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Louise 15-12-2011 06:19 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 15-12-2011 10:20 PM

*Hugs louise*

Synthetisk 16-12-2011 12:20 AM

*hugs all around*

Going to pick up my prescription tomorrow. Hopefully the receptionist won't be as nasty as the last one.

one_step_closer 16-12-2011 10:44 AM

Some receptionists don't even act like human beings.

Doikers 16-12-2011 10:55 AM

I have to do that too Feli *Hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay*

caiden 16-12-2011 11:51 PM

checking in. just got home after spending two days in the local risis stabilization unit. doing a little better than i have been. hugs to all. take care and stay safe

Doikers 17-12-2011 10:52 AM

*Hugs Caiden*

Louise 17-12-2011 03:29 PM

hugs everyone - really tired today, just wanting to sleep.

How is everyone else?

Doikers 17-12-2011 04:59 PM

*Hugs Louise*

m0nk 18-12-2011 12:15 AM

at a party. told someone i had a self injury recovery bracelet after i let her loan it for 1 minute. then she asked me if my arms were really messed up. i know this is like a taboo for me. i had two beers. im at a fork post with my life now. thoughts going slowly against the wrong way. i havent cut in like month and a half. but lately i've been thinking about just using them again. or ending my life. cause no one knows me i feel like it doesnt matter what i do that i will never ever get to know someone again. just like a open door with me infront of it but i dont know how to move.

m0nk 18-12-2011 05:23 AM

god damnit. everyday im feeling im drifting to something thats gonna hurt me.

Doikers 18-12-2011 10:48 AM

*Squishes Monk*

m0nk 18-12-2011 10:33 PM

i started to save up my sleep med now. its not much but i cant get stoned or something cause they will know cause i just found out this is kinda a mini ward. i cant even nudge the fire alarm cause then it will trigger a silent alarm that brings the main chief of the fire departmant like last time. and im gonna keep asking for sleep med til i have enough to get drugged on so i can feel that im doing something with my life instead of just beeing alive. cause no one cares.

Doikers 19-12-2011 11:10 AM

*Hugs Monk Hard* I Care Monk :)

Louise 19-12-2011 01:22 PM

i care monk

m0nk 19-12-2011 02:42 PM

i still got the recovery bracelet though and it helps. havent thought about doing that in about month and a half. it works like a charrm. *hugs doikers and louise*

Doikers 19-12-2011 02:54 PM

*Hugs Monk* If you like you can call me Mark :)

youngatheart 19-12-2011 04:20 PM

Hi everyone :) I havent been around for ages but always come back :) hows your day going? Im Sam for anyone that doesnt know :0)

Doikers 19-12-2011 04:57 PM

Hi Sam *waves* I Forget if Hugs are okay?

caiden 19-12-2011 10:46 PM

hi everyone. im back again. hugs for everyone. i messed up pretty bad, so now im in trouble with my family, and i see the doc in three days. dont know what to do. but i will make it through somehow. i alwys do.
*leaves plate of sugar cookies and pithcer of milk for all ho want some*

Doikers 20-12-2011 10:42 AM

*Hugs Caiden*

Laura2.0 21-12-2011 05:18 PM

*hugs all* how are you?

I wasn't here in about 4 months because I was IP, they released me back into the wild world and I can do my evil things again... j/k

caiden 22-12-2011 01:18 AM

hey everyone. checking in again. they kicked me out of the hospital after just a few short days stay in the stabilization unit becuse they didnt feel that i was in a crisis. now i go to my nurse and doc evaluations tomorrow to talk to them abut how im doing. not sure how thats going to go. if im honest, i may end up ip for longer this time. im nervous about it. all i can ask is that you all wish me luck. *hugs to all* hope you all are doing ok. talk to you later!

Doikers 22-12-2011 08:41 AM

*Hugs Laura!* Hey You ! :) Missed you :)

*Hugs Caiden* Good Luck Hun :)

Doikers 22-12-2011 12:49 PM

*Hugs y'all*I'm at my parents and family from the states are visiting soon,, so yeah busy , sorry for not keeping up in advance , tis the freaking season.....

