*hugs Aamanee*

I had terrible nightmares about being on the ward... even though I have never been on one, it seemed so realistic and real :(

I am holding on, but barely. Trying to resist, but it usually costs me something.

*hugs Matt* I used to get those before I went IP, but once I was there it all turned out a lot less scary than it was in my dreams.
*hugs tinkles* I understand you being scared of the hospital because of your past. If it is too difficult to talk for you, then maybe you could write down all the important things and hand it to your Care Coordinator in case you can't talk?
*hugs Anamee*

*comes and gets into a bed..and stays there for 2 days*

*Hugs Laura* - I will try to write it down on a piece of paper and hopefully it will be okay. I jsut want it to be over now.

Whats up Matt? keep holding on, you have the strength to get through this.

*sits with Aamanee* How are you feeling now? How did the night go?

*nurses Georgia* Are you okay? x

i didnt get any sleep at all av been awake for 24 hours once its 10 am
i miss my husband

*Huggles You all* sorry I don't have words atm.

Aamanee - do you have any sleeping pills that you could take and get a bit of shut eye? Your going to get all panicky and agitated if you dont sleep even a little bit as your body is going to go into overdrive. Glad your husband got there safely.

*hugs and sits next to mark* Mark - I know your going through a hard time but they have caught it early which is a good sign they should be able to treat it. keep strong x

No i dont have any sleeping pills tried to sleep again just layed there
only thing i do have is Valium but that dont help me sleep

No not really

*hugs all*

*hugs Georgia*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Aamanee*
*hugs tinkles*
*hugs Laura*

Had another nightmare, I hate being able to rmember by dreams or nightmares. Its quite painful sometimes. I gave in a lil last night, I'm sorry. It was just too much. But only a lil break to stem the tide of how bad it was getting. I, um, did call my old psych and he said he would try to see me today or tomorrow cause he has an open time period in the afternoon and he told me it was good I was reaching out... and after I got off the phone I immediately felt worse than before :(

hugs everyone

*hugs all*

sorry, too tired to read through all posts right now.

*Huggles Matt*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs all my wardies*

Sorry I don't have more than hugs to offer atm.

*hugs Mark* hope all is okay

Hey everyone, *hugs*

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Matt*
*hugs Louise*

I'm really tired right now, so off to get some sleep.

Hope you sleep well, Laura.

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

How are you today, Mark?

*plonks down on floor*