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Snuffles 27-01-2009 04:40 AM

Well well what do you know.. we have to be out by the 20th of Feb. The house sold today.. bugger it. This is ****. We havn't found a place yet. We're STILL waiting on the stupid letter from Miks dad so we can actually APPLY for places... FFS... This is just crap.. PLUS mums anniversary is on the 13th.. Guess how I will be spending it? Packing, stressing.. all that **** i don't WANT to do on that day.. oh well nothing turns out right hey? Dunno how we're going to get a place since none of us are working.. Grrrrr

Sorry guys, just majorally upset and angry and stressed *huggles*

MammaMia 27-01-2009 05:16 AM

*cuddles all and returns cuddles*

Have to be up in 3 hours.
Don't want to sleep but need to.
I'm too scared to sleep.
I'm sure, well I know he wants me to sleep so he can hurt agaim.

Snuffles 27-01-2009 05:27 AM

Stay safe helen.. hope he doesnt do anything =(
love you *cuddles tight*

mouse in darkness 27-01-2009 11:10 AM

Hi everyone *Gives cuddles to everyone* just checking in. Am ok right now I think it is due to the 12 hour sleep I had sunday. Just wishing this pain would end. *pats puppy SinClair and goes back under the bed with denial teant over it*
Sorry am not being very helpful at the moment.

Tears of Solitude 27-01-2009 12:47 PM

Checking in. Feels like I should have a long stay.

Feeling totally numb and sad to the core.

No fight in me today, Im totally empty........

realflifefaerie 27-01-2009 01:06 PM

*hugs everyone* theres too many names for me to remember.

All I want to do is sleep, I feel overwhelmed and deflated and just meh. Im so glad I get to go home in 3 sleeps, I need the bf.

anarchistl0ve 27-01-2009 01:08 PM

Checks in wrapped up in purple blanket with bear* i am okay.. for now

Kija 27-01-2009 01:28 PM

*cuddles everyone*
more bad news. where is the button in the universe that says enough is enough?
crawls into denial tent for another day.

rockaroni 27-01-2009 01:49 PM

I want to come check in here...

But I have nothing to say :/

things are just a bit crap.

*leaves hugs for all and hides in a corner*

Mary Anne 27-01-2009 01:49 PM

Afternoon everyone,

Helen - that's a busy week - hope you have fun.

*Leaves hugs for everyone*

MammaMia 27-01-2009 02:11 PM

*cuddles all* Just a very quick check in as I have to get back to my friend in uni halls...

I'm having a **** day- overslept, train cancelled which delayed me and now I've found out I've failed yet another assignment, meh

Detour. Derail 27-01-2009 03:22 PM

sleep....in here for abit...

when I wake up..






Damnation. 27-01-2009 05:48 PM

Bleh *hugs all*. Council went okay. Don't owe as much as they said, 'cause they're twats. Looking at a house tomorrow. Losing my mind. Cba to go into more detail

wildly insane 27-01-2009 05:49 PM

Welcome Becca and Katie *big hugs*

*hugs everyone else too* it's a good job the denial tent doesn't have a max capacity :)

take care everyone, wishing you all the love in the world

anarchistl0ve 27-01-2009 06:11 PM

comming in to just give hugs is fine rockaroni

Kahlia1981 27-01-2009 07:24 PM

Anyone know how to make the flashbacks stop ?? Am getting truly sick of them. Last night I started thinking one of my housemates was him. Took me ages to get myself in control. Would not be surprised if the house collection of knives found its way into my room. Twice last night had walked to the door of my room on my way to get a kitchen knife to defend myself with. Think I'm losing the plot .... that's if I ever had it to begin with.

Anyway, sorry for my ranting.

*offers hugs to everyone and gives attention to puppy SinClair*

Kija 27-01-2009 08:20 PM

that sounds horrible kahlia. *hugs*
*hugs to everyone*
god i feel sh*t
just want it all to end.

Emo 27-01-2009 08:29 PM

dont know f am ok to eat someone said something about BMI in chat and it makes me feel so fat i dont think i should eat

Kija 27-01-2009 08:34 PM

*hugs purple goddess* im sure ur ok to eat. sorry that chat made u feel bad. :(

zowie 27-01-2009 08:35 PM

Hello Katie :) *big hugs* Wanna talk about why you feel so crap?

*Hugs for everyone else*

Having a terrible day. Slept for most of it because of lorazepan and my care co ordinator never called me back.
Cuts don't need stitches though, so I guess since I'm not SHing everyday I'm still two months free. Right? Or does anyone think I'm copping out? x

Kahlia1981 27-01-2009 08:54 PM

*hugs Ella* - I have similar issues when people mention BMI/weights etc. Just try and hang in there. You will be okay to eat, I'm sure of it.

*hugs Arwen* - I'm glad the cuts don't need stitches. You can count it as a slip Arwen, it depends on how you think of it.

*hugs Kija back* - Yeah it isn't easy or nice. Are you okay ??

Kija 27-01-2009 08:55 PM

thanks for asking kahlia. no i'm not ok. everything is just getting too much.

realflifefaerie 27-01-2009 09:00 PM

*hugs Kija* I'm sorry your finding things too much, is there anything you can take a step back from at the moment.

Secrets is actually a little more positive though she can't stop eating...bad secrets

Kahlia1981 27-01-2009 09:00 PM

Anything in particular Kija - pushing things over the edge I mean ?? Anything you'd like to talk about ??

