yeh, just, no, i'm checking in here for a bit, till things in my head are easier to cope with, till i am calm, i cant pretend im okay no more....its too hard....

Yay... High school all over again... I joined this damn school because I thought my fatalism was over and done with.. Apparently not.

*gives hugs to all in here and puts some goodies on the table for all*

I actually kinda cried myself to sleep... a guy who is in his 20s. Totally unacceptable. But it is what it is I guess. Emotionally overwhelmed and stressed to the breaking point at work and at home and with family and friends... the Dark Lord is coming so I guess staring at a wall will help me... sigh

crying is okay *nods, then curls up in a corner* ahhh stressed

*hugs hellokittymad* hope that is okay

Why are you stressed, if I may ask?

yeh aha (: hugs are awesome, thank you, I needed that today

erm, just stressed verious reasons, no sleep, lack of food, no college because i was too tired now feel like i've failed the course, no help and just not coping with life very well atm.

I did something so f*cking stupid - panic attack in front of my entire seminar, then ended up sobbing out my pathetic life story to the tutor afterwards. Why does the ground never swallow me up? I hate myself.

*hugs sapphire*

Broke down at work again today. Managed to pick up a bit better after but I feel so useless and incompetent every time :'(

*curls up next to Nataleigh* you're not, you're struggling and tis okay to do that? Need me to ring you / text what have you, you know where I am xxxxxx

*curls up and hides* I stupid, I should be able to cope. Thanks, I'll ring you in a minute xxxxxx

dont be daft sweetheart, no one can cope 24/7 it is impossible i am yet to find someone who can do it without having one little freak out, meltdown or breakdown

if we do find someone who can cope 24/7 it'll be a mirical and i will ask how they manage it

that's fine darling, ring me all you like, i aint going nowhere xxxx

*peeks out takes a goodie and retreats back under blanket*

*cuddles YodaBear* thanks

*hugs Natalie* as you can see, we all have public, inopportune breakdowns. It's ok. Hope you feel better.

*safe cuddles for anyone who wants them*

I finished the essay but I still think it was useless, like everything I do. My anxiety's making daily life very difficult now.

I can has cuddle?

Been very bleeeehhhh this week. Getting kinda sick of everyone expecting me to be this big, strong, confident man that I've known for a long time I'm not.

*looks at Anarchistl0ve* hope the blankie keeps you warm and the goodie was tastieh! Lol *hugs*

*hugs Banner* hope that is okay

Anytime Sapphire *hugs* and thanks :)

Of course you can has cuddle concrete :) *hugs*

Im hiding in here, I should possibly do some work while Im sat in here just incaseIget stressed

question, is it okay to rant in here? xxxx

*hugs saphire* I feel stupid, it happened again today, the trigger just keeps appearing. I feel so stupid and worthless.

Hope you're feeling okay today, you not stupid either x