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PoisonedApple 30-06-2011 08:35 PM

*hugs everyone*
Hope you're all doing well!
*scurries off to get more work done*

Doikers 30-06-2011 09:40 PM

I did Crimson but now I'm heading to bed

I love you guys

*Night time hugs y'all*

PoisonedApple 30-06-2011 09:49 PM

*cuddles Mark* Tomorrow is a new day! Can't expect to win with no slips or it wouldn't be an addiction you are trying to break :) Good Night! And since you'll likely get this when you wake up, Day 1 starts now!

I updated my blog with a rant on rampant stupidity and ignorance today and other updates since I last shared if anyone is interested {http://mybusylifeinalaska.blogspot.com/}.
Eventually I'll figure out how to put my song lyrics and other stuff in my siggy bar without it saying I have too many lines... then I'll just throw the link in there. As it is, what is there is the most it'd let me have. I find it odd seeing as I had so much in there before... Hmmmmmmmm.

Cazki 30-06-2011 10:28 PM

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oiver*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Louise*

taz35 30-06-2011 11:23 PM

*hugs everyone*

I have a major headache at the moment, I think it might be a migraine. Been feeling okay the past couple of days, but certainly lower than previously. Don't know why, but still keeping my head up.

Hope your all doing well <3

PoisonedApple 01-07-2011 12:30 AM

*hugs Taz and Ian*

frenchhorn 01-07-2011 12:32 AM

*hugs all*

aklx 01-07-2011 12:46 AM


frenchhorn 01-07-2011 12:52 AM

*hugs Mrs Pan* whats up?

aklx 01-07-2011 01:00 AM

*hugs lots*
I'm supposed to be doing my second and last trial day at a nursery tomorrow but I don't think I can do it. I don't even want to think about it. I don't know how to explain this grinding feeling in my chest, I just want to disappear and be invisible so I don't have to face a decision and have to let anyone down.
Even if I miraculously forced myself to get out of bed and go tomorrow, it's a 9 hour day. What if I want to escape and I can't? I can't break down there in front of the children and everything. And if I magically got the job, how would I manage that every day? What would I do?
I feel like such a ****ing idiot for even bothering to try in the first place. I've just made it worse. Now I'm just going to disappoint my mother again and reinforce the fact that I am a failure.
I want to hit myself in the head so it will stop hurting me.

Sorry. I let out a bit too much.

I hope you're okay Oliver.

frenchhorn 01-07-2011 01:07 AM

*hugs mrs Pan*
dont be sorry for writing a bit, its fine, its good to get it out. your not an idiot or a failure at all. all you can do at the nursery is your best. best of luck tomorrow *hugs*

aklx 01-07-2011 01:09 AM

Thank you, I'll probably need it. I should be in bed, being responsible. Ha.

How are you doing?

frenchhorn 01-07-2011 01:16 AM

I'm not doing so great, really bad urges to OD, just trying to keep myself distracted, but emotions and mood swings are really bad

Cazki 01-07-2011 01:18 AM

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry your not doing great *sits with you*

aklx 01-07-2011 01:20 AM

Well done for not just giving in, it takes strength. I hope your emotions manage to settle down, keep distracting yourself and hopefully you will get tired and just be able to sleep. That's my favourite distraction.

frenchhorn 01-07-2011 01:25 AM

*hugs Ian and Mrs Pan*

PoisonedApple 01-07-2011 01:26 AM

*hugs Ian, Mrs Pan & Oliver*
Good night all!
See ya in the morning!

*crosses fingers for Mrs Pan*

aklx 01-07-2011 01:27 AM

Thank you, nanight

frenchhorn 01-07-2011 01:32 AM

*hugs Crimson* night

Doikers 01-07-2011 08:53 AM

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Taz*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

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