*passes Emma some hot chocolate*
aww honey i'm sorry
want to come hide in our tent?

please try and calm down and stay safe
no more alcohol! just water or tea or hot chocolate
can you do something else to distract you? do you know why you feel so bad?

Can I come in the tent?

Sorry mummy..... I wanted t otalk to you..... But I didnt know weather you where free and if you where weather you really wanted to talk :(..... Im sorry Didi silly........

I just wish sometimes I could get other all of this

I guess Ive had a bad weekend, I'm not sure, yesterday night was good tho, but I drank too much over the weekend. far too much, upset my friends, yeah messed up basically

plus I'm rediculously behind at college and I have a gig in a week and I'm so not mentally ready for it :-(

but yeah *hugs to everyone*

i think that we should all move into the tent and just hide out here until the world becomes a better place

*passes Helen and Didi and Emm some cookies*

*sits in tent and refuses to leave*

*Stays in tent, munching cookie wrapped in a blanket*
*feels a little bit safer*

*sits in tent next to Emm and eats more cookies*

*walks in picks up blanket and stuffed bear to hide in a corner*

Did I hear someone mention hot chocolate?

*hugs Becca and passes her the cookies and some hot chocolate*
want to come hide from the world in our camp? there's even a tent :)

*dunks cookies in hot chocolate* Yum. Hiding sounds good.

Oh a tent? Thank god

*crawls in tent and wraps up in her blanket clutching her stuffed lamb*

Mmm smaller spaces are good...

*breaths a small sigh of relief and settles in for a nap*

*moves over for Alyssa*
welcome to the tent
we have cookies and hot chocolate and blankets and unlimited time for hiding from reality and living in denial of our problems
*hugs Alyssa and Becca and Emm*
how are we all doing?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAA
sorry. was just imagining what dad would say if he knew what i'd done to his tent. (actually its not all that funny) but still :)
damn this time difference! denial is GREAT.
i had to walk out of my anatomy lecture this morning, couldnt cope with the pics of body bits. and to think i'm expected to do dissections.....with scalpels....sh*t

how do you hide things in posts? the bit about the scalpels maybe should be hidden

OK. I am stoned. I thought I would feel better but I jut feel ill and this
message is very long and hard to right because I cant concentrate on keys and things moving.

*hugs for everyone again* *anyone for popcorn?*
I really dont seem to sleep anymore *cries*
I have to be up in 4 and a half hours
and then I have 10 hours at college + gig rehearsal , I dont honestly think I'm going to manage it :-(

Emma (awesome name btw) I know how you feel, I always think getting stoned will help me but it never does.
*gives you an extra big hug and a nice cup of tea*
xx

i feel sick. and i havent even taken anything. only if its plain salted popcorn. none of that buttery stuff. ick.

:-( *hugs for effervescence (sorry i dont know your name)* hope you feel better soon.
yes just plain popcorn I cant stand toffee or buttery stuff
take care x

Thx's for the popcorn..yum yum :D

**hugs emm and chloe**

Hope u guys r feeling spleesh today :-) if not...hope those hugs will makes things better!

Thanks jeremy.
so yeah hi emm i'm chloe :p
i feel blergh. i am such a f*ck up