Got Anxious out.
Walked very close too but NOT into the off license.
Got to mine.
Tryed to wait out the anxiety but failed.
Took 20mg of Diaz, Took a Bath had some tea , the anxiety is still there but it's lessened.
Still , I'm urgy :(
Sorry.

hugs everbody. cuddles mark, please stay safe hun. try and distract yourself if you can

*Cuddles Jill* How are you hun ?

*Spots and Hugs Kahlia* How are you Sis?

cuddles mark, hmm im okay i guess, erm not sure. i don't know what to put in my applaction(sp) form. its asking why i left my job. if i say i was stressed and it got to the point i wanted to kill myself because of it, or because i was being given writen warning, it wont go down well. im kind of lost

I guess you could say stress Jill , thats a perfectly valid reason.

Only 11 months until Christmas :P

thanks mark, hmm think i will go down to the jobcenter and ask for some advice, and see what they come up with. lol your counting christmas allready?

*Hugs Disturbia* I'm sorry the voices are loud :S

Jill , Ha! no I'm not but I noticed it was the 25th hehe

Hey guys. Todays been terrible for me. Gonna hide in here for a while.

*Hugs Sarah*

*hugs Mark* so stressed out after today. Everything keeps going wrong and I can't deal with it anymore!

Whats happening Sarah hun?

Just being so clumsy today and had arguments everywhere :(

*Hugs Sarah Tons* I'm sorry you've had such a rough day hun :(

*Hugs everyone*
Oliver-I prefer to be called Charlie, but at the moment i'm still ok with being called Nicole :)

*Hugs Charlie* How is your day going?

hugs everyone

*Hugs Mark and Louise*
It was ok thanks Mark, not done much lol. Yours?

I am so so, though sitting here eating chocolate :)