*hugs everyone*
I'm so tired, and confused, and my head keeps telling me to do stuff...

And I have lots of work, oh, and btw, if any of you know of any good essay topics on Chaucer's Canterbury Tales, I would be super happy to take ideas. :)

*Hugs Jill* Whats going on ? are you safe?

*Hugs Felicia* Try not to do anything today :S I am trying not to do anything whilst at my parents so I know it's hard . But we CAN do it.
Sorry I don't know much about the canterbury tales:S

Thanks Mark.

Why are some people so annoying? >_<

*hugs mark* :)

Thanks, Mark. No pressure, I don't know a whole lot about Chaucer either. lol. It's just gonna be the easiest out of my readings to do my midterm essay on.
I hope you're okay at your parents. *hugs*

*hugs everyone*

double dose meds day 2 sucks. Had a really rough morning so now my fiance is looking after all my meds just in case, not feeling too bad now but things just really suck right now. :(

wish i could cry and yell and throw things and shout, but I can't

awh how come :( message me if you want and will try to reply [not allowed on at home til october >.<] but yus, message <3

thanks Heather, everthing is just messed up in my head, all my feeling and thoughts just one massive bundle and its all scary and I just feel so much hatred and depression at the moment, its scary I'm having to use all my energy just to get myself out of bed and stopping myself from taking an OD

*hides in her blanket* Thanks for the support.

Please don't OD Oliver. It's not worth it. I'm sorry you're going through so much & I hope it improves soon. It won't always be this bad, I promise x

*cuddles helen* i hope that it clears up for you soon.. and i dunno why people are so annoying sometimes.. i wish i had the answer for that, it would make life a lot easier heh.

*hugs oliver* helen is right, ODing is not worth it. Things will get better eventually. I'm sorry that you are feeling so badly. Keep talking to us here if it will help, we are always around to listen.

*hugs mark* how r u doing?

*hugs heather* o hun, im so sorry that your family is doing this to you. we understand the lack of individuals, no worries. Hope you are alright. I'm around if you need to talk.

*hugs jill* whats going on hun? you alright?

*hugs sarah* i'm glad that your fiance is there to help support you. Sorry things have been so rough lately.

*hugs felicia* i see that uni work is keeping you very busy as well. I totally understand. Hope that it is going well for you though!

*hugs kahlia* are you and your flatmate okay?

*cuddles julie* hey hun! its been awhile since i've seen you around. glad to hear from you! How r things going?

*hugs taz, nicole, april, hayley, lindsay, and everyone else* hope everyone is okay.

Well i finally completed one of my web design projects. One more website up and another thing to add to my resume. I hate being this busy but i guess its good, worth it for future stuff i suppose.

*Hugs Laura* I'm struggling to not harm in my parents house whilst alone but I'll keep trying at it.

*Hugs Oliver* Try not to OD , you will get through this.

*Hugs Helen*

*hugs mark* you can do this! I'm glad to hear that you are trying at it, that is really good! Here if you need to talk.

i dunno just in the rent type mood i guess...

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Jill, what's happening?

Felicia, stay strong.

Mark, I believe in you.

Helen, are you ok?

*hugs Sarah*

Oliver, i'm sorry to hear that you're struggling. Have you spoken to anyone about how you're feeling?

Laura, well done with completing the project. Can you do something nice to congratulate yourself?

Figured out my essay topic. Woot! Now, the research... but I'm gonna take a break and work on some News Reporting.

*hugs Helen*
*hugs Oliver* try not to OD, lovely.
*hugs Mark* please stay safe. I'm proud of you for trying. We can do this! :)
*hugs Laura* I'm sorry you're so busy. All this work really sucks, eh?
Crimson, I LOVE RENT! *hugs*

I feel guilty for even considering considering harming in someone elses home , although I did when I lived here it's different now.

* hug everyone *
I am not feeling safe Voices are back there talking about me to each other
calling me names saying that i need to die maybe there right

I havnt spoken to anyone about how i feel, my counsellor has left the service I use and i am on the waiting list to see another, but it could take weeks. I missed my dr's appt this week because I didn't get to sleep until about 6am and it was at 9. meh I feel awful, just want to sleep all the time, but at night when I actually want to sleep I can't