*leaves a box of chocolates on the table*

How is everybody? *hugs*

I could be better hmm :-(

*stands up but falls bk down*
have no energy, no sleepin no eating
just crying and shaking and regret

i cant keep my mask up for much longer sooner or later everyone going to realise how much or a complete wreck i am but is it gud or bad i just cant decide :crying:

*hugs hellbunny*
i know how keeping up a mask feels.
how is everyone?
feeling **** today, but hey nothing new there.
xxx

I'm in ****ing tears.
Big time.
Well done mother.
You've wrecked everything for me.

*hugs dance dance and carole*
want to speak about it dance?
what have you done carole?
xxx

*goes to sit on chair*
*misses and falls on the floor*
*keeps crying and crawls back to duvet*

U okies carole & danacdance and Kija?

*sits in a corner and stares at the wall*
I'm losing it
I'm going to diesoon
*mumbles to self*

*hugs Zed, you can do it*
Banks head of wall. I can't do it anymore. I give up. Lock me in a broom closet. I don't care anymore.

Ahhh..k carole... :-) tc there

*bleeding and zed - BIG HUGS for u*
Plz look after urself there somehow xx

Hey Dance. *pulls up next to you and offers a shoulder*
Are you feeling any better?
*sighs at bandage on wrist*
I can't wait till I don't need this place.

hey...
*offers forced smile*
*crawls under table nusing bruised and bloodied knuckles*
that wall won't argue with me again

*hugs kija and seamonkey*
The mask fell accidentally yestaday but now back up
good or bad i'm not sure but good for the moment i believe

*thanks hellbunny and returns hug*
feeling a little calmer now, just bugs me that I don't know how long it will last. I'm ok one minute then a fiery ball of rage the next over the stupidest things. It's not helping anything and I don't know how to stop it!
*remains under table chewing corner of blanket*

I'm so sorry I haven't been able to reply to everyone kind posts.

Really struggling at the moment and yeah :(

*hides in the corner* I got exams

Good luck in ur exams bella :-) i'm sure u'll do good in them!

good luck bella you'll do ace
i know how u must feel mine start tomorrow :sad:


*hugs* seamonkey

*wipes away tears and hides bk in corner*

*hugs hellbunny, seamonkey and dance!4eva*
good luck bella in your exams!
i is having a moment of feeling a bit better, i like it, wish it could stay for ever!
how is everyone?
xxx

Yea, I got exams this week too. I think I'll do ok. I'm just worried about my sociology exam. A lot of stuff on pragmatic useage and theory. That class has been theory fueled. It's a fun class though, and we do Physcology during second semester.