*hugs charcoalchilld*

I know ur probably not in the mood to bother...but try and think positive there ;-) hope ur okies tho

I'm still here. And banging my head against the wall. At least I finally got some sleep. Yeah I know ECT is last resort but we've tried almost all meds on the market and ended up in some pretty bad situations. It's not the end of the world if it has to go that way though. Would reset the brain chemicals.

Just feels like the end of the world.

I cant do positive at the moment. Ross is dying. Like we were told he may not have made the night. Ive not heard anything since last night. he could be gona already. It should be me.

And i told my key worker about all the diet pills and restricting and self harming and wanting to die. then i saw casualty. it may just be a tv programme but i didnt need to see that

Still felling so unsafe - just want to cut it would be so easy.

*hugs everyone in room and then grabs a blankey and starts rocking backwards and forwards*

=[

I feel so rough. No college today, probs take tomorrow off too and go back Wednesday. I need to call my dad back, about work matters actually but can't. Darn it!

Don't even know what's wrong with me, headache, feel sick, stomach hurts, keep going dizzy, really tired, sore throat & that's pretty much it.

i have called sams. i hv called cpn. called priest. not just once. this hurts too much to carryt on

cant get this stupid computer to do what i want. tried to start new thread but wont have it. I'm sorry for takin up peoples time in hewre but its all i can make this piece of **** do. I'm real drunk and I just had a real good night out with my bf and a load of mates and got home and cut the **** outa my leg and i really dunno why and this whole thing f***in sucks.
I'm sorry to rant ut I had to let off steam to someone n i'm kind of alone at the mo.
sorry.

*stumbles in crying*
I can't stop the noises in my ears! My whole body hurts but I have so much stuff to do....
I'm so completely alone in this. I can't properly talk to anyone and no one understands...dammit!
*holds head, waits for whooshing to end*
Oh, and greetings all. Sorry for not being much help to anyone.

*hugs and cries herself*

*hugs everyone* Take care ok? I hope people are feeling a bit better x

*pokes head out from under her blanket*
Still here but feeling slightly better... I think :pinch: I'm rather foggy so I'm not sure of much right now... other than the fact that I am SO damn tired...
*hugs all that need it and hands around tea, hot cocoa, and biscutes*

*takes a hot choco and sits in the corner wraped up*

I'm feeling much better :)

Awwwww hun -hugs-

*Brews some coffee and leaves some on the table for anybody to drink*

Hope u all r well there xxx