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frenchhorn 23-04-2011 10:15 PM

*hugs Matt* here if you want to talk about anything. Please stay safe.

frenchhorn 23-04-2011 11:24 PM

just to let people know I may dissappear for a few days, as I'm not sure if I shall have internet straight away in my flat. But I'll be back ASAP.

*leaves cuddles and lots of cal free treats for all*

love ya all.

Cazki 23-04-2011 11:28 PM

*Hugs Louise* Are you ok hun?

*Hugs Mark* How are you?

*Hugs Laura* How are you?

*Hugs Crimson* How are you?

*Hugs Oliver* Thanks for letting us know, i hope the move goes ok. I'm sorry your stuggling

*Hugs Kahlia* How are you?

*Hugs Matt* I hope you feel better soon

*Hugs Kelly* I'm sorry your hurting and not feeling great, if you need to talk some more we are here for you.

frenchhorn 23-04-2011 11:37 PM

*hugs Ian* how are you?

Kahlia1981 23-04-2011 11:48 PM

*hugs anyone who wants/needs them*
*waves at everyone else*

*hugs Ian* - I'm surviving. Better than I would have expected considering I didn't sleep last night and have had bad insomnia problems for the last 10 days or so. How are you going?

*hugs Oliver* - I hope that the move goes flawlessly. I don't have long until we move and the excitment is building. I hope that you get your internet connected as soon as possible.

Tomorrow (25/04/11) will be my 32 months SI free milestone. In some ways I can't believe that I have made it this far. It hasn't been easy but I've managed to keep myself safe despite all the troubles.

frenchhorn 23-04-2011 11:56 PM

*hugs Kahlia* congrats on 32 months, thats a great acheivement :)

Cazki 23-04-2011 11:57 PM

Kahlia: I'm sorry that you didnt sleep last night. *Hugs* I'm ok thanks. Congratulations on 32 months! Thats awesome :) well done!

Oliver: I'm ok thanks :) How are you?

Habibi 24-04-2011 01:22 AM

im giving out virtual teddies to all of those that where kind enough to give me a hug. and to those that are hurting the worst! hugs everyone :) I need hugs thank you. Thank you thank you

SoMuchMore 24-04-2011 01:54 AM

*hugs habibi* sorry i forget your name..... Thanks for the virtual teddy!!

*hugs ian* ive been better. How r u?

*hugs oliver* good luck in the move tomorrow! Sorry you aren't feeling the best.

*hugs kahlia* 32 months is amazing! so proud of you hun.

*curls up in corner*

ljmeep 24-04-2011 02:49 AM

I'm feeling better now... had time to let it go... thanks though

Oliver, hope everything goes well with the move :) *hugs*

YodaBearInterrupted 24-04-2011 02:50 AM

*gives hugs to all in here*

This evening didn't go well. At all. *sits in corner*

SoMuchMore 24-04-2011 03:06 AM

*hugs matthew* im sorry your evening was bad. im around if you need to talk.

BWchick 24-04-2011 06:19 AM


hey all! how is everyone tonight? or this morning... depending on where you are

Doikers 24-04-2011 09:49 AM

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Kahlia* Thats seriously amazing and inspiring Hun , Way to go!

*Hugs Habibi*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Megz*

I hope we all have a tolerable at worst and great at best Easter day , Happy Easter all my Wardies!

Kahlia1981 24-04-2011 10:58 AM

*huggles all who want/can accept*
*waves at everyone else*

Really not having a good day today. My arm/shoulder started really screwing up before we headed over to my fiance's parents place. When we got home we looked at our budget and we have ... maybe two months before the ***** hits the fan. We may have to not eat and barely smoke as well as cutting down our medication just to get us through. I suggested getting me readmitted to the hospital in Cairns, but my fiance wasn't at all happy about that. I guess I'll wait until Wednesday when I see my psychiatrist. *sigh* Just so damn over this all.

Doikers 24-04-2011 11:46 AM



My Social worker said she would call me at the end of the week ,2 weeks passed , I was perusded to call her , We made an appointment , I waited for her , she didn't show , I called her mobile it was off , I called the CMHT offices and was told she was on a study day . so I called her and left a right arsey message that night . we have an appointment down for Tuesday , she better show up and be helpful , I can't cope with feeling so depressed and suicidal fantasys and heart break on my own . I don't exactly trust her we've not known each other long and she already screwed up and told my housing support worker I injure , SO Mad about that , Sorry I just needed to get this out , At least Lithium is pushing my emotions right down so I feel not much but numb , yet I still get suicidal fantasys...............*Sighs*

shadowedsoul 24-04-2011 03:45 PM

squishes mark gently. im sorry your social worker is being an ass, hopfully she wont let you down this time. please dont act on the suicidal fantasys sweetie. hang in there and take care of yourself. cuddles

Doikers 24-04-2011 04:03 PM

*Hugs Jill Heaps*

shadowedsoul 24-04-2011 05:54 PM

thanks mark, hugs back.
cuddles all.

BWchick 24-04-2011 07:31 PM

*Shquishies Mark*
I hope she shows :(

Doikers 24-04-2011 07:49 PM

*hugs Megz*

Emo 24-04-2011 09:37 PM

The following content has been hidden - Reason : si trigger
want to cut my arms up again ...feel numb ...feeling unreal ...feel dead

Doikers 24-04-2011 09:45 PM

*Hugs Angel*

Mors Certa 24-04-2011 11:12 PM

Omg family gathering anxiety levels thru the roof, don't know way to do, please help

BWchick 24-04-2011 11:34 PM

why are you anxious Mors? *Huggles*

Mors Certa 24-04-2011 11:40 PM

Too many people, too much noise, no where to hide from it. Took my emergency mess and they are not helping.

