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*Hugs Faye*
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Internet's being annoying :crying: :nono: internet |
bad internet *tells internet to work properly*
thanks yummy apple crumble *hugs mark* |
no its just a part of what once was.
and a part of my panic button. *oops* was i allowed to say that?!?!? |
*hugs all* how are you today?
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hey hun <3 how you doing?
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Heather! Hi. I'm okish today. Went to the medieval times festival where I used to ride the knights tournament when we still had the horse. I used to win and it was a bit triggering to go there but it went well. I bought new earrings!
How are you? |
yay new earrings. and omgosh thats so cool that you used to ride though- i would love to be good enough to do that ^.^ but sorry was triggring.
im a bit blah and feel icky, but will live. |
im not safe and i dont know what to do im really scared and frightened.
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anything we can do to help?
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*hugs* you could listen to music you like and sing loudly, only happy music or music with a lot of power. I do that sometimes when I'm not feeling safe.
Heather - yeah, I can ride that well, but it took me years of training. I can ride bareback without reins and I don't fall off when the horse starts to rise or whatever. But yeah... it took a LOT of training and I know 'my' horse well. But being a good rider doesn't really do anything good lately... we don't own the horse anymore and I can't ride knight tournaments with other peoples horses. |
thank you, i found out just how much im affecting my mum and i feel so guilty i just want to cut. I wish i could run away and her not see my pain anymore. I dont know what to do.
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I have an announsment to make tomorrow , sad but positive , night ya'll
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night x
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Mark: that's not fair to make us wait.
happiness: I don't know in what way you are affecting your mom. But her being affected by you means that she really loves you. I'm off to bed, too. Good night all. |
With my depression she sees me struggling and hates that im not getting better.
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hugs you all
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*hugs back*
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*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Louise* *Hugs Heather* *Hugs Faye* Dear Wardies , Today I am ONE YEAR S.I. free exactly :D . I however am struggling and have been professionally advised to not support so many people online so with a heavy heart I am provisionally discharging myself from the ward . I have been here years and dearly love you call , I will pop back and visit often , If you have facebook and want to add me please PM me , or PM me anytime if you need to chat . I am struggling recently with my mental health and if I don't take care of myself I won't be able to help others . Now as I'm crying I will leave Huggles and Fruit for you all. I wish you all the very best , <3 , Mark . |
Aww Mark it's good that you're one year SI free, we love you too and hope you pop by as often as you feel able to (hugs)
*snuggles everyone* |
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