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zowie 02-06-2008 07:40 PM

I never liked the crisis team anyway, they never helped and made me feel like they didn't care much.
She can hurt me. She can. She's able to pull my hands away from the keyboard and the other day she choked me, I could feel her choking me.

Pomegranate 02-06-2008 07:44 PM

Zowie how do you think the Olanzapine stops her or quietens her? I understand not liking the crisis team (i don't like them either) but I am worried about you. Please will you take the olanzapine? Fight Beth.

Detour. Derail 02-06-2008 07:46 PM

Zowie, Emma's right...even if it just quietens her...it'll help...you are in control of her hun. Its YOUR body. YOU say what you do and dont do.
She's just a pest...and you can beat her.
Please stay strong and try take the Olanzapine?

zowie 02-06-2008 07:49 PM

I've taken it. Now she's really screaming at me. I'm so scared.

Detour. Derail 02-06-2008 07:51 PM

It's ok...we're here hun.
She'll stop soon.
I bet she's only screaming at you because SHE is scared.
You've been really brave. You took control over her and that is amazing.

zowie 02-06-2008 07:56 PM

Thank you. I don't know what to do, I think I'm going to hurt myself.

Detour. Derail 02-06-2008 08:16 PM

:( I'm sorry hun *hugs*

Detour. Derail 02-06-2008 08:17 PM

How easy is it to break a bone?
I had a dream last night.

Kuwairo 02-06-2008 08:30 PM

^ I imagine it's not the easiest thing in the world.
How come hun?
And hi...
I don't post in vets ever but I figured I've been here long enough, so I'd come say ello =)

Detour. Derail 02-06-2008 08:31 PM

Its just a really weird dream I had last night...It left me....thinking about it.
I would tell you..but...I wont bore you all haha :P
Hello btw :]
Nice of you to join us ^_^

Kuwairo 02-06-2008 08:36 PM

Cheers =)
Believe me, I couldn't possibly be any more bored than I am now. So go ahead!

zowie 02-06-2008 08:40 PM

I hurt myself :(

Kuwairo 02-06-2008 08:41 PM

*hugs zowie*
what's on your mind hun?

Detour. Derail 02-06-2008 08:43 PM

The following content has been hidden - Reason : Dream-Dont want to trigger anyone. Read with Caution

I was sat in a white observation room with nothing...and i mean nothing but a hammer.there were no windows...i couldnt tell where the door was and there was a large pane of reflective glass...the kind they use for line ups you know?

and i sat there for days...going out of my mind...scratching to find a door until i broke skin and there were blood smears on the walls and floorand after i dont know how long....

i picked up the hammer...and broke my collar bone with it

then i woke up

Kuwairo 02-06-2008 08:44 PM

That sounds like a horrible dream to have =(
You're not thinking of doing anything in that dream are you hun?

zowie 02-06-2008 08:45 PM

That dream sounds nasty hun *hugs*

Everything's too much for me right now. I don't know how I'm going to get through the night.

Detour. Derail 02-06-2008 08:46 PM


Originally Posted by Kuwairo (Post 814191)
That sounds like a horrible dream to have =(
You're not thinking of doing anything in that dream are you hun?


Kuwairo 02-06-2008 08:47 PM

Keep talking to us Zowie hun (sorry don't know names in vets!)
What's been happening?

Kuwairo 02-06-2008 08:48 PM

And I'm glad about that Alexx hun.
I have dreams like that sometimes.
Not nice.

lil-princess 02-06-2008 09:10 PM

Heya everyone,

I'm not going away tonight now :( my friend didn't come and get me even tho he said he was going to but in a way i'm glad but in another way i'm not if that makes sence, i wanted to go away just cause to get away from everything but now it don't look like i'm going anywhere, i don't feel good at all right now i want to cut :( and i've got very strong urges aswell, so i might just sit in the corner and cry for a little while untill i fall asleep.


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