good morning lovely people
*squishes Alexx and Jeremy*

hope everybody is okay today
i'm well terrified - first meeting with person today for DBT and whatnot
i shall be hiding in a teeny corner of the Denial Tent covered in a fortress of blankets and pillows until further notice pretending this isnt happening

before i go into hiding, there are lovely smores and tea and popcorn and treats by the campfire if anybody wants them

i hope everybody has a safe day at Uni and work and at whatever scary appts they have

*hugs Alexx, Jeremy, Chloe, Emm, Helen, Kit, Alyssa, Carole, and whoever else is wandering around in here*

love and courage and loveliness to all

*scuttles to Denial Tent*

I'm crying because its morning....
and i dont want it to be morning...
and Ive just realised ive lost MORE weight and im scared..
*curls up*

Good Luck Callie!!!!!*hugs*

Yeh...i didnt manage to get an appointment with my doctor at the other surgery...
because i fail ><

*crawls to a very dark corner with her doggie and her meds*

*peeks out of her blankety fortress in the Denial Tent to offer Alexx hugs and sympathy*

so sorry sweetie - but hey who needs docs when they can have the Denial Tent and cute doggies? be strong sweetie we're here for you

*hugs Callie and Alexx* Thx's for tea and popcorn :-D

Good luck DBT..hope it goes well for u!

I think u lovely Alexx...so dw about the weight gain ;) well try not too

I am so Urgy why am i so urgy :| Argh i so am not safe by myself i just wish the world would give me a freaking break....

*Hugs Emo-Fairy*

Try keep urself occupied with something to keep ur minds off hurtful things

Hope that helps a tad xx

Kit honey you need to distract yourself and keep busy
when we are alone with our thoughts is when we are most vulnerable
keep busy busy!
think distracting thoughts
ooh! i know! i can distract you with humor!!
want to know something funny?
i just tripped on the power cord under my desk at work in front of a room full of people and fell into a large floor lamp
(it actually wasnt funny at the time but i'm trying out the whole laugh with them so you wont be laughed at thing)

Heehee you sound as bad as me my boss says Kit is Klutzy and he is afraid one day im gonna hurt myself badly with how Klutzy i am Im doing like five things at once im watching a tv show on hbo and listening to music chatting and browsing the board hoping that i can keep myself busy... Busy is the key... Right?

Yep...i assume so :-)

*hugs Kit*

*hugs Jet and Choco* Sorry I swear i will stop being whiney

it's ok...we r in the psych ward...anything goes and whatever is said here..stays here :-P

Thats Good Because i seem to be in an odd whiny mood that is driving everyone around me crazy....

Jeremys right. Whine away.
*offers you some cheese ;-)*
Naw, sorry just teasing

*curls up in her corner for a nap*

ARGH!!!!
*storms in*
*crumples in a heap*
*starts crying again*

I hate them i hate them i hate them
why cant they leave me alone?!?!?!
why do they have to pick on me and b*tch about me?
why do they have to make me feel like sh*t.
*sobs her heart out*

I have been to a&e today, had a wee accident with my hand today.

But it's not broken yaaaaaay!

*hugs Alexx*
What's wrong hunni? Who's b*tching at you?

Helen you ok? What happened? *careful snuggles*

*cries in her corner and consideres her bottle of Tylenol*
Just watched a recap of this HBO show 'In Treatment'... Girl ODd on who knows what, some prescription meds. And I got a bit jealous. Makes me kind of want to. I mean, I have been wanting to for a few days but it doesn't help to see someone else do it...
And I can't. Have a counseling session tomorrow and he's sure to ask (I know he's worried and that makes me feel kind of bad)... and I'm worried that if I did and then told him he might decide to have me locked up and then I won't be able to go home for break... and then my family will all know :crying: So I'm stuck...

*cries quietly in her corner wraped up in her blanket*

These girls in my sociology class....they make me feel really arkward and paranoid and they make me feel inadequate and fat and ugly and BLAH ><
They wish I was dead....
I wish I was dead :crying:
*cries again*

*offers you my blanket too*
Dont cry hun....
Please stay strong...i know its hard...
*hugs you for comfort AND support*