Annoyed with myself for getting out of bed late and fed up of 'living' a life i'm not happy with.

How are you, Laura?

*hugs Lindsay*

I got up late myself today, but it's the weekend so I don't feel annoyed about it.
I'm annoyed with myself for being not flexible with food. I know what we usually have at home so I decide that I want to eat something, then I notice that we don't have one of the things that I wanted to eat with it. Instead of improvising and eating something else I end up not eating anything.

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs everyone*
*Curls up*

*hugs Mark*
*hugs RAWWR* if okay

Morning Wardies *Hugs*

*Leaves tea and Cake*

Caaaaaaaaaake!

*Big Cakey Hugs Lindsay*

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*

how's the cake?

I bought some hot caramel cakes today. *shares*

How is everyone? I'm a bit anxious at the moment because of something that my brother is going through. Feel like I need to logically work out some more rituals that need to be in place to protect him. Maybe I need to start self harming again.

you DONT need to start sh'ing again lindsey <3
that sounds yummy :)
*sits with*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay* You Don't need to start harming again , I'm only a text away hun.

*Hugs Heather*

I cut myself. I have to do it to protect my brother. I couldn't do it well enough though because it hurt so much and was making me feel sick. I'm a failure.

How is everyone else?

Thanks. How are you?

*hugs Lindsay* how does self harm make your brother safer?
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Heather*
*hugs Alex* if ok


*hides in corner and screams into a pillow*

I hope the voices leave you alone soon.

How are you, Laura?

I just have the emotional feeling that certain things I do help or hinder my brother's well being. One of my previous psychologists said it was OCD but no one can really say that there is definitely no connection between the rituals I do and how well my brother is.

*Hugs Lindsay* Look after yourself hun.

*Hugs Alex if okay?*


*Hugs Laura* How are you Hun ?

*hugs Alex* I hope the vioces leave you soon.
*hugs Lindsay* ok, I understand that a bit better now. I don't think you need to sh though.
*hugs Mark*

No, I'm not ok.