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wildly insane 11-09-2009 12:18 AM

*hugs everybody*

I'm off to Liverpool tomorrow, moving, new job, new everything, I think I'm in a state of simmering panic.

Anyway I just wanted to check in and calm down and also say hi to everyone again and of course unlimited hugs and cookies.

*hugs Arwen* I know what you mean hun, but don't beat yourself up about it, alcohol is a difficult demon to control

*hugs Oly* I hope the voices leave you alone, I hope you can do the OU course, you have so much talent

*hugs secrets* hope you're okay

*hugs Kahlia* I hate bikes, let me walk any day, hope everything with the psych and the physio goes ok.

*hugs helen* have fun hun

*hugs everyone else*

Kahlia1981 11-09-2009 01:00 PM

*hugs everyone*

Hannah ~ I'm enjoying the freedom that riding a bike gives me although I'm terrified of breaking my wrist or popping my shoulder out while I'm riding. Going down slopes is the worst.

My physio has given me a stack more exercises for my shoulder ... even though the surgeon hasn't cleared me for any. I hope she knows what she is doing although I think she needs to see a pdoc for treatment.

ScarlettAngel 11-09-2009 01:10 PM

am i allowd to crash here for a while? im so lost and have nowhere to go, nowhere! i just need someone to come up, give me a cuddle, tell me they love me AND MEAN IT!!!
im so stupid, i wish i wasnt me :(
i thought i was doing so well... till now.

Kahlia1981 11-09-2009 01:13 PM

*cuddles ScarlettAngel* ~ Of course you can crash here. If you need it we have a denial tent where nothing bad can happen and you can separate yourself from the world a bit, a smoking shelter and multiple corners with people hiding in them. Do you want to talk about what's happening to make you feel the way you feel?

ScarlettAngel 11-09-2009 01:19 PM

im scared and angry, alone and exhausted. i dont know who i am, where i am, what im doing, where im going or why. i dont want to say much coz i dont wanna trigger anyone. i just have no friends, only a bf who is half the problem.
id like to seperate myself from the world, in a healthy and safe way, not the ways i been doing it.
im new to this thread though, and im scared

SoMuchMore 11-09-2009 05:28 PM

*hugs scarlettAngel* Don't be scared about being new to this thread, we are friendly. I'm sorry you are having such a hard time right now. Feel free to vent away if you need to.

My family is coming down to my university this weekend... I don't really know if i want to see them, I have to change my personality a lot around them, hide a lot of crap... but I still love them. It's my sister's birthday in a few weeks so I am going to decorate my apartment for her, but I don't have any decoration stores around my campus so I think im gonna use halloween decorations as that is all they sell in the drug store here :-P

Kahlia1981 11-09-2009 11:26 PM

*hugs ScarlettAngel* ~ I have to echo Laura's sentiments. Feel free to vent here, what happens here stays here.

*hugs Laura* ~ I hope things go well with your family. I can understand your concerns. I have to change a lot of things about myself around my family - although they are starting to realise that things in my life aren't as simple as they once thought.

I'm trying to work out what to do about my laptop. The last time it got sent away the "repairers" claimed that they couldn't see the problem that I had described, and so sent it back untouched. The problem is that the screen shows a pixellated pattern on the desktop background. There is realistically only three parts of the computer that it can be - the screen, the graphics card and the connector, but they haven't tried replacing all those parts. My housemate thinks it's because they can't get the spare parts and still want to be paid. I have to work out what I'm going to do because my computer is basically useless in its current state. It really frustrates me....

Kahlia1981 13-09-2009 03:59 AM

*hugs everyone*

I hope I haven't scared everyone off with being a post-hog. :(

SoMuchMore 13-09-2009 09:13 AM

*hugs Kahlia* your not a post-hog. How are you?

*hugs everyone else*

Hanging with my sister tonight, its 4am here... we have to get up in 5 hours so we can be ready to meet my parents in the morning... then i get to do work all day woohoo *sarcasm* o well, at least it's been a distraction.

zowie 13-09-2009 03:41 PM

*Cuddles all round*

I've had a nice weekend, but am very very sunburnt!

I sent an email to a friend from a couple of years ago when I lived with my (then) bf in Hampshire. I met her through my auntie, and she's a really lovely woman. We've kept in touch over text, but she asked me to send her an email and let her know how everything's going. I told her about how I'm almost 9 months free of SH and hospital, about the wonderful friends I've made in the last year, and about how I started a college course which I feel optimistic about.
It just made me feel happy reading it back to myself. I would have never believed that I would be in this place and feel good about it :)

It's my 20th birthday in exactly a week. I didn't think I'd make it to 20, or if I did, I thought I'd be an absolute wreck.

Happy times.

realflifefaerie 13-09-2009 05:57 PM

It's been quiet in here over the weekend maybe thats a good sign?

*hugs Kahlia* don't worry about posting, your laptop seems to be taking forever I can't remember if you complained to them?

*hugs zowie* well done for coming so far, sometimes an email to someone else can really highlight it for you.

*leaves hugs for everyone else*

I'm still all over the place, maybe I should just lie down and take it.

Kahlia1981 14-09-2009 10:38 AM

*hugs everyone*

My laptop is playing nicely now .... which just makes it more likely to be a fault with the connector - either that it's loose or faulty. But anyway, it means that I'm able to use my laptop again without the pixellation problems on the screen. Thank you to whoever made it fix itself lol.

Tomorrow I have to go up to the hospital for an appointment with the fracture clinic followed by an appointment with the orthopaedic surgeon. Well there will probably be space between the two appointments but it basically means that I waste a day. But I suppose it's worth it because my wrist will get checked again and then my shoulder will get checked. I expect to be sent for physio...

I still haven't heard anything about my referral to the hospital for a pdoc...

zowie 14-09-2009 12:53 PM

I want my mummy :'(

shadowedseraph 14-09-2009 02:39 PM

*hugs zowie* whats wrong sweetheart?

zowie 14-09-2009 04:34 PM

I just miss her so much. It's my birthday soon, and it's so hard to believe that she'll never be there for any of them. Every special occasion feels hard I guess. It's been four years, maybe I shouldn't be getting so upset; but I'm always so aware of how she's not here, and I think I'll always be hurt by that.

midnite 14-09-2009 08:21 PM

signing in, maybe i'll just stay here and hide from my probs

realflifefaerie 14-09-2009 09:10 PM

quickly runs in and leaves hugs

~Kaytee~ 14-09-2009 11:17 PM

Hi everyone... sorry I haven't be around..
I'm here now.. I think.. not doing too good but oh well :)
I'm off to uni soon so I'll come back later x

Kahlia1981 14-09-2009 11:51 PM

*hugs everyone*

Outcast Angel 14-09-2009 11:57 PM

Ok if I curl up in the corner please?

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