I have AWESOME news oh yesssssssssss.

I got another uni offer & it's from a place I desperatly want to get into, infact my desire for it is awesomely strong!!!

IM NOT REAL
I want to hurt myself so much just to feel something. The Statue is here but I think this is all a dream.
I can't remember the last time I washed.
I think I'm really unwell. I think I need to talk to somebody, but I can't let them take me to hospital. If I phone someone they'll take me to hospital.
AHhahaha, Im being the crazy person in our ward today arent I?
I love you guys, take care of yourselves

Haha.
I should be awesome.
The pain of my parents split keeps coming back.
I thought I was accepting it now.
God, I want to move on.
But I still want what I can't have.
This is going to take ages?

I hope everyone is okay. :(
I'm feeling triggered and finding things really hard.
Today has been the worst in ages. :(

*hugs everyone lots*

I am happy.
Just feels so fake you know?
I wish I could sleep :crying:

*lies flat out on the floor*
I feel like all the walls and air and energies are pressing in on me but I can't die yet. It's torture. I think it's time that someone came and clubbed me in the head.

*huggles you lots*

:)

*walks in looking worse for wear* sorry about the torn clothes i just cant be bothered to get changed *sits in corner and cries silently siniging to himself* but anyway i am back again....

*sits with carole* do you want to talk about it hun

well i am here if you need to talk just about any old stuff and i am sure recetionists arnt meant to do that hun *hugs for you*

*hugs back* Thanks hun.
But, enough about my craziness :P

How are you holding up?

i am surviving i think just with the help of music and stuff i am getting by (i think) arapt from my clothing and my head being a little bit all over the place i am fine lol i dont know how i am really my head is all over the place

*hugs*
Sorry to hear that. At least we can hide in here for a while

yeah true well i left a couple of months ago i just felt out of place so i hid but i feel better now so i am ack i just dont feel to secure in my head

*hugs you both*
I'm sorry you're sad. Steve I think you're a hottie, even if you have torn clothes :p. Carole, if you want to cry I have a shoulder.
I completely freaked out last night but now I'm off the floor if anyone wants to talk.

Arrrrrrgh.
At the rate I'm going, I won't be going to the party.
I realllllllllllly want to go :(

why won't you be going to the party dance? carole you need to tell someone about your thoughts....*hugs you* i still feel like crap! ughhhh.....hope everyone is doing ok....oh and nj is ok...*shrugs*

Stressing.
Honestly.
It's silly to stress so much over a party.

why has therapy made you worse?

*hugs Carole back*

Ah ha, not stressed about it anymore yay :)
It's like in 30 mins, but wont be there at that time.
That'd be pretty sad :\