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happiness...its all a lie 02-07-2012 10:43 PM

good night sleep well x

RootsbeforeBranches 03-07-2012 05:52 AM

Today has been a rough day of goodbyes up in my college town. Left me feeling broken. Gonna head to sleep but hugs to everyone!!

horselover 03-07-2012 08:35 AM

*Comes in and finds corner* anybody in?

sapphire hearts 03-07-2012 10:13 AM

hey everyone *hands out cookies and margaritas* I'm in Cyprus on holiday at the moment, so not been around as much, the wifi at the hotel costs a bomb :(

I'm actually alright atm, except the random hatred of all the skinny girls in bikinis with their unscarred, unblemished bodies. Really triggering the ED side of me.

I'm learning rudimentary mixology from a barman down the beach, so anyone fancies a virtual cocktail, I'm your girl!

xMakeSomeNoisex 03-07-2012 10:35 AM

*Hugs everyone*

My depression has gotten somewhat better I suppose. I am just really exhausted because I have been battling with my eating issues once again. Anyway I have been working on my anxiety issues and yesterday I managed to go to the gym even though their were quite a few people there. I just had to keep repeating to myself that I used to be able to do this normally and that it really isn't as big a deal as I make it out to be. I was extremely anxious and uncomfortable, so I managed to make myself stay for 30 minutes but I felt an anxiety attack coming on so I had to get out of there. Still it was a big step for me to go to a place that had a lot of people in it. I doubt that I will be able to do it again so soon but I am trying.

happiness...its all a lie 03-07-2012 10:41 AM


*settles down for the day*

Laura2.0 03-07-2012 06:06 PM

*hugs all* how are you?

Katie - do you know any nonalcoholic cocktails? I'm not allowed to drink alcohol because of le meds and I don't want to try what would happen if I did.

happiness...its all a lie 03-07-2012 09:29 PM

hey laura
hows you?*hugs*

is it sad that im excited today has been fairly average and im excited by it? just because i havent felt really low all day. This is the first day in like forever.

Laura2.0 03-07-2012 09:33 PM

I don't think it is sad to be excited about feeling good in a long time.

happiness...its all a lie 03-07-2012 09:34 PM

thanks :)

how are you?

RootsbeforeBranches 04-07-2012 03:21 AM

I'm up visiting my grandparents on holiday and I have never wanted to disappear more. I'm writing this on my kindle so it will be short. Just witnessed my slightly mentally ill older cousin almost give my 86 year old uncle another stroke by screaming at him about nothing. Also had my grandmother tell me that tattooed people are somehow lesser than those without tattoos. She doesn't know I have a tattoo on my back. Oh and she told every single person she knew while we were out that I am on a diet and when they told me that I am gorgeous and didn't need to be on a diet she stopped them and said - yes she does.

I want to disappear.

I want to cut.

happiness...its all a lie 04-07-2012 10:03 AM

*hugs* sorry your having a bad time. How are you today?

im going to settle in for the day and sleep :)

RootsbeforeBranches 04-07-2012 01:58 PM

Sleep helps so much. Hug to you happiness <3

happiness...its all a lie 04-07-2012 02:15 PM

cant sleep mind is too busy *hides under blanket and sobs*

xMakeSomeNoisex 04-07-2012 03:02 PM

I had a bad night yesterday and am feeling horrid today but I am just going to sleep and maybe watch some movies. (I am a very boring person). My mom is driving me crazy saying how I have lost so much weight and keeps praising me, honestly it just annoys me and I wish she would stop because it is so not helpful to hear that. Blah hopefully tomorrow is a better day. Atleast tonight it will just be me at home so I can relax and not worry about anyone bothering me.

*curls up under blanket*

midnightphoenix 04-07-2012 03:28 PM

*Hugs and snuggles everyone* I'm tired out I've been out all day. I so want to reopen a scar though just because it's not a pretty scar (I've got a dressing on it so I can't see it now)

sapphire hearts 04-07-2012 04:03 PM

*hugs dylan* don't open it sweetie, it won't help.

*hugs Laura* hope you're ok sweetie

*hugs RootsBeforeBranches* I know it's difficult honey, but you can get through this. People being insensitive is horrible, but their prejudices are their problem, not yours. hope you're alright.

*hugs MakeSomeNoise* sleep and movies are good things, not boring things. enjoy your peace and quiet.

I don't know how I'm feeling. I don't think I'm really feeling anything. Which is better than bad I suppose :S don't know. *hugs to everyone*

happiness...its all a lie 04-07-2012 04:15 PM

dont open it dylan it wont help hun.

why cant people just let me be ill and miserable and fail at life like i am? why do they want me to do things. I just want to curl up and cry.

sapphire hearts 04-07-2012 04:48 PM

*hugs Faye* because we don't think you fail at life, and we love you and want you to be happy.

*hands Faye margarita*

Laura, I could do you a Strawberry Slurpie Supreme? No alcohol, but lots of strawberry and chocolatey goodness :)

happiness...its all a lie 04-07-2012 05:34 PM

but i do fail, i always fail. I cant do anything. Im a big fat weak pathetic ugly failure.

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