*snuggles close as she is scared*

*spreads hugs through the ward*

Ally... no more... please! *clings*

Amanda *gives you a special light* This is a bit fo the light out of my heart. As long as you hold it, you will enver be alone in the dark.

I swear, I think I'm paranoid... schizophrenic...something!!! :notsure::crying::angry:

Oh Jess... that is the sweetest *sniffle* thing anyone has ever said to me *gives you a bear hug* thank you soooo much!!!!

:-( I was being serious...

is anyone else highly nocturnal (aka it's way easier to sleep during the day) but while you are wide ass awake at night, all the noises (crickets, etc outside) freak you out???

*hangs head in shame* I am a FREAK!!!!!!! :-(
YIKES!!! *spins around, loses balance and falls down when she hears a noise... cries*

I can insult myself if I want to

I'm a total day person, solar powered. But I love these summer nights here on the edge of the desert. Crickets the soft dry air

You know there is a difference between schizophrinic and schizo... They're two separate disorders...

*hides in her corner with her DSM*
Sorry... BA in psychology *shrug*


Didn't cut any deeper btw... Already hurts like hell...

Hey Susan...
about Jeff's shirt... is it a real shirt?
I thought you were talking about a "virtual" shirt.

really?!?!!!! I never knew that...

No, Amanda, you can't because we love you. *cuddles*

no daddy... it's not you... trust me... it's me...

Lol yep, they are. Very similer but two different diagnoses. Yes, I know I am a nerd lol

How can ya'll love me... when i can't love myself? i don't deserve to be loved :crying:

"virtual" shirt yes. However, I am still a seamstress. And figuring out how to do our virtual shirt still gives me something to think about, expecially if some of the fabric for the 188 flannel bags comes in this week.

I can do a real shirt. But if you're not in north america, shipping is gonna be a turkey.

I yelled at my husband yesterday about my hearing problems. It has been so much easier for me to understand him today. So, I'm glad we went.

ah... ok
can you do stuff like... idk maybe quilts too? (I'm in N. America)
*wheels in head turning... giggles*

Oh, I'm sorry lovely RYL uncle Jeff... I kind of left the building for a bit I guess. *hugs* getting ready for bed as I am exhausted :yawn:

I've done two quilts.

We all deserve to be loved!

I am the token blonde and token redneck.

Mmm, but see Amanda luv, that's the thing... Others see our true value while we are blinded by pain and lies we have been told or lies we tell ourselves... Such as that we don't deserve to be loved...