*gives Lindsay a special jar of courage*
*hugs everyone*

What is breathing space Lindsay? *Hugs*

*Hugs Crimson* How are you today?

Breathing space is a mental health helpline in Scotland. I phoned them twice in one night before and the man who I spoke to seemed a bit annoyed with me. I phoned them another time previously but they didn't seem to know what to say. I just want someone to fix me.

Oh I'm sorry Lindsay :(

I managed to phone them and was told to cut instead of overdosing but I can't any more. I physically can't make myself cut myself, it doesn't work any more. I've to keep in touch over the weekend. I'm 100% sure that i'll take an overdose, the problem is getting medical attention if I need it. I'm sorry.

How are you now, Mark?

*Squashes Lindsay Hard*

*hugs Lindsay* wow. just...omg. I can't believe that was their suggestion. that's terrible.
please be careful.

*hugs Mark* I'm feeling less of whatever was going on in my head yesterday. didn't injure. did eat. calling it a win.
how are you?

I'm tired tbh, My throat pain woke me at 3.45am , early night tonight I think.

*Hugs Crimson*

I'd say try to coat your throat with honey but most vegans i know don't consume it... maybe just tea and off to bed early is the best bet. *hugs Mark*

I hope your throat feels better soon, Mark.

I'm not vegan Crimson , Vege though , I have some throat liquid that my neighbour had perscibed but never used . I am planning on bed at 9pm UK time , meds then bed , I Drank Ginger and Lime tea with Honey in it . yesterday . *Hugs*

I feel so damn alone. :crying:

*Hugs Lindsay* *Holds your Hand*

*hugs Mark* hope it helps. Hmmm... was it Hayley that was vegan?

*hugs Lindsay and sits with* Not alone, hun.

yes Hayley is a Vegan , She won't wear wool or any animal products.
*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs all my wardies goodnight*

*hugs all*
I'm now at my parents for a few days, because tomorrow we are going to my grandma's for a family meal and the topic of conversation is crematorians and christmas, I really don't think I can cope with them talking about death and furnerals especially with my suicide plan being so close and me being obsessed with killing myself. its going to be a hard day.
sorry i'm not doing individual replies at the moment, lots of replies since I last posted and I'm not doing great myself, sorry all but lots of cuddles to you all.

*cuddles Oliver* i'm off for home soon but you can message on fb this weekend if you need.

thanks Crimson *hugs*

Heya everyone im sorry your all struggling :(

*Hugs Mark* I hope your throat gets better soon

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Khalia*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Oliver* Sorry your not doing well.

*Hugs Oliver heaps*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Ian*