I probably spelt it wrong Mark.

Why is Comic Relief so sad? I remember once I wore my pyjamas to school as part of a 'duvet day' that my English teacher arranged to buy mattresses for some children in Kenya. When we raised the money and they got the mattresses (their old ones had bugs and were giving them infections) they said it was like they had won the lottery. It's a ****ing mattress. I have the stupid mattress and bed sheets, hell I have a bed. I have a house, food, eduction, a future. I need to get a grip.

I feel ya Lia........

*hugs you all* *then puts himself in a corner* i'm in pain, I hate it

*Hugs Oliver gently* What's the matter?

*hugs Lia* thank you. I have bad stomach cramps, that boys shouldn't have, I hate it.

*runs and hides in corner*

Oh Oliver it's nothing to be ashamed of. I know you hate having it, it must feel so wrong to you. If it makes you feel any better, me too. Although probably not because I don't mind them. Well, I do, but not like you do. You won't always have them, there are medicines and things that can stop them.

thanks Lia, I know I will hopefully be on hormones within a year, but when the cramps are like this I really do hate it

You ok Lia?

spots Mark and offers hugs.

It does suck, I agree. And always at the most inconvinient times. Mother Nature has no consideration.

I'm alright. No, that's a lie. But I'm not on edge. Just feeling kinda rejected and unnoticed.

Well, we love you Lia!

I'm sorry you're hurting Oliver!

Sam, I didn't manage any more. Just a cup of tea. I'm worried about this evening though. I'm helping my kids prepare a special meal. They're bound to want me to try it.

hugs everyone

~Hugs Louise~ ~Hugs everyone else too!~

*hugs Lia, Oliver, Mark, Sam, Louise and Solo*
(did i miss anyone? i think i got everyone who's been on lately...*ponders*)
That candy looks delish Lia! I may have to get one when I go to the store later...
*offers water bottles to those that may want one*

*Hugs Solo, Louise and Crimson*

Why don't you want to try the food Solo?

I can't find my glass :(

Your glass?
this probably won't help buuuuuuuuuuuuut... where did you see it last?

accidently cut myself shaving yesterday and it brought back so many bloodly memories from over the past 2 years....

note: Don't think I told you all but my psychiatrist (CAMHS - child and mental health services) diagnosed me with depression, anxiety, insomnia and PTSD - post traumatic stress disorder.

yay.

*Hugs Shad* All that sounds like a lot to take on, but we're all here for you.

Crimson, I love that question :) The answer tends to be 'if I knew that, it wouldn't be lost'. I honestly don't know. I had it on my desk then I got a new one and I thought I put it in there but now I can't find it.

Lia, Sorry if this is repeat info. I haven't been able to make myself eat anything since Sunday. I usually use a protein drink to take my vitamins that double as my meds even when I don't eat. I haven't even been able to do that. Therefore, not gettin the vits either. I haven't had anything but a cup a tea n a cup a coffee each day since Sunday. My friend is so concerned about me gettin my vits cause like I said, they're my meds that I went ahead and took one dose of what's sposed to be six a day this morning with water. That didn't go so well.