I feel totally useless :-(

So wanna give up everything rite now...ugh...

^ what's happened hun?

What happened?

Uh, the toaster works better when it is plugged in.

I think i'm going to treat myself to a nap this afternoon. I have no idea about how many calls I'll get tonight.

Still no word from my friend or her sister.

*snuggles Ally* I couldn't sleep because of having so many nightmares at the moment :crying:

Sure does suck, I'll have to try that, thanks :)

I should :-p

I've had nearly 12 hours sleep and look dead rough lol. I feel dead rough too tbh =\

*huge hugs* What happened sweetie?

How you feeling today Ally?

Hope you manage to get a nap in Susan and I hope you can manage to get in contact with your friend sometime soon. *hugs*

*hugs Helen* Hope you get a proper nightmare-free night's sleep soon, hun.

*hugs to anyone else who wants/needs"

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As for me, well, oh, I dunno what I feel anymore. It's all so complicated, but at least I'm getting somewhere with regards to what I'm doing at uni next year and stuff so it's a start I guess. I think I'm feeling slightly better than I did yesterday though...

Nothing happened today

Just feeling really useless and lacking energy to keep on fighting :-(

*cuddles everyone*
Ugh, got a massive hangover headache... And cuts made while drunk always hurt differently the next morning:pinch:

Susan, I hope you get a nap in this afternoon. You certainly deserve it.

Helen, I'm sorry sweetie, not being able to get a decent nights sleep is awful.

Hana, I'm sorry you're unsure as to how you're feeling... But I'm glad you think it may be a bit better.

Jeremy *snuggles her sheep* you and I are emailing atm. Please take care sweetie.

irkeninvader, thanks for the teddy :-D (anyone know the history behind the name of the 'teddy bear'?... Cause I do, lol)

Hey Ku, how goes it luv?

*retreats to her corner with her blanket, teddy bear, water, and first aid stuff and attempts a nap*

I know how that feels hun, but keep fighting and your motivation will come back. We'll help you fight.

I'm, well, that quote above sums it actually.
But oh well.
Hope your headache goes away soon! And make sure you look after your cuts.
*squishes*

No nap. Instead an appointment with my primary care physician to see about my sinuses which I think are related to my tooth ache since it got better when I took a decongestant.

I'm outa here, follow my husband to the dealership as he takes the suv in, then sale at a certain grocery store in my diet pepsi.

I know who the teddy bear is named after but Ally, please tell us the rest of the story.

Hugs all around.

*snuggles Ku*
Sorry to hear it luv... Please take care.

Thank God for modern medicine... Headaches already lessening.

lol alright Blondie-mom.
*sits by the denial tent campfire to tell her tale*
Rather short actually.
Theodore (Teddy) Roosevelt (26th president of the United States) was one of those guys who liked to hunt (I think especially big game). While on a hunting trip it had been arranged (as so often happens when rich, important people hunt) for him to hunt a few animals which had been placed... I guess like stocking a lake for fishing. One of these was a bear cub. Roosevelt refused to shoot the baby bear, and upon hearing it a toy maker made a stuffed bear and named it a 'Teddy bear' after the president.

So there you have it. Maybe a few errors but the central idea is there :-)

*yawn*
Is it sad that I just woke up an hour ago and I want to go back to sleep?

*hugs back* Thanks. I didn't have any nightmares :hop: But I would like to go back to the good sleep I was getting. Gah I need structue and won't have any for months hehe well I mean permant structure ah well! All starts are good and glad you're feeling slghttly better.

I know how that feels sweet. But somewhere inside you is that strength keeping you alive *lotsa hugs*

I havent had a really decent night sleep in forever. So if I get to sleep between 1-2am and sleep for about 6/7 hours depending if I have to be up early or not....is my idea of decent these days unfortnately :pinch:

I think I'm getting better with this cold YAY! :hop:

i know the feeling Ally, i want to go to sleep all the time no matter how long i've been up!
*squishes* i'll be ok.
Glad the headache's going.
And that's a good story - what a nice start for a nice toy =)

I'm going out tonight! To a friend's house, I've even had a bath!! x

Lost is closest to useless in my "I am currently" thingy. That even though in the last two hours I've gotten my husband to work via the ford dealership, got a case of motor oil for mom in law, got two fathers day cards with no real content. And gotten groceries though I forgot milk. That's twice this week.

I still haven't heard from my 17 year old friend or her sis. Wondering if she finally succeeded in her suicide attempt.

Now, what do I do with the rest of my day? I should phone a client to pick up his stuff I guess. Clean the kitchen and laundry room....

Oh noes :(
Keep fighting Jeremy!!!!
*huggles you*
I wish I could help...

How is everyone?
Ima trying to read back...but it well aint sinking in...:blink:

^ same old with me m'deary.
and how's you?

Hey just wanted to say hi, can't really concentrate much atm but thinking of you all.
*leaves hugs for everybody*
xxxxx

*jumps on Jo*

I've missed you :(

Alexxxxxxx, I love u :D

My concentration today is worth spit too.
I just vacuumed our laundry room, which gets coated with cat litter cause our senior citizen cat is not tidy. And the bits of cat food off the kitchen floor. And a quick run through the middle.

Who is this domestic type who has taken over my body?