i slept all night then i woke up at 9 got my medicine then slept some more and woke up at 15:30 then i played some modern warfare 3 then i watched walkthroughs of games on youtube. still doing that now btw what have you guys/girls been doing? *hugs thread*

spent the day with my best friend who I love and she did my nails all nice.

How is everyone today?

I just had my Photo taken For U.S.A. Visa application and replaced my bank book.
*Huggles all*

hey guys, havnt been on here in yonks!
*hugs all*

im struggling alot right now.
there is a woman talking to me, the voices were men, but idk, they're not supposed to come back til 10th Feb 2012.

so yes, stay in this psych ward would be preferable to any other ones!

*Hugs WEb*

hugs everyone

*hugs everyone* just got back from the doc. they put me on a new med that means i get a shot once a month now instead of daily meds. still having major issues so im still holding up space in a corner if thats ok? hope you all are safe. take care

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Caiden*

thank you for all of the hugs and support despite my long absence from ryl. I sometimes forget I'm not struggling alone and don't have to suffer alone. you guys all have no idea how much you all mean to me and my life. thanks for everything you do for me and all you mean to me. take care and stay safe. hugs for everyone!

How is everyones Sunday going?

*peeks in....
hey. sorry I haven't been in for a while, I was admitted to the local Psych unit for a week and a half. Just got out a couple of days ago. It's very scary being back on the outside, it's not as safe as it was inside. idk what to do with myself. I am terrified, and I am not sure I am strong enough to do this on my own. I don't think I'm ready. Has anyone been in this position? How do I do this? I'm so exhausted and vulnerable and nervous. I am terrified of life on the outside. How do I adjust?
*curls up in the corner with my blanket and cries

*Hugs Mousie* Did they give you a CPN Or similar?

*hugs Mousie*

I'm sorry, I couldn't hold it in over the weekend and I broke down. I had to do it, I had to. It was all just too much. So much emotion of anger, depression, fear, being scared. I had forgotten what it was like to be like that case I usually am able to resist or hold out long enough that it all goes away. But no... and now I am back to feeling that if I am emotionally unstble, I just have to do it again and it helps relieve the pain. I know its wrong, but I can't help it *cries softly*

I have appointments with therapists and practitioners over the next couple weeks, but no case owrker or anything. Idk what a CPN is.

CPN stands for Care Practice Nurse I believe. Its a UK term

Comunity psychiatric nurse, but now they prefer care coordinator

hugs everyone

*Hugs y'all*

hugs mark