That's okay Lia. We missed you too :)

I should sleep now. Night night guys. I love and miss you. I'll visit again someday.

Well done Lia and Charlie xx

I'm so so so so sorry, I don't want to hijack... but it's late, I'm desperate and I've run out of distractions :crying:

Im here and listening Sarah *hugs*

If you have facebook and want to talk on facebook chat you can add me to facebook. The link to my facebook is in my profile hun.

xx

Thanks. I'm really sorry. I don't even know why I'm trying not to do this.

Had a look at your facebook. I know it's weird, but I just think if I share my facebook here, people will see who I really am and will hate me.

I'm so messed up this evening.

Sorry again.

Dont be sorry! Do you mean you dont know why your trying not to si?

Yes. I mean - I know if I do it, I'll immediately feel better. And I know if I don't, I'll eventually get off to sleep and wake up tomorrow feeling worse and more likely to do it tomorrow.

Sorry, I don't want to be all self-pitying and pathetic. I'm horrible.

your not self pitying, pathetic or horrible.

The battle to stop self harming is hard. But eventually you will feel good for not doing it. Try to think about something else.

Have you ever played http://www.seenandshared.com/circle-the-cat.htm ???

I find it distracting.

Thanks :)

I've caught the cat a few times. I think I'm going to try and get some sleep. Thanks so much for talking with me - means a lot xx

I love catching the cat!

I hope you can sleep, it always makes me feel better!

I'm always around if you want to talk, :-) I think I'm going to go to bed too, I've been mindlessly eating sweets and Its just dawned on me I've eaten way too many and feel quite sick 0.o

xxx

Ah, thanks again.

Feel better tomorrow xx

*Hugs Lindsay* Thanks :)

*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Charlie* Congratulations to you both!!

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Sefka*

*Hugs Rhi*

It's Early o'clock here , Want to be awake for my psych appointment.

Hi Mark.

Its 12:39am here... just got home from work. Hope you appt. goes okay today.

Thankyou Laura , Sleep Well *Hugs*

Well, The Dr increased my Anti-depressants when I really wanted to be put on different ones , But he is going to refer me back to my old Psychologist for my Self Injury .

Thankyou everyone for your support :) *Group Hugs*

I'm glad your appointment went reasonably well, Mark. Sometimes an increase in medication is better than starting a new medication because you should have less side effects. If you really want to try a different antidepressant is there someone you can talk to about it?

I overdosed this morning at 2am. I couldn't hold back. I took a huge amount of pills to I had to go to the hospital. The doctor was really horrible to me and belittled everything that I said. After waiting for hours to see the doctor she got people to take my blood pressure, do an ECG, and take blood. When the blood came back it was fine so I was told to go home. I was and still am really ill. I could hardly walk and I fell in the hospital. They all thought that I was faking it. I hurt my knees and now walking is even more difficult. Along with that the medication is making my limbs move of their own accord so I keep shaking and throwing my kegs and arms about the place. I look like an idiot.

I'm upset that overdosing doesn't help any more. I just want to feel some happpiness for a change. Sorry for the huge rant.

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry the hospital staff were such ignorant , uncaring people , Please try and stay safe , If you took them at 2am you must be tired , could you try and sleep it off?

cuddles all, sorry or not being about things are still with me.
nice one charlie and lia.

*Hugs Jill*