Laura2.0 22-12-2011 09:14 PM

*Hugs Mark* missed you too! Is it stress for you when the whole family is there?
*Hugs Caiden* how did it go?

Doikers 23-12-2011 10:46 AM

Yes Laura it certainly is *Hugs*

Laura2.0 23-12-2011 02:58 PM

*hugs Mark* it's the same for me, so I already planned something nice to do for when we're done with all the christas visits and stuff. Now I have something to look forward to when I'm getting stressed.

hannahs04 23-12-2011 03:14 PM

Hey y'all sorry i haven't been around. So sorry to hear of all the struggles :(( *hugs*

Laura2.0 23-12-2011 03:49 PM

*Hugs Hannah*

Doikers 23-12-2011 09:11 PM

*Hugs Hannah*

*Hugs Laura*

PoisonedApple 23-12-2011 10:30 PM

*wanders in* hi everybody *leaves hugs and plushies for all*

Laura2.0 23-12-2011 11:15 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay* *hopes that is the right name*

good night all

Doikers 24-12-2011 09:52 AM

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

Doikers 24-12-2011 12:37 PM

Have a wonderful Christmas everyone *Hugs* I'll be around but pretty sporadically *Festive Hugs*

one_step_closer 25-12-2011 11:45 AM

Hope you all have as nice a Christmas as possible. I'll be online at various times if anyone needs to talk or anything.

Laura2.0 26-12-2011 10:30 PM

*hugs mark*
*hugs lindsay*

I'm going to friends tomorrow and am going to return on jan 2nd. Hope you all had a great time for christmas and are going to have a great time on new years eve.

caiden 26-12-2011 11:10 PM

*hugs to everyone* hi again. just checking in

Doikers 27-12-2011 12:23 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Caiden*

Auragrace 29-12-2011 07:45 PM


need a hug :( I havnt felt great all day shakey legs feeling like I am going to pass out heartbeat feels like butterflies in my chest and I am so so tired. I dont know what they are symptons of

Doikers 30-12-2011 10:45 AM

*Huggles Kymmie*

Doikers 31-12-2011 11:37 AM

*Morning waves*

Doikers 01-01-2012 12:11 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR Wardies!!!!!

one_step_closer 01-01-2012 12:20 PM

Happy New Year everyone!

Auragrace 01-01-2012 10:26 PM

Thanks for your hugs x

Doikers 02-01-2012 10:09 AM

That's okay Kymmie *Huggles*

m0nk 02-01-2012 03:22 PM

i ended up in the emergency after 24th. but i wasnt sent to the ward for no apparent reason. dkwhy. new years went great. we havent got snow though. only in the mountains but not like last year when we had 30+ cm with it. havent been here in a while. made me think bad things about myself for not posting anything. i really wanted to go to the ward so i could sneak away some sleep pills. then today i met someone that works at the ward and she said i should opportune myself by using the user controlled bed i have. but im not feeling like i want to do anything. i cant even sit in my bed. and i have nothing to do. i wanted to draw something two days ago. but i didnt have any paper. day in day out boooooring. i tried sleeping on the floor like i did last time i was depressed. kinda worked cause its warm and made me feel good.

sometimes i feel like i could cry forever
a river of pain and lifeless blood
i would cry forever
and let the agony flow away

i will cry forev er
the pain doesn't cease; neither will the blood
crying forever
maybe someday, when my tears stop, my soul will too

i am crying forever
my body is racked with the guilty sinking
and as the bright colors swirl around me
i evanesce into my gray world

i cried forever
no one to stop me
my tears never ended
instead of stopping the tears...i stopped my heart.

styled_wrong 02-01-2012 06:30 PM

need to be here for a bit i think :(

Doikers 03-01-2012 09:17 AM

*Hugs Monk*

*Hugs Styled wrong if okay?* Hi I'm Mark , welcome to the ward :)

one_step_closer 03-01-2012 10:36 AM

Welcome to the ward, i'm Lindsay.

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