*checks in because the will to live has disappeared*

Can I check in for a few days. It's the closest thing to an escape that I'll get. AHHHHHHHHHHHH......... I give up! Drug me up and leave me.

Have you talked to him about it getting more intense? Maybe he has an idea why.
*puts on pajamas and walks into wall*
Oops.
*Curls up on floor in front of wall*

Party last night was awesome :)

can i check in for a bit. want to curl up and dissapear for ever :(

dance(sorry i forgot your name)i'm so happy you enjoyed the party! ruggerblob, bleeping4hope, and kija hugs to all of you what has made you feel so down?

It's Helen.

I enjoyed my party.

In a right crappy mood though now.

argh.... its so ****, its all just rubbish...

popped back for a bit... think i need to be in here...

just the whole past year bad things happened, and i think now i'm trying to deal with them my whole lifes traumas are coming out, i never deal with anything as it happens, actually dont think i've dealt with anything my entire life, so wow, a lot of **** going on in my head! and because of all this i had to drop out of college, and move back in with my mom. its all gone weird, and i just want to curl up and dissapear.
thanks so much for the hug!
xxx

*hugs Kija, Helen and Raining in my head*
I hope you all feel better soon. Sorry I can't offer anymore than knowledge that you are not alone.

runs in
argggghhhhhhhhhhhhh
circles the chair
arghhhhhh
circles the table
argggghhhhhhhhh
sees the dr aproaching
runs away and hides

*hugs hopeandsanity*
Are you alright?

Do you people mind someone new in here?
If you don't, I'd like to check in for a few days... I'm so stressed out it's not even funny...

*hugs MasterofKaos* of course you are welcome here.
What's stressing you out? x

Thanks, that's really nice to hear... *hugs Carole back*
What's stressing me out is that everyone seems to want me to do stuff for them all the time and then they are mad at me for not getting my own stuff done. They just don't get that I can't magically add a couple of hours to the day...
Also, I want to come out to my dad as trans, which is going to be very difficult... well, he will probably accept it and be reasonably cool with it, but I'm still worried. I'm not sure what I would do if my (hypothetical) child came to me and told me he/she was trans...

*edited after reading your post*
*gives you big hugs and your favorite sweets*

I have no idea, actually. I mean, I know the basic things I want him to know and understand, but I have no idea how to say it. I mean, I can hardly sit down with him and tell him "Oh hey, just thought I'd tell you I'm a man now."

It was so much easier with my girlfriend because I dropped hints all the time already without realising so she already suspected something and had time to think about her reaction when I told her...

This week has been very very difficult... damn migrane... damn high school... basically damn Texas

EEK...

Stuipd headache :(

Hey guys! I know it's been a little while since I visited here, i'm sorry, my computer at my mothers house (where I was for most of vacation) apparently has a thing against RYL, so I couldn't get in ><
Well it's all better now. My dad got a router, and I have a Wii... so yea, this message is from my Nintendo Wii. It is a lot eaiser to use the internet up here in my room on my Wii so I don't feel paraniod about who is looking over my shoulder at any given second.
I'm kinda doing really bad right now. I've been like all reeeeally depressed for the past few days. I just feel so down, and I've been urging bad like I'm some kind of mad man or something... So yea, i'm gonna curl up in a ball in the corner and try to hold off for as long as I feel I can.
*sits in corner and turns on music*