so sorry about your horse, Laura. That really sucks. :(

*hugs ward*

my house is so quiet now... the kids are all sleeping and hubby's at work... kinda leaves me with nothing but my thoughts... kinda scary. Wish I wasn't feeling so off today... :(

even writing doesn't seem to help much right now... it would really help if I could pin point why I'm feeling so off... *sigh*

*hides under the bed*

*hugs all*

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Laura* *Peeks under the bed* Are you okay hun?

*hugs mark* how are you?

I don't know what to do. Conflicting emotions.
I know the solutions to the conflict, but I'm unable to do it.

My sister and mom saw the scars on my thigh, cause I didn't notice that my shorts moved up a bit when I sat down.

*Hugs Laura* what did they say Hun?

I know this isn't possible but I can smell vodka (Or similar) I haven't drunk this month , I have NO spirits in the flat , this is .........unsettling

hugs everyone

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

*curls up in corner to read Twilight Breaking Dawn... again*

I am not bad, how are you?

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Louise* I feel better than yesterday thanks :)

*hugs everyone*

I can't break this vicious cycle... for a lil while I am good and can do stuff... then BAM all I want to do is nothing and just cry. But I can't do that, so I have to suck it up till later... thats when the monsters come out to play :(

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Yodabear* Are you ok? I'm here if you want to chat

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Kitty*

*Hugs lj*

*hugs Atlantica back*

How are you doing?

Thanks :) im so so, are you ok?

Bouncing around I think. One moment I feel frightened of something, the next I am fine and the such. I dunno what is going on, but its weird

Oh im sorry its horrible when your mood and that goes up and down. I just wish there was more i could say and do to help. Your a great guy :)

I certainly hope so... I can never figure that out for myself to be honest. (re your last sentence/comment)

Something just doesn't feel right... and I don't know what it is right now.

*hands you brownies :)*