BWchick 24-04-2011 11:56 PM

*Huggles* I'm sorry. just think, it will all be over in a few hours. can you ggo outside for a few minutes?

Mors Certa 25-04-2011 12:07 AM

Tried outside, helped a little, thank you

BWchick 25-04-2011 12:12 AM

anytime darliin :)

Mors Certa 25-04-2011 02:08 AM

Well, made it home, the anxiety symptoms are still there, but hopefully they will pass soon. Thank you for the help. I sure do hope my doctor starts to believe me about this soon, can't take much more of this feeling.

BWchick 25-04-2011 02:16 AM

ugh I know! anxiety is the WORST!!! just sit and have some tea or cider (I say cider because I dont really like tea) you just need to stick it to the man

SoMuchMore 25-04-2011 06:23 AM

i am not okay... i just thought someone should know that.

Doikers 25-04-2011 10:15 AM

*Hugs Mors Certa*

*Hugs Megz*

*Hugs Laura* Whats up hun?

How is everyone today?

one_step_closer 25-04-2011 11:38 AM

*hugs everyone*

Emo 25-04-2011 11:48 AM

Hi one_step_closer how are you ?
Hi mark
Am not doing so good at the moment .. feel numb and want to cut a lot
just getting over the aftermath of Easter and trying to deal with that at the moment
unsure what to do to keep busy ...maybe just hang out on the forum for a while.

Doikers 25-04-2011 12:20 PM

*Hugs Angel*

*Hugs Lindsay*

one_step_closer 25-04-2011 03:19 PM

I'm struggling with urges to self harm too, but I think I can fight them.

Mors Certa 25-04-2011 05:15 PM

I sit at the office, headphones in, trying to block the noise, trying to get the day to pass more quickly, knowing that my time here is very limited makes it very difficult to care if anything gets done. I made it through my first anxiety attack of the day, wonder how many more will happen today. Sorry for the ramble, I just needed to get it out, it is eating away at my insides.

*Hugs all that will accept them*

*Leaves a tray of goodies on the table and heads for quiet, dark corner*

Doikers 25-04-2011 05:56 PM

*Hugs Jeff* Is it okay I call you Jeff?

Mors Certa 25-04-2011 06:15 PM

It is okay to call me Jeff, caught me off guard, but still not a problem at all.

Doikers 25-04-2011 06:24 PM

Cool Jeff, I hope I didn't worry you man ? :/

Louise 25-04-2011 06:24 PM

hugs everyone

PoisonedApple 25-04-2011 06:26 PM

Oliver, how did your move go? Have the crisis team been helpful?*hugs*
*hugs Angel, Mors, Lindsay*
*hugs Mark* How was your holiday/ visit to your parents? Sorry your worker is still being such an ass...
*hugs Louise too* missed you :)

~and now for my selfish ramble...~
...I seem to have developed seasonal allergies to the only season I like to live up here for... **unimpressed**
Easter went ok at my place... Minimal fighting of the in laws (might have been because we told them our new zero tolerance policy and they feared actually getting thrown out), the kids went to their first easter egg hunt (after an indoor test run at our house so they understood how it worked) and I am proud to say my 4 yr old kicked ass! She beat all of the other kids and was one of the youngest and the only little one that hadn't done an egg hunt before lol. Dinner was delicious even if I do say so myself. Then I got bored/stircrazy/fidgety/whatever you wanna call it while everyone else was sitting around watching tv, playing games and doing nothing so I cleaned the animal cages out and gave them their easter treats and then I resumed packing... after clearing out the junk the closet is about half empty and what is left is boxes (what came out that was kept went back in boxed) and clothes that we wear frequently (my work clothes and 2 sets of weekend clothes and a set of workout clothes is my portion) and a set of sheets so we can change them while we're still living in the apartment. ...and the stuff on the shelf - photos, and some collectibles.
today started out interestingly... I remembered all of my drinks, lunch, snacks so that was good. got to work and got a voice mail of a guy ranting about this fantastic, no? but on the upside staff appreciation week has begun and thus my boss brought in bagels of all kinds for us to enjoy. A nice buttered blueberry bagel with my nice mint tea? Yes, thank you.

Doikers 25-04-2011 06:51 PM

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Crimson*

How are you girls ?, You through out your in laws crimson and best of luck with the move!

PoisonedApple 25-04-2011 06:59 PM

*hugs Mark* I'm sneezing quite a lot but swiped a box of tissues from the area outside my office... aside from that though, not bad at all. *eats ears off a white chocolate bunny*

Doikers 25-04-2011 07:10 PM

Poor bunny Wabbit!

Mors Certa 25-04-2011 08:36 PM

I feel sorry for the bunny too. :-((

misskitty112 25-04-2011 08:41 PM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 25-04-2011 08:50 PM

*Hugs Felicia*

Laura2.0 25-04-2011 08:51 PM

*hugs everyone* how are you all?
sorry i wasn't around in the last 3/4 days... I didn't really have access to the internet because I was visiting some friends.

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