I get like this occasionally. Why the plan?

hehe. =] like teddy. mineminemine

*holds felicia* shh, its ok to be scared sweetheart <3

*comes in and hides under bed*

sorry I wasn't on for so long.

*Hugs Laura* Did you have a good time in Blighty?

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Felicia* <3

*Hugs Tiff*

*Hugs Heather* I don't think your teddy is big enough :P

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Mark* how are you?

*hugs Laura*

*hugs Heather* cute teddy :)

Last day with my mum and sister today :( sorry *curls up and hides*

7 weeks free today.............I SO want to **** up but I don't but I do ........ ACK!

*comes out of hiding place to hug Mark* 7 weeks is amazing :) you can keep going, I believe in you.

*cursl up again* got really bad urges to OD. I can when I get home tonight

Please dont OD Oliver , is there anyone that you can call and talk about this with like a crisis line or something ?

I could call the samaritans, but I really want to just OD. just have to get this train journey out of the way then I can.
sorry *hides*

*Hugs Oliver* Thanks :)

*Waves to Ella* How are you ?

* waves at everyone * Am good ...waiting for my husband to get back from the shop with my monster.

Oliver i think you should call the Samaritans please try and seek help you need and deserve

*waves to Ella* I'll try to, just don't like talking on the phone or calling people for help.

I understand, i dont like talking on the phone myself and seeking help.
Keep talking here and try and keep distracted.

I'll be here for another 15 mins but then I'm off cos I've got to get the train back to Manchester, so I won't be back on here until this evening, around 7.30, but I'll try to come back on instead of ODing

Please take care of yourself and ill see you when you come online again

*hugs oliver* Please look after yourself, and please try to come on line and talk to us instead of OD'ing though I know it easier said than done.

*hugs Ella*

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

I went to my non-excistant accuupuncture session , was just leaving after grabbing some water and heard a voice calling me and it was Sharron my worker who is on Maturnity leave calling me , so we walked and talked a bit , I'm just happy to have caught her and her infant son Willem , she is like my big sister , I haven't seen up until today this year , YEY :D

blates teddy isnt big enuff >.>
*cuddles everyone*