thanks. I feel trapped like an animal in a cage...can't do anything. Feelin hopeless because there is no way out of it at this point. Want to die...just want to be free..

=[ im sorry =\ anything i can do to help?

I don't know, really. I am just in a marriage that I am realizing more and more is turning into hell. I cannot afford a divorce and can't use his money to do so because he doesn't have any money. I can't go stay with family because if I go I won't be able to continue school, and I am in the school I have always wanted to go to since I was a kid. I just feel so trapped and have no idea what to do anymore..

*Hugs Kitty*

*Hugs Felicia* Thankyou :)

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Laura*

Whats up Owen ?

:( are you sure?

That's okay Owen , you didn't make me sad . are you going to be alright?

You did Not make me sad Owen , I just have been sad for a few days, thanks for the hug :)

Depression Sad Owen , I can't help it , No sprecific oudside cause for me being sad I just am sad , Not your fault at all.

My Sister just rang and is coming up to try and do Christmas shopping , I don't know what shops are open here on a Sunday but It will be nice to meet her :) and my baby neice Mariama :)

Hey Owen *waves*

Hey Mark *hugs* have fun Christmas shopping :)

*Hugs Kitty* I don't really know what advice to give, I'm pretty sure you've already said something about not having many friends around where you are, unless you made that up entirely, so I can't really suggest going to stay with one of them, but if your marriage is making you so unhappy, you need to get out somehow. How much longer do you have left at school? I do know how you feel, I hate my home and the family I life with are dicks most of the time, but I no way have the courage to leave and go and live alone, although I am 16 so technically could. But I also love my school and couldn't leave so I am going to stick it out for another two years and go on to uni somewhere far away. Is there any way you can just get out of the house as much as possible? Stay in school long hours, leave the house early and hang back to get more work done? I'm not really sure what else to say except for hold on. Things won't be like this forever and even if you can't now, you wil someday be able to leave. *Another hug*

I'm almost ready for the Holidays . Less than 2 weeks I think I bought my first Presant in September :p hmmmm. My Green (Festive eh?) Tinsel is wrapped around my clear white lights , they throw out a lot of light , as much as my lamp I reckon.

*Hugs Lia* How are you this morning?

Don't hurt your foot Owen . Kicking away.