*hugs Alexx and brews a coffee for her to drink*

thankies.
*takes coffee*
*sips it*
*begins to fall asleep*

i keep crying :/

*puts her hand in her pocket*
*finds all her meds*
im confused.
im scared.
Why is everyone ignoring me :crying:

Alexx sweetie, what's up?

*hugs*

Alexx...y would we ignore u? We'll never do that xxx

bleh...
i got horribly drunk last night...
which was fun...and i felt great..
but the guy i was with...who i like alot...knows ive hurt myself and i feel like i let him down coz i was trying to get through this for him and my best mate....
but ive let everyone down...
im such a f*ckup...
and i fell asleep without taking my meds.
Im lay on the couch...not even dressed yet...
i really cant move.
i feel like such a waste.
im never gonna achieve anything....
i just want to die :/
everyone hates me anyway :pinch:

im sorry...im so paranoid....
I.CANT.DO.THIS

I dont wanna be alone :crying:

*throws a pillow at Alexx*

I don't hate you

*warm snuggles*

Please take care hunni... I wish I had more for you but I'm exhausted and a bit out of it...

Its ok.
*snuggles and cries quietly*
I'm sorry :(

I'm here for alexx....

Do look after urself :-)

Stay safe and if u need anything just yell out to us

*cries again*
Im bored of crying now...
I cant stop though...



Can you make someone love me just for me?:crying:

*throws a teddy bear for alexx*

*picks it up and curls up in the corner*

Alexx honey i hope you are doing better
you arent a fvckup at all

Alyssa if your cousin is already doing so much better maybe there won't be any long-term effects even in 10 days? *fingers crossed*

lil-princess Emma, how are you now hun?

*passes round fuzzy blankets and chocolate to all*

Callie i feel really really down :crying:
I dont want to do this anymore...
I'm pretending to be fine to everyone online...
It's too hard...

*hides in the corner*

*squishes everyone*

I'm having an awful day. My new mobile phone (that I got for my 18th) has broke. Before that I smashed two cups, well the handles off them and broke down crying then.....and I still haven't heard from my friend. ALSO I got a REALLY horrible myspace message the morning, well not horrible, but not nice *shudder*

*breaks down again and lies down in the tent*

Alexx honey you don't have to pretend
you don't have to suffer alone
please call your doc or somebody honey
hang in there - you aren't alone
remember we are all really in the magical Denial Tent and we are all together and safe and we all understand and never have to hide ourselves there
Helen i'm sorry about the myspace message and your phone
i am SO clutzy and i go through phones like THAT so i never get nice ones!! i drop them or accidentally throw them at concrete walls and crack them (long story) or they just die or they get wet lol
don't feel bad - clutzyness gives us character *nods*
could you ring the hosp and ask after your friend, or ask to speak to her and see if you can visit? you mean your preggie friend, right?
*hugs everybody*

My doctors gone on holiday :'(
he's left me...
i dunno who to call...
Im scared...

*sits whispering and rocking*
everyones gone...
gone away..
I should go..
go away..
*whimpers*

long time no visit!!! any of the crowd who will remember me around? *waves to everybody I don't know*

*drags self and duvet into a corner and lights up* anyone up for art therapy later?