mark :)

oliver- hope his dad comes round... its ridiculous that he wont pay for the apartment or w/e because of that... people are frustrating o_O im sure it wont mean anything coming from someone he doesnt know- but feel free to say that im proud for coming out =] that alwaysss takes courage- especially with something thats even less understood than being gay/lesbian soooo yus.

/rambling

sorry you didnt get much sleep lia, hope you have a good day <3

ergh. food is dumb. it shudnt existtt >.> lol

*crawls out of her hiding hole in the warren and skulks off in search of a shower* *sits in shower fully clothed*

<3 hey kat :)

ps, you're not being stupid lia *nod*

*Hugs Heather**Hugs Kat* How are you both?

I went to go out to the shops (Food shops) and got my wallet , shoes on , keys , MP3 in my ears but I just coulden't bring myself to go out the front door , I coulden't even go down the stairs to the door , I'm tired and achey despite sleeping ok , I woke up but just wanted to sleep , just a LITTLE BIT MORE . Maybe this afternoon hmmm? I drank an energy drink , hope it gives me energy.

Hey Heather.
Hey Mark *hugs* awful. but it doesn't matter.

Sorry you're having a tough time mark. hope it solves soon.

EDIT: ^^crap^^ such crap.

*pounces* i spy april, and kahlia

here if you want =]
if i dont reply its cuz im gonna try and get 4 hours sleep >.>

Updated my R/V thread

http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...80#post2335180

It's pretty pityful.

will read mark. I dont ever mention mine, because i try not to read it. it scares me.

Kat I'd be more than willing to read yours if you chose to mention it :) , My latest entry is crap though

meep. link is on my sig.
I just wish i had something clever, intelligent, helpful, loving and supportive to say, but for some reason, i dont. I just cant think and i havn't been able to for months. where have i gone? I dont know me anymore.

OOH I didn't spot your link , *Mental note to check it from time to time*
It's Okay Kat , you will get through this :) *Hug*

I might think about mentioning updates and using it more often..i dont know. I just feel like i have nothing of worth to say. and if i do say **** then it stays in rv to be unread because it's not worth anyones time.
*hugs back* will i? I just feel like everything is falling apart.

*curls up in the ward for the night*

*pokes*
anyone around?

*pokes back* I'm lurking around. how are you?

Trying to avoid myself.
How're you tonight?

Meep. Dont know. dont care. *shrugs*

hmmm... dunno if thats better or worse than how i'm doing... *scratches head* though it isn't actively bad so i suppose that's a good part... *huggles*

*sigh* well its5am... i guess i'llgo lay down and try to sleep the urges and thoughts off...
*hugs everyone*