back on again until late

*hugs everyone else* thinking of all of you

*Hugs Laura* Take care hun :)

I'm ok. I know i'm going to overdose soon so i'm looking forward to a bit of relief. How is everyone else?

Please PLEASE be careful Lindsay hun :S

(Night time Hugs my wardies)

Morning, how is everyone today?

Hi Lindsey *hugs* how are you?

I'm alright Oliver, thanks for asking. How are you?

I'm pretty anxious, I'm flying tomorrow to Frankfurt and I hate any form of travelling, as I get travel sickness and there is no escape from al the people, can't get out if I panic

*hugs*

*hugs back* That sounds scary. Can you take something to try to distract yourself, like a book or some music?

can't read cos it makes the sickness worse, I'm going to take my ipod if I remember.

Thanx :) it went quite well actually, I still haven't slept though...I be high on coffee :p

*Hugs Lindsay* I just can't get up on time , stupid depression :S How are you?

*Hugs Oliver* How are you doing?

*Hugs Ileana*ooohhh Coffee Just now am I caffeinating :P

I ended up overdosing at 2.30 this morning. I have just been dischared even though I still feel really unwell. I can hardly see and I keep staggering and falling. I think that the staff are annoyed with me because I am in hospital so often so they don't give me the best care.

I don't know what to do about my overdosing. I can't find another way to stop the pain of life.

I'm sorry you overdosed Lindsay Hun :S . Please try and take good care of yourself :)

Sorry But I just needed to post this is more than one place:S

Oh god and now my Mum is trying to emotionally blackmail me in to going to my parents for "A couple of Days" After her op , I just want to be in my space , It was so good to meet up with Hannah L today , but I already can't cope with the injury and me Dad just barging in and sitting there and "He likes to visit" Mum says , FFS I'm really frustrated ,angry,triggered , I hate this I ****ing Hate It , I'm an adult ! God I could ****ing do somthing so stupid . I'm going to have to drink or cut and well I simply can't face that .


There I am done...........Ack!!

*Creeps in*
Can I come back please?
I realise I have been a complete bitch (to some more than others)
I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to be, I just panicked.

*Squishe Charlie* Hey hun welcome back :)

*Huggles Mark* Thankyou. :)

Can someone tell me if I have "idiot" tattooed across my forehead, please? The repair guy (after I told him I know an anti-tip plate costs $4 at the DIY store) gave me an estimate charging me $25 to install one?! I must look like a total moron, there is simply no other explanation!
~sorry guys, I just had to get that out somewhere.

*hugs Charlie*Yes you can.
Some of this is gonna be a bit of an old comment back but I just haven't felt up for participating lately...
*hugs Mark*I'm pretty sure JK is in NZ not Aussie, tis why I worry after her so much lately...
Have you tried explaining to your parents how it affects you when they do things like that?
*hugs Kahlia* Go You!(on the milestone) I hope being in hospital outside of your local one helps you. *extra tight cuddles*
*hugs Lindsay* Please take care, hun. If need be sit in the waiting room of A&E. They may have discharged you but if you feel you may need more care they really can't say you can't sit in the waiting area just in case to be safe.
*hugs Oliver and gently reminds to take ipod* Frankfurt is nice but I liked visiting Koln more.
*hugs Laura and everyone I missed*