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Hey Mummyof3....I remember reading a thread you posted before :) are you ok? I'm Alexx by the way :P
Zowie are you ok hunni? How is everyone else? *leaves hugs and ice lollies* |
Hey there, How are you Alexx I'll have a hug that you left but will pass on the ice lollie as I need to lose some weight..
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these are magic ice lollies....fat freeeeee ice lollies so surely you can treat yourself ;)
and I'm sure you dont need to lose weight sweety ^_^ |
thanks - I've had a bad night so I will have one please - thank you - and I don't really care if they do actually turn out to have fat in them - it wont make any difference anyway
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awww hun *huggs* im sure its not true at all!
Do you wanna talk about your night? |
sorry - just finding things difficult - I find it really hard seeing my mum so distressed and seem to keep locking all my emotions away but they are all bubbling inside and I don't know what to do with them. I was so please I was feeling a bit better I even wrote it on my post and then a few minutes later - bang - it's all back again
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I'm sorry to hear that.
have you tried finding a way to let your emotions out? Maybe writing things down or take up a sport or hobby etc? At least you felt better...even for a little while. it's a start isnt it? :] I hope you can get that feeling back, but for longer this time... Sorry my post lacks abit...it's probably not the MOST helpful thing to date.... |
Thank you. I am so scared that if I start to let my emotions out they will all come tumbling out and totally over power me - I'm scared I wouldn't cope. It doens't matterthough i'll be fine. Thanks for listening xx
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me again - dont know if anyone is around - feeling lonely and as if I am not coping with things - I dont want to be me anymore. I want to go and hide or just dissapear from everything I know. sorry if this sounds stupid.
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*hugs Katch*
Hun, I have got your pm by the way :) I just need to get comfy and I'll try and strart reading it, but may wait til tomorrow. Not because I don't care, i really do. It's just I'm sooooooo tired :( |
no worries. I'm sorry it turned out so long - I just don't know when to shut up!!!
i feel so low at the moment and so very alone, I felt Ok earlier today. I don't thnk I am any help to anyone tonight so I think I may just read a bit - please know that I do care though - a lot - i'm just a bit useless right now. (or rather a lot useless) I'm sorry for always being on here now that I have found it - and I am sorry for all my stupid responses - i mean well but i probably dont say the right things. i wish there was someone here (in my actual life) that could give me a real hug and that I could trust - I really can't remember what that feels like xx but it doesn't matter - nothing really matters and hasn't done for a long time I wish...... that I thought there was a reason for wishing. |
hey katch. i know how you are feeling, really i do. don't apologise for being on here, its what its here for!
hi mummyof3, how are you doing now? have a good sleep helen. allyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy - your brain is needed in my thread in vets general plzzzzz :) :) :) |
*hugs*
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*tackles her twin* Callie!!! I've missed you!!!
*hugs Callie, Cloe, Katch, Helen, Susan-Mom, Alexx, Jeremy, and anyone I missed-sorry about that y'all- and hands around a tea tray with tea, coffee, cocoa, biscuits, and cake* I think I'm feeling better... That my meds are working better... I DID cut again today and I DO feel a ghost of what was before but... I don't know. And I don't know how I feel about feeling better, feeling 'Normal'... Pretty sure it scares the **** out of me though:crying: crazy, huh? But I still keep thinking that I don't want to do this any more... That dieing would be better... I suppose if I can get a job, an apartment, and a handle on my uni work I may think differently... But death WOULD be easier*shrug* aw well, c'est la vie. |
I got enough sleep last night but I've tried to do too much today and my vision is swimming again. So I'm all out of helpful answers.
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ally, thats not crazy, i totally get how feeling "normal" is scary, i mean, this is what we know. think of evanescence -
i want to stay in love with my sorrow, but god, i want to let it go. - so true! hope the cut isn't too bad. susan im glad you are getting some sleep, try to take it easy though. how is the house now? my brain feels frazzled. |
Sorry about last night. My dad ended up taking all my pills away from me because the crisis team phoned him and told him I was going to OD
Had an awful night last night. She screamed at me so much because I couldn't do as she said. |
I'm sorry youhad such an awful night - it must be so hard when she screams at you - sing a song in your head or count to 100 to try and block her out a bit. Thinking of you
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*storms in and glares*
stupid woman....she's sat glaring at me... "this is an awful lot of printing" she said. Yes thats because I have an awful lot of printing to do....and no I CANT go to the library you stupid woman because then I have to PAY and if I had the money to PAY for my printing then I wouldnt be printing off so many ****ing CV's would I?!?! GAH >< *looks around for something to steal...just to spite her.* I wouldn't mind if she was a librarian....but then again a librarian wouldnt tell me off for putting a printer to its proper use.....she's just some woman who gets paid to sit in a room all day doing **** all and telling you how many sheets of paper you can use. She should DIAF :@ |
Hi Alexx - sounds like you have had a fun morning - if a printer isn't for printing what's it for. And printing CV's is such a worthwhile thing to print - hope you have managed to cool off a bit now - and I hope the printer gets stuck next time she tries to use it!!!!
Hugs to you |
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