Thanks Mark, Jill and Lindsey. I do love you guys, and I trust you. It's just I don't know how to word it without sounding weird.

This isn't what I'm on about, but right at this very second in time, the fact that the person on TV is SIing and they just rolled up their sleeve so didn't help. But I can't turn it over, is it just me, or does everyone else feel a need to watch these things?

*hugs all*

Mark congrats on the week free, thats so great :)

Kelly I hope you feel better soon

*hugs Lia* I understad the need to watch this those things, but at the same time really not wanting to watch it

Please everyone stay safe.

I'm off to the cinema this evening with my friend to see harry potter, which will hopefully be good, if weird as she is blind and as most cinemas don't do audio described I need to describe what is going on, which I'm quite worried I'll be rubbish at.

Thanks, Lindsey :) *snuggles up all toasty like*

I think I need to see if we have any kind of cold medicine that WON'T knock me out... :/ Someone has to be awake to care for the chillins (kids) after all. o.O

awww... oliver... I feel very connected to you right now.. I'm a Harry Potter nerd myself.... but I haven't been futunate to have the time or money to see the new one yet :( Let me know if it's any good :)

and no, Lia (is that right?), you're not the only one who feels the need to watch those things... sometimes, as odd as this sounds, watching it on t.v. or even for me looking at my scars or cuts from a previous day can be enough to get me through a rough patch w/out having to SI again... :/

I shall do, I love the HP books, hate the 3rd-6th films though, but I've been told this one is much better.

Also I got a text from my sister last night after midnight when she was out saying: 'new year, new start, happy new year Oliver.' That was the first ever time she has ever referred to me as Oliver :)

:) ... I love the books.. I always go into the movies expecting to be disappointed so it's not much of a let down. while I don't care for the 6th one... I can appriciate some of the special effects... in general though... I agree with you.

I'm the same way with the twilight books and movies though... books are WAY better

I feel the need to watch that kind of thing sometimes too Lia :S

Thanks Oliver :) Thats nice to hear from your sister :)

I love Harry Potter too :) And speaking of which, I need to change my DP.

*Hugs everyone*
Yeah Lia, I feel the need to watch things like that too, I am currently obsessed with the jason storyline in hollyoaks :/
And you know none of us on here would think you were weird hun, Hey, I'm pretty weird myself! ¬.¬

I'm thinking of reading the Harry Potter books again but it feels like a waste of time because i've read them already.

Thanks so much for the hugs Mark n Lia! *Hugs back*. Lia honey, I'm pretty strange n I know there are a lot more like us. Hearin your story would probly make us feel better about our strangeness! I'm sure others can relate. Please share if it would help. *hug*

I like the Harry potter books.

*Hugs Lindsay* I don't think it would be a waste of time hun, I have read them loads of times, they're such good books that they never get old, and maybe it would help keep you distracted?

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Louise*

Am I the only one who hasen't read the Harry Potter Books ?

*Hugs Mark* lol. I think so :P you should read them, they're good.
How are you?
*Hugs Louise*

Nah there's loads of people out there (some on RYL) who haven't read Harry Potter =P Also congratulations on the one week Mark, keep it up :)

*offers hugs to all*

Thanks Helen :)

I need to ovedose, I need to overdose, I need to overdose. I can't get this out of my head. I want to feel every moment of overdosing and of being in hospital. Each time that I have been in hospital before I have kept reminding myself that I should savour every moment because it is so good. I want to spend a night in their beds, to be poked and prodded with needles, to be put on a drip, to be physically sick. I want to go way back to one of the first times I took a serious overdose where the medication made me feel so out of it. I have become like a druggie now because I can't get my fix no matter how much of the medication I take. I have to take other medications that have little or no side effects in overdose.

I HATE ME. WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF?

I've read it loads of times too Lindsey :) It is the height of awsome so there is every point in reading and re reading the books.

Nicole, that's the one I am watching too :) I was watching the onmibus earlier on, but then Jason pulled up his sleeve (her sleeve?) and I was like 'wah!' because I wasn't expecting all the marks to be there. It triggered me slightly, but I was triggered before then so I guess it doesn't matter much.

*Hugs all*

*Hugs lindsay* You don't need it hun, I know it feels like it, but you don't please try and hang in there?
*Hugs Lia* yeah, it's a bit confusing! But yeah, I normally watch them on first look, but I missed it last night so have to wait till monday to see what happens next :/ but I am so into that story, Last week when her grandad went to put the watch on her I was shouting 'NO, DON'T LET HIM SEE YOUR ARM!' at the TV XD.