*Hugs Kahlia* I hope the anti-biotics help .

It's quiet in here today.

hugs everyone, then hides in corner, hmm so stressed out. sigh why cant life be simple.

What's stressing you?

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Jill*

im stressed about trying to find a job, stressed out about a freind. just want to hide and not deal with any of this

*Hugs Jill Tons*

I don't think I'll ever be S.I. free............

hugs mark, you will be hon, it just takes time.<3

16 yers isn't enough time ?! ****.......

How are you Jill , feel any better?

*Hugs Mark and Jill*

*Offers Jill a stress ball*

Mark, I know it feels now like you'll never be free, but I read a book about this woman who self harmed severely from the ages of 12 to about 30. And some slips after that I think. I know it was a while at any rate, but she eventually stopped and hasn't been near a blade in years. It can happen.

The book was non-fiction btw, it was a painful lives one.

hugs hon, dont beat yourself up for not being able to stop si, just take it day by day, and before you know it you will have stopped.sorry crap advice. hmm nah still feeling stressed and very low.
sorry lia didnt see your post. thanks for the stress ball, how are you tonight.

What was the title/author of that book please lia hun?*Hugs*

Not crap advice Jill, Sorry you still feel crap *Hugs*

Scarred- Sophie Andrews. I don't know exactly how long she SI'd for, but it was a long long time. She was abused by her adoptive father. I've read it a few times and it's very good, not exactly a light read though.

I'm alright thanks Jill, I went swimming with some friends today, I used to swim every week but haven't done in forever so it was nice. I hope you can destress. If you're getting too worked up, you could just take a break from job hunting for a couple of days and go back to it. I find I do that with my work if it's stressing me too much,only sometimes if I've left it until last minute, a couple of hours is all I can give myself.

Thanks Lia! *Hugs*

*huggles all*

am exhausted this morning, but at least i slept last night.
we were so busy yesterday. now today i have to get my butt into gear and study.
meh.

*Hugs Kahlia* Glad you got some sleep, and I know how you feel about the whole actually working thing...I should do that.

You're welcome Mark :) I hope it helps you.

*huggles all*

been studying all day. now i just want to crash.

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Lia*

*hugs everyone*