I know that feeling, Laura. Is there something that you enjy doing that won't annoy you? Maybe listening to music would at least drown out some of the sounds that are annoying you.

I'm in so much emotional pain. Just want to die. So sick of considering how my death would effect everyone else.

*huggles Lindsay* do you want to talk about why you are feeling that way?

I am listening to music, and being on the computer takes enough of my fokus so I don't get annoyed of other things. It's just the fact that I 'fled' from the rest of the family, because I'm getting so annoyed. I want to be more sociable in my family if that makes sense? I don't want others to be extra cautious because I'm getting annoyed all the time, so I'm spending a lot of time alone lately. I don't want to isolate myself though... meh.

Hello,
anybody around at this hour?

Hi Daisy, sorry for the late reply. How are you?

*Hugs Daisy if okay?*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Louise*

How's Mark today?

*hugs Daisy if ok*
*hugs Lindsay* how are you?
*hugs Mark*

I'm not too great at the moment. How are you, Laura?

Tired. I spent almost the whole day with my best friend and now I'm exhausted.
Is there anything going on that's making you feel bad or did it come out of nowhere?

*Hugs ward*

*good night hugs to all*

I haven't been here in a while sorry about that but here is an update.

The last two weeks have been horrid my eating issues got really bad and I fell into my depression again and was having suicidal thoughts [I was having to deal with a lot of drama at home and things were just bad all around]. I did end up self harming quite a bit but thankfully the last three days I have been feeling much better. My eating issues are still a problem but that is fine for now and I am just feeling much happier lately. I have a wonderful friend who helped me through and listened to me be all depressing but her just listening really helped me out. She was very supportive and I really appreciate that she was there for me. So anywho things are better and I am much more in control now also things at home have calmed down quite a bit so that defiantly helps.

End of Update

*hugs ward*

@ Atomicx xRocket: good friends are so important. I'm glad that you are better now.

Hey everyone.

*Hugs Atomic Rocket if Okay?*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Lindsay*

*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Mark*

How is everyone today?

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

Make it stop :(

*cries* I am so tired of the family drama, the work stuff. My family always leaves me alone damn it. I am like thisclose to going off. Its annoying to be caught between a rock and q hard place... made to suffer and not be able to do anything about it

*Hugs Matt*