Kija 27-01-2009 09:10 PM

theres just so much going on, and im letting everyone down. plus my meds are being reduced and i think thats making me "low".

zowie 27-01-2009 09:15 PM

I have no control over anything.

The following content has been hidden - Reason : Triggering ED
But I can take control over my eating. I'm going to stop being so greedy and fat. No more binging. No more purging. Just starving. I'm going to starve and starve and starve.
I'm so happy.

Detour. Derail 27-01-2009 10:25 PM


burnt out.

written off.

broken down.

messed up.


How can One person be soooo broken?!?!?!

Is anyone else dreading Valentines as much as me?

I think I may hide...

It'll only make me feel WORSE

Snuffles 27-01-2009 11:00 PM

*sniff* Not sure I can do this now =(

pixiedust 27-01-2009 11:47 PM

*gives out hugs to everyone* sorry I get overwhelmed by replying to more than one post but I'll try to improve.

I got some sleep last night but still feel really tired today. Have felt a little bit better but my head is getting noisy now and it's too late to take my medication. The drink is tempting me too but I'm trying to resist.

wildly insane 28-01-2009 12:17 AM

*hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs* I feel completely helpless to say anything, all I can do is offer big, gigantuan, friendly, binary hugs and hope that tomorrow is better than today.

Feel free to take puppy SinClair for a walk, I find dog walking very therapeutic.

Damnation. 28-01-2009 12:19 AM


Originally Posted by Voice Of Reason (Post 1386227)
Is anyone else dreading Valentines as much as me?

I think I may hide...

It'll only make me feel WORSE

Oh my God, yes. I tend to ****ing hate it anyway, but it's going to be ten times worse this year >__<

Snuffles 28-01-2009 01:02 AM

Valentines Day- Yes.. Mum died day before it, then her bday is 2 days after it. So it's just going to be painful. PLUS unless all this housing stuff gets sorted out we won't be spending it together celebrating, we'll probs be doing all we can do bloody survive.. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr

ravynsoul 28-01-2009 01:20 AM

*comes out of denial tent* *offers lots of hugs for everyone and gladly receives those offered.*

Sorry, I'm not able to reply to everyone atm, I get too anxious that I'll forget someone, but I am thinking of you all!

Hope things start to brighten for people soon.

About Valentine's Day... can't we have like a space dedicated in here where we can hide out from it and all the things that go along with it??

Damnation. 28-01-2009 01:30 AM

Ohh Katie, I'm sorry... *hugs tightly*

Ravyn: Sounds like a damned good idea to me

ravynsoul 28-01-2009 01:37 AM

*hugs Katie* I hope February passes quickly for you; and this all done and the stress leaves soon.

Dayna: if everyone agrees, I think we should have a nice cafe to sit and chat and drink some coffee or lattes or whatever; and forget about mid-February [I think I will try to refer to that day/days as that instead]. We already have the denial tent to sleep and hide away in; so maybe a cafe where we can hang out works? I'm open to lots of other suggestions.. my imagination isn't all that large :P

pixiedust 28-01-2009 01:39 AM

*hugs Katie* I know it's not the same but 4th Feb is when my best friend's birthday would've been.

ravynsoul 28-01-2009 01:43 AM

*hugs pixiedust* sorry to hear that; do you want to talk about it at all?

Damnation. 28-01-2009 01:49 AM

Ravyn: I'm tempted to go around shouting '**** Valentine's Day' on the day <__<;;

Pixie: >__< I'm sorry as well *hugs*

pixiedust 28-01-2009 01:51 AM

Thank you both but to be honest I'd rather not at the moment. I'm scared it would send my over the edge.

ravynsoul 28-01-2009 01:55 AM

Dayna: I'd support that... never been much of a fan of it.. that's for sure.

Pixie: You need to do what is best for you and take care of yourself first; *Hugs*


well i'm off to bed early.. still not quite over being sick; so I need my sleep :S

pixiedust 28-01-2009 02:00 AM

*hugs back*

I hope you sleep well and feel better tomorrow x

anarchistl0ve 28-01-2009 02:00 AM

*hugs all around* btw when did we get a puppy here :)

Damnation. 28-01-2009 02:11 AM

Ravyn: >_O *Hugs* Nighty night then

Pixie: Tis understandable

Anarchist: *Hugs you too* When Wildly Insane started posting, if I remember rightly

anarchistl0ve 28-01-2009 02:22 AM

:( i feel bad that i had not posted in a while i really do need you all. *snuggles in blanket a bit*

Damnation. 28-01-2009 02:23 AM

Don't worry about it, Anarchist, it's fine *hugs tightly*

anarchistl0ve 28-01-2009 02:42 AM

thank you cyanide

Damnation. 28-01-2009 02:49 AM

No need to thank me, and please, call me Däyna

anarchistl0ve 28-01-2009 03:23 AM

okay :) since i am new to you most here have called me becca

Snuffles 28-01-2009 04:13 AM

Thanks guys *cuddles* And pixie- thinking of you its tough hey =(

Ohh well good news, shes going to get him to write the letter for us tonight so we can start to apply yay plus i called my counsellor at uni, im seeing her on monday yay..

Damnation. 28-01-2009 04:15 AM

Alrighty then, Becca it is ^__^. Nice to meet you

Katie: Yaay! Hope that all works out for